TheOneThatGotAway?

You are the smoke to my high!
YAAAAY!
I sound like a 14 years old, singing this stupid song, 
You are the straw to my berry!
YES!!!
January is OVER!
We're the perfect two! YAAAY!
This song is so lame. I can't believe I am singing this stupid song. 
And Taylor Swift's Love Story. Omg. It used to be "our" song. Eww. LAME ALERT!

Anyways!
Happy Friday World!
It's raining. Again. It doesn't really matter.
Everything seems so perfect.
And the yellow umbrella is somewhere out there :)
Actually, I want to be someone's yellow umbrella :D
I am gifting myself one for my birthday :D
What if my ted is somewhere out there looking for a yellow umbrella? :D

Moving on,

I got a marriage proposal from Vandish :) Yes, getting married to this guy. Definitely. He likes Loki. He ROCKS! :D

Okay, I just stumbled on a Katy Perry song. SO DEPRESSING. The one that got away.
I HATE IT.
YES.
The feels :S

Well, 
This is my 251st post :)
And it's the last for this month,
February is going to be fabulous!
Have an amazing weekend world! 

xoxo
ZOu :)

Missing the bus every morning! :)

"I dreamt I missed the bus! I think I am missing the bus in my life" -F.D [30/01/14]

Okay, I am such a drama-queen.
But really, don't you feel that sometimes you are missing on things you want in life?
Don't you ever feel you are going in the wrong direction?
Don't you ever feel like you made all the wrong choices?

I am probably missing mine.
The bus I am meant to take,
And I am probably taking the wrong bus every morning,
What if the bus i need to take is going in the opposite direction?
What if the bus i need to take is going to a completely different destination?

Maybe I made the wrong choices all along?
Maybe I am not supposed to be where I am,
Maybe I should have chosen the other way,
And go far far far from where I am right now?

Maybe,
Maybe NOT!
Maybe it's just another bus I am missing,
Maybe the bus I am missing is totally worth missing,
Maybe the bus I am missing is just going to crash somewhere?
Maybe I am on the right bus after all,
Because I am happy,
And I feel complete,
And I feel like everything makes sense,
And I feel like the world is mine!

You know what?
Even if I am taking the wrong bus,
And I am missing the bus every morning,
One day,
I'll eventually gather the courage to take the right bus,
And I'll go on the journey of my dreams,
The one that's hidden deep down my heart,
The one I don't tell anyone about,
The one I'm scared is too extreme,
I'll go on that journey and conquer all my fears,
And when I reach my destination,
I'll change the world :) I'll change MY world!

Yeah, I am probably missing my bus, 
But that doesn't mean I am taking the wrong bus either,
I just need to follow my heart :)

This probably did not make sense, yeah?
Don't worry, I was just talking to myself and trying to sort my dreams out :)
And you know what?
My friend told me "Stop OVER ANALYSING YOUR DREAMS, IT'S BAD FOR HEALTH!"

Happy Thursday!
I love you World!
xoxo
ZOu :)

Not February Yet!

Happy February! :)
[[Okay, it's not here yet? WHY?]]

Hello World!
It's been raining all day in London.
And London is now officially my favourite Cold and Grey Town,
Nothing beats a cold, grey and rainy London :)
It makes everything looks so,
Romantic?
Melancholic?
Well, let's just say "like in books" :)

And,
Like in books and fairy tales and plays,
London makes you want to recite crazy soliloquies,
London makes you want to dance in the rain,
London makes you want to not care about the world and do it all! =]

When you are finally living your dream,
It does not really matter who's around,
Because it's your dream not theirs :)

Like Lucas was asked, "Who do you want to be next to you when all your dreams come true?"
It does not matter,
Because when all your dreams come true,
It's all about you,
Not about them,
Not about the people in your life,
It's about you and your dreams and your hard work and how you reached your destination :)

So don't worry about people,
No matter how close they are,
When it's your time to shine,
Shine on your own,
Because being selfish is necessary. Sometimes. 
And because sometimes, you need to be the center of your own world :)

Happy End of January!
Happy Almost-Beginning-Of-February-The-Most-Amazing-Month-Of-The-Year! :)
Awesome people were born in February. ME. and TOM. But mostly ME.
Awww. I love ME :)
You should ALL love ME :)

xoxo
Pink Nose =]

How The Mother Met Ted! :)

"I guess I'm old-fashioned. I believe that each of us only gets one and I got mine already." -How Your Mother Met Me ♡

Okay, HIMYM just blew my mind.

I loved the latest episode and I love the mother and her love story.

It's so true.

So real.

So familiar.

And it so reflects the "Everyone has their own Robin" theory.

Once you've had the most amazing memories with that one person,

Doesn't everything seems so dull?
Doesn't everything seems so much less romantic?

Once you've lived the perfect love story,

How can you expect anything from someone else?

How can you believe it will be the same with someone else?

How can you believe you will be the same again?

How can you hope the next one is going to be better?

Once you've had the most amazing memories with that one person,
How can you believe someone else can bring you the same amount of happiness?
Once you've tasted the most beautiful thing in the world,
How can you hope the world will offer you something even more amazing?
How can you hope the love of your life is still out there?

Do you need to compromise then?
Why?
Because what you had was so precious, no one else can reproduce the same effect?
Because what you lived was a once in a lifetime feeling?
Because what you shared was out of this world?

Like the mother believed Max was the one and only,

NO! :)

You need not believe the lost love in your life is the one and only,

The mother met and TED!

Like Ted believed in Robin being the perfect one,

You need not believe your true love is the perfect one,

Ted met the MOTHER!

You are going to meet someone better :)
You are going to write the most beautiful love story ever :)
And it's going to last.

You are going to have amazing moments together :)

You just need to believe,

And stop running away from love,

Like I do :)

I know, I'll stop running away now,

Because I want to live my perfect love story. The second one. I've had one and now I want ANOTHER! [Thor-tone]

And if I still can't find any,

I won't compromise. Never. I will spend my life doing things I love, with the people I love,

But I won't compromise. Because I want to be happy.

And I'll probably die young! :)

So yeah,

If you believe there's only one,

You are wrong,

There's another one waiting for you,

Somewhere,

And you're gonna bump into him/her.

JUST OPEN YOUR EFFING EYES!

And if you don't,

Just walk around bumping into people man :S It might help! :)

xoxo

ZOu  ♡

Go Bonkers! (:

My friend tagged me in this picture this morning.
I was ecstatic. This is so so so true.
Be Happy. Always, it confuses people and it's a good thing!
Why should we not be happy?
Why should we show people our weaker side?
Why should we not make people jealous?

So,yeah,
BE HAPPY! IT DRIVES PEOPLE REALLY CRAZY.
Believe me,
It makes people like "GrowUp" wonder what the hell is going on,
It makes them want to be us,
It makes them want to live our lives,
And it's not always easy,

It's not always easy to be happy in every situation,
Because Life is not always "Strawberry Fields Forever",
Life can be pretty harsh,
But you know what?
Being able to keep a smile during those mad times makes you stronger,
Being able to deal with everything, laughing, makes you a survivor,
Being able to keep up with every one's shit, makes you a better person.

So be happy,
It will make people want to be you,
To walk in your shoes,
To run your race,
And sometimes it's good,
Because it will kill them! =]
Not everyone can be you,
Not everyone can laugh in the worst moments of their lives,
Not everyone can put up the brightest of smiles during the darkest hours of their lives,
You can.
So just be you :)
Don't let your happiness revolve around a person,
Around a single soul,
You know it will never end well, yeah?
Forget about what happened,
Forget the love,
Be who you usually are,
Don't change, don't become someone who can not handle rejection,
You are worth so much more :) You know you are :) Cause you are STAR!
And you are going to SHINE! ALWAYS!

Be Happy :) It drives people EFFING CRAY CRAY and 
Life is so much better this way!
Life is so much more fun this way!
Life is just so much more BANANAS this way!

Be Happy,
Because when you smile for me,
The World seems alright,
And everything makes sense =]

Be Happy,
Life is way too short and complicated to lament and be pathetic and become Farah (A)
Don't be who I was,
Be who I am now,
Be who YOU used to be,
Be bonkers :) Be unpredictable :) Be OUT OF THIS WORLD!

Be Happy,
It drives people crazy!

xoxo,
ZOu =]

[P.S. This post is partly dedicated to my jigar ka tukra, and mostly to the Star in my Life. Ily ♡]

Happy Birthday 777! :)

Happy 23rd =]
Getting old and better :)
Getting crazier and epic-er by day!
I love you man!
I hope this new year brings you all the good things in life: 
You know what I really mean yeah?
THE EFFING CHECK LIST!
This year, no matter WHAT, we are checking every single shit on this list =]

23 sounds like such a pure number.
When I was a mini me I used to think I'd get married at 23. WTF?
What was your dream?
This year is ours,
We are gonna go around the world,
And when we grow OLD,
We are going to say "When I was 23, I conquered the World" :)
And we are going to be proud and happy!

Make the most of 23, because I am pretty sure 24 is going to suck.
24 sounds like marriage proposal man :S
I feel sorry for you :D LOL!
Make 23 the best birthday you've had and make it last all year,
I'm gonna extend my birthday until January 2015 =]
It's gonna be OFF THE HOOK!

Anyways,
Dear Readers,
Today I learnt it's very important to tell every single person where you are going. Because that's growing up. OKAY?
So if you are going to poop, just let the world know, because that's called GROWING UP!
We are all for GROWING UP!
Growing up FTW!
Growing up should be your new motto for your 23rd birthday. Because you are too dumb and stupid :)

Also,
Today I went into a coma. Blame Miss 23. She is unpredictable. And scary. And she does the craziest shits ever. Like wth man? I'm not even coming out from under my bed :( It's really scary >.<

Alright, this was a quick post to say Happy Birthday to my Jigar Ka Tukra :)
ILOVEYOU!!!!!!!!!

ZOu :)

Sundawesome! :D

Or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty?

Awww JAMES! You are the BEST! I love you :)

Happy Sunday World!
Today is the right day to drown in your James Blunt Playlist. If you have one. YOU SHOULD HAVE ONE. It's a must. >.<

You touched my heart,
You touched my soul,
You changed my life and all my goals.

Last night I did not get time to write a post about our AWESOMENESS. Sorry :) Ily :)
Basically, last night, my crazy friend sent me a message that said "BE SAD.NOW."
I mean, wth man? I have the best friends in the world,
They are crazy and out of this world,
And I would not have them any other way if I had the choice.
I would still choose them, every time :)

Carry Me Home. Awww. I wish someone would sing me this song. Or any other song. I wish Tom would sing me a song. Awww. :)

I can't believe how awesome my friends are and how awesome our lives are.
You know what?
We should be famous. Crazy famous. We make Barney sounds lame. 
Actually we are,
We are famous in our own crazy world :)
And we love it!
Every night, we lose our ability to be NORMAL :)
We just become awesome awesome awesome people. Just once is not enough. Definitely not enough.

You're beautiful! :) Aww, thank you James. You are a sweetheart! :)

Tom I love you. With black hair. The ginger too. Yeah. Definitely. The black one. HAIRGASMIC :)

My friend should be in a museum.
People should pay to see her and hear her crap.
HAHA!
I love her. I love us.
We are crazy.
Not very inspired atm. I'll write a better piece of shit about us later. I swear :S
Enrique is asking me to save his soul :S
Yes, I'd tremble if you touched my lips. If Tom touched them, I'd just die man :S
I can kiss away the pain! Awww!

Have I lost my mind?
Isn't Nadal's bum cute? Nadal's bum's been on my mind since this morning :)

Anyways,
This was supposed to be a tribute to our awesome friendship.
It didn't work.
I need to come up with a better post.
But I love you and us and our crazy selves!

TRULY MADLY DEEPLY yours,
ZOu =]

Happy SIX YEARS! =]

2.4.1.

Happy Saturday WORLD!!!
No home works, no essays, no proposals. Ain't life good?
Okay, I need to start revising for my exams. But that can wait right?
Let's talk about how cute Baby Oleg is.
I mean, who came up with such a cutie pie.
There is no happy song for today,
Just watch Baby Oleg man, 
All you will ever want is one like him :D

I am going on holidays for the weekend :)
I am going to an island. Where the world is just blue and yellow. And where people have fun all day, all night, and get LOKI! (A)

Happy 6 years!
6 years in a relationship with you and everything make sense now :D
The moment I met you, Life became AWESOME! :)
I wonder what would happen if we never met and never bonded :D
I would probably be some loner :S
You made everything so much more amazing (:
You made a difference,
And no matter where Life takes us,
You'll still be in my World,
No matter how many fights [we don't fight anymore],
No matter how many mistakes,
We'll always end up together =]
Because we are meant to be ^^

When I met you,
I found Love =]
When I met you,
I understood the true meaning of FRIENDSHIP!
When I met you,
I realised that some people are meant to stay. FOREVER. 
I realised that everything happens for a reason.
I realised that Destiny is doing its job!

I just told my friend that once she gets here,
We are going to have the best times of our lives,
But you know what?
We don't [really] need that,
Everyday is the best days of our lives when we are together :)
We are magic together (:

But don't worry,
Once you get here,
We are going to change the world,
We are going to let go of everything that is wrong,
We are going to LIVE :)

Don't worry,
September will be here soon,
And you will be here soon :)
And we will be together HAMESHA & FOREVER!
I love you :)

I say I LOVE YOU a lot. I LOVE SAYING I LOVE YOU! :)
No, this post ain't for a guy,
Just a bff :)
A bff who's been here for 6 years and who's going to stay forever :)
Happy 6 years!!!!

Far-Ha :)

"I've Got Dreams to Remember" :)

Isn't 2014 getting off as an awesome year?
YES!!!

Listen to your favourite song =]
And get over everything else!
I love you :D
If nothing else matters, just remember that I love you [[Alright, I am not an ILY-Slut, just saying.]]
Today is a good day to listen to your Beatles' playlist.
Awesome day actually,
Strawberry Fields Forever =]

Don't get upset over things,
Laugh! And prove the world wrong,
Prove everyone trying to bring you down that you are NOT GOING DOWN! You are just too awesome for that shit!
Be like "man", be the new BARNEY! Barney needs to retire, I found someone better than him!

Across the Universe. Is it normal if you feel high when listening to these songs. Like REALLY WEED-TYPE high? Maybe! :)

Penny Lane *dance* 
So in love with everything right now. I KNOW. It's getting boring. I keep saying I am high and in love. What can I do? I turned on the switch =]

Be the old you, if the old you was a chirpy person :)
Be the old you, if the old you was an awesome piece of shit!
Be the old you, if it makes you happy,

Because what's the point of changing who you are if you are not happy?
What's the point of changing if it just makes you gloomy and boring (:
What's the point?
Re-invent yourself if nothing is working :)
Change who you are everyday,
Change into a Drama Queen =]
Change into a LUNATIC =]
Change into some WEIRDO =]
Just go with the FLOW! 

Eight Days a Week :D Hold Me :D Love ME :D LALALALALA :D 

Don't sit around, living a boring routine :)
Make everyday a new adventure (:
Reach for the WORLD! :)
Reach for the craziest dreams you've ever had (:

Make everyday perfect,
Make everyday a day you would want to remember when you are on your deathbed :)
Make everyday a day that will make a difference and will make its place in HISTORY :)
Like those crazy nights = DEFINITELY MADE THEIR PLACE IN HISTORY!!!

HELP!  :D Help me get my feet back on the ground! 

Tomorrow, when you are old and dumb :)
You'll look back and smile, or probably laugh, 
And the people around you are going to be like WTF?
But you won't care because you'll remember those amazing and out-of-this world memories you created and you'll feel happy,
You'll feel like you did accomplish something in life,
You don't need to do anything important that will change the world,
Because let's face it that's pretty hard,
Just change your own world,
It will make you feel proud and complete :D

I Saw Her Standing There =] So many memories with this song! 

Just be happy man. And be crazy. Don't worry about the world. Focus on yours.
It's all that really matters!

Pink Nose ♡

Happiness Is A Choice.

Come with me and you'll be
In a world of pure imagination =]

Who wouldn't?

Today was another amazing and crazy day!
We discovered the joys of Google (:
And became loons (:

You know that feeling that the world is giving you too much happiness? And you're scared it won't last? Yeah. That's me.
But do you also know that other feeling,
The one that whispers you should not care this time,
You should just embrace the happy days and not give a damn,
Because you are allowed to be happy!

LAUGH AND GO CRAZY,
Because you never know what's going to happen tomorrow,
And even if something does happen,
KEEP BEING HAPPY!
Because you can't cry over things that are gone or lost,
Just be happy,
Because Life is short and beautiful,
You just need to know how to appreciate it (:
You just need to know which moments to pick and remember,
You just need to know how to laugh even in the hardest moments =]

I used to be the grumpy thing,
Not laughing, not smiling, just sulking,
Nothing happened,
Nothing changed,
Nothing.
I just lost so many amazing moments of my life,
I just lost people who cared and who could have made a difference.
I lost so much.

And now, I gave up on that,
I gave up on being SAD,
I gave up on mourning,
I gave up on crying over things that are gone,

I became happy.
Believe it or not,
There's a switch,
And it's your choice.
Switch it on and you are happy,
Ignore it, and you'll lose the most beautiful things this life can offer you.
Switch it on and everything will make sense,
Ignore it, and you won't see where you are going and you will lose yourself.
Switch it on and nothing will be the same again,
The whole world will look like a better place =]

Believe me =]

I have been unhappy,
And I am happy,
It changes your whole world,
Take the step.
Accept your fate =]
Embrace the happiness!

It's your choice! 

Penning off now, my "man" is waiting for me (:
xoxo
ZOu =]

Life is worth it!

Writing a research proposal can't be that bad.
It's horrible.
I can't even start it,
I just need to relax and go to the beach maybe.
I haven't been to the beach in ages,
The sand,
The water,
And everything else.

I need holidays. I need to go around the world. I need to lose myself.
Isn't it amazing?
To get lost and be at your wit's end so you can find yourself again?
I love LIFE =]
Probably the most complicated thing ever,
But, oh, so beautiful!

I used to be so horrible to myself,
To Life,
To people,
And then, I found out what a miracle Life is,
We are so lucky,
We can get up everyday,
Breathe fresh air,
Have amazing food,
What do we need more?
People around us love us (:

Life isn't horrible,
Just bear with it,
It can hurt a little,
But it won't be in vain, will it?

Life isn't full of sorrows,
Just stay strong,
It can get a little gloomy,
But when the Sun rises again, ain't it the most beautiful thing on earth?

Life is all about good and bad, ups and downs, right and wrong,
Just get over the bad,downs and wrong things,
Just keep up with the good, make the ups the best memories ever and let the right rule (:

Don't ever ever stop smiling or believing,
Because no matter how DARK,
It will always be brighter later,
No matter how lost you are,
You are bound to find your way at the end,
Even the tragic hero does! :P

Life is worth all the pain (:
Believe me,
I love my Life =]

xoxo
Pink Nose :P

High On Life.

Only Lovers Left Alive.

I am high on LIFE!!!
SO SO SO HIGH!
I can't write my research proposal man.
Somebody PLEASE.write it for me.
I am just too high.

I love me.
I JUST GET HIGH RANDOMLY. DON'T EVEN NEED TO GET DRUNK.
Sometimes, sugar gets me high,
Sometimes, Sharee gets me high,
Sometimes, ANII and random guys on the train get me SO HIGH, I go kind of crazy :P
Sometimes, juice makes me high!
Sometimes, and most of the times, it's just Tom man!
I can't even describe how high this man gets me.

And, mostly, I am high on Life!
I love LIFE!
MY LIFE! 
MY PEOPLE!
Okay this is a load of crap.
Totally out of inspiration.
Can't think properly.
No sense.
Nonsense.
HIGH SENSE.haha.omg.
SHUT UP FARAH :@
GET A LIFE.

Yeah, so.
I'm having so much fun with Voldemort right now [code name]!
He is so effing awesome.
MAN! I have a crush on Voldemort!
This is scary. Who gets a crush on VOLDIE :S

Barney Stinson : PLEASE!
I love BARNEY.
But I also love Ted.
Alright, just getting off the subject again!

Just typing random craps. What?
I LOVE MY LIFE!!!!
SO MUCH :S

You are allowed to be happy =]

BE HAPPY! HAPPY "HAPPY" DAY!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAY!!!!
Okay.
I'm just going to calm down now.
I'm going off the hook man :S
I need to take control.
FFS. WHY ARE YOU SO HANDSOME AND PERFECT? WHY? JUST MARRY ME ALREADY >.<
BABIES. Awwww. Okay shut up?

xoxo
ZOu (:

Home is HERE and NOW!

They say that home is where the heart is :) (8)

Home =]
You would think home is this place where you grew up,
This place where mum and dad are,
This place where your best friends are,

But no,
Home is just wherever your heart is,
No matter where you are in the world,
If your heart is in that place,
If you are in love with that place,
This is where your home is =]

I used to hear people say, "There's no place like Home."
I am not "HOME" but I feel like I am,
I don't really miss home,
I am just happy,
I carry my heart with me,
And it's full of joy,
And here is where my heart is :)

It does not matter if mum & dad aren't here,
It does not matter if my friends aren't here,
Because I love this place and I want to create wonderful memories here,
I want to miss this place when I leave it,
I want to have the world's most beautiful friendship here,
I want to remember this place as my Home (:

Because your home is where your heart resides,
If your heart is not with you,
Then you aren't home,
And you aren't happy,
GO HOME!!!

I am in a happy happy happy, EFFING HAPPY PLACE!
I love it here,
This is my HOME =]
And this is where my HEART is =]
And I don't mind losing my HEART here =]
Because I know,
When I leave,
I will carry with me,
Wonderful, Wonderful things & memories (:

They say that home is where your heart is =]

Believe them,
Home is where the Heart is,
And anywhere could be Home as long as you believe!!!

Happy Hugging Day!
Give me a HUG!
[WHAT?]

xoxo
ZOu <3 p="">

Love Failed Us.

''These violent delights, have violent ends'' -W.S.

Romeo & Juliet.
I found this quote in one of my old-really old blog posts-from another blog.
I can't believe I used to love someone so so so so much.
So much,
That I could not "love" again,
That I could not say yes to anyone again,
That I could not believe again,

Violent End.
It did have such a violent end.
So violent,
That I felt like an elephant walked on me,
That I felt like my heart EXPLODED,
That I felt like hope was DEAD!

Violent Delights.
Can't even remember those.
As long as they lasted though, they were wonderful.

[Why is someone hitting the wall next door?]

Basically, this quote, and all the other Shakespeare-an quotes which seem to be flooding in my old posts, reminded me of how deeply I can love,
How I give everything when I love,
How beautiful love is,
But also,
How so painful and bitter love can be,
How love can destroy your whole life,
How love can change you,

But above all,
How beautifully amazing it is to be in love with someone,
I just can't wait to have this feeling again,
It makes me so happy,
I'll probably not love like before,
But still,
It will be the best feeling in the world,

It will be like eating chocolate while riding a unicorn on a rainbow bridge. 
WHAT?
Are you serious -.-

Make me a willow cabin at your gate.

Alright,
Love.Definitely.Not.The.Moment.

xoxo
ZOu.

BLOW!

HOME ALONE!!!!!

Chocolate Biscuit!!!!

Pretty much sums up my Sunny Sunday (:
Yes! It's Sunny in London! YAY!
No! It's not snowing yet. WHY?

People keep calling me on Skype.YAY!
There is this weirdo who keeps whatsapp-ing me and is still not singing to me.WHY?
YOU NEED TO SING FOR ME!!!!

I want babies. BABIES.
I mean. I love babies. Any baby.

GOOD MORNING APARTMENT! Ready to start the day!
1.2.3. I AM SO PUMPED UP!
YAAAAAY!
Alright, I am so obsessed with the Lego Movie right now. 
I might watch it for my birthday. Or maybe I should watch Only Lovers Left Alive.TOM.OMG.NO.It won't be out yet for my birthday.NOT SURE.IF.I.CAN.WATCH.TOM.KISS.OR.DO.THINGS.TO.SOME.ONE.ELSE.I.MIGHT.HAVE.A.HEART.ATTACK.AND.DIE.ON.MY.BIRTHDAY.YAY.

Everything is awesome.OMG.I.LOVE.THIS.SONG.
Pretty sure this guy is the happiest Lego on earth.
I wish I was a Lego. 
I wish I was a Minion. Like. I could work in Gru's lab. And go cray.cray. and sing the banana song.

September 2014.
#Cantwait!
The checklist keep increasing and getting crazier by day!
I am MAD. Mad that Ted & Robin won't end up together. I thought I made peace with the fact that Ted & the mother were cute together. BUT MAN! Ted & Robin is SO SO SO EPIC. It's like Stefan & Elena, Brooke & Lucas, Ross & Rachel, Cole & Phoebe, Chuck & Blair, Hanna & Caleb, did I miss a couple? 

She's the man. NEED TO WATCH IT TODAY. MISS IT SO MUCH.
Yeah, so, TED & ROBIN? So so so so so perfect.
Why are we even talking about that.
And kids, this is the story of how I NEVER met your dad!
I am so lame! YAY!

For my birthday, I need a minion. and a Tom. a MINION TOM.YAY!
Alright, pretty sure I'm having sugar rush again. TOO.MUCH.CHOCOLATE.IN.MY.BLOOD.SYSTEM!

Random Posts are the best. 
I love how I am random-writing again!
I love ME!
YAY!
YOU SHOULD ALL LOVE ME TOO!

UNICORNSSSS!
BABY CORNS!
YAY!

And I'm turning 23 in less than one month.23.Read this post. Do I sound like a 23-years-old? A 3 years old. YAAAAAAY!
James Blunt. <3 aaaaah="" font="">

xoxo
Pink Nose (:

The Purest Form Of Love, Said She ♡

I can't believe I am actually saying this but I am afraid to LOVE!

You know, reading previous crazy stories about us, 
The shits we could come up with,
The moments we created,
The lines that marked us forever,
Those were just the golden days?

I don't know,
Somehow, after living through everything,
I feel like this is history,
There is no going back,
We can never be the same,
We can never just sit in a public place and chill and LITERALLY crap-talk.
I feel like we lost the magic we had,
The bond we had,
The thing that made us one.

But what was it?
What in the world was it that made us so perfect and amazing together?
Why did we lose the power to "entertain ourselves" ? [[A.R, 2014]]
Was it just friendship?
Or was it something beyond any kind of love?
Or were we soul-mates?

Then, why?
How?
Is it possible to grow apart that much if we were soul mates?
I don't know.
So many questions.
So many things going on in my mind right now.

Did we change I asked?
This is what I got as a reply: "We grew a crust around us/So the dirty world cannot steal us nor hurt us/
Because we are awesome people./We love each other, without needing each other.. and this is the purest form of love!!!"

Such a beautiful and wonderful thing to say.
The purest form of love.
No, I am not afraid of that kind of love,
I am just afraid I won't be able to live up to it?
I am just afraid I'll lose everything.AGAIN.

You know what?
I have the best friend[s] in the world!
No matter where, or when.
If one of us decide to stop and look back,
We just become insanely in love again!
We just realise that we do not need to be with each other everyday,
Or talk everyday,
Or talk in months,
We can go back to loving each other the same whenever we feel like it.
And maybe, this is the purest form of love.

Love is not that man who cares for you or give up on everything for you,
No, this ain't love.
Love is calling someone after months and telling them,
"Do you remember that crazy day we had?" And out of the blue, we just become the bestest of friends again, talking, gossiping, sharing, loving!
What a strange relationship, isn't it?
Some days you just sit there,
Alone, thinking, no one cares.
But all it takes is just one message,
And you realise,
You are not alone,
You still have the world's purest form of love,
What do you need more?

Don't be afraid to go back to that love.
Don't be afraid to look back and be happy.
It is such an amazing power to look back and not cry.

I honestly, am so afraid of Love.
The kind of love you have for a man, or a person you grow close to.
But after remembering all the good times we've been through,
I can say.
I won't be afraid of Love now.
At least not of the purest form of love :)
Because it changes your world,
It changes who you are,
It makes you genuinely HAPPY!

There's a quote of mine: "Together nothing was ever right,/ Apart everything shall be wrong."
It's probably four years old?
I love how I could come up with such lines.
That was the kind of love I was afraid of,
I gave so much to that kind of love,

And here's the kind of love that lasts: JaanE kyun Dil Jaanta Hai :D Tu Hai to I'll be alright! :)

Give everything in love. Not the wrong one. The right one. The pure one. The real one.
It will never hurt. Never.

"Yours in the ranks of death" haha!

xoxo
Far-Ha! :D ♡

P.S. Can we all take a moment to appreciate the fact that T.H is the perfect man for me? Thanks.