RainyNights

It's raining again.  Happy Birthday Harry btw :3
Rainy nights are just reminders that the stupidest thing we do in life is, falling in love with the wrong people, the wrong dreams,  the wrong realities.  They are reminders of how we sometimes believe and live in a reality that does not make sense; a reality that demands to be checked and modified because life is so much better than this.
Life is so much better than some of the things we believe in, some people we blindly trust and some dreams we have worked for-in vain.
Rainy nights are reminders that nothing lasts forever,  and those who do-well, familiarity does breed contempt, doesn't it?
Rainy nights are there because it's important you question your life and the people you allow in it.

Let's just say rainy nights keep us grounded- too much flying ain't good for health :)

Life is a roller coaster,  ain't it? We just have to choose to close our eyes when it's going down because no matter how long the fall is, it has to go up.  And no matter how scary it gets, the thrill is just as awesome.

Happy Eid :)
xoxo
Banana

Change

Samjhawan is on replay.

Sometimes, there are moments in your life- no one else can share. It doesn't matter what you are going through-happiness, victory, loneliness, loss-whatever the emotion is-there are times in life you just feel it is important you go through those particular moments by yourself. Probably because you know once this moment has gone, you will be a different person.

There are times in our lives we believe that going through pain or a big change will alter who we are, but there are times when we can change without any reason- maybe we realise something, or we just feel like it. And those are the moments you can never share with any one else, no matter how close they are to you- you know they won't understand crap and they'll probably not be of any help.

Those moments are the ones we learnt about in class [hello geeky me], being alone without being lonely- finding your way without having anyone holding out a helping hand, being happy without any reasons, crying because you can and you know you need to do it once in a while. Probably, sheer moments of enlightment, where you don't need anyone else, where you don't want anyone else-because you are finally content with your life and you feel complete without the rest of the world by your side.

On a completely different note, Brazil needs to improve-FOOTBALL AND ENTERTAINMENT-wise. Not that I was a fan. Such a shame Robben and the Oranje couldn't make it to the final, but yeah, #ComeonGermany!

Banana x

The Plan

"The great moments of your life won't necessarily be the things you do, they'll also be the things that happen to you. Now, I'm not saying you can't take action to affect the outcome of your life, you have to take action, and you will. But never forget that on any day, you can step out the front door and your whole life can change forever. You see, the universe has a plan kids, and that plan is always in motion. A butterfly flaps its wings, and it starts to rain. It's a scary thought but it's also kind of wonderful. All these little parts of the machine constantly working, making sure that you end up exactly where you're supposed to be, exactly when you're supposed to be there. The right place at the right time." -HIMYM

Happy July!

Honestly, I don't have time to write anymore- I am way too busy not eating and writing my dissertation.

I watched this HIMYM episode again today, and this quote just had to be here,because as it's suggested, the universe definitely has a plan- one that might not match yours and one that might be so much better. I remember at one point telling myself that the plan i had in head failed and i did everything wrong-all my choices were failures, and now, a year later, I am glad the plan did not go as I planned it, I am glad the Universe's plan worked, because I am in a better place and much happier than i could ever imagine. If my plan was successful, I would probably be completely lost by now. So, yeah, if you feel your plan is not working, don't worry, God's is working and it will bring you better stuff! Believe in it and let it happen!

Happy Ramadan,

xoxo

Banana