Tonight is fake.

Tonight,

Everything seems perfect.

Yet nothing is.

Tonight,

Happy songs are playing.

Yet no one is.

Tonight,

Everybody has a smile scotched on their face.

Yet none is genuine.

Tonight,

Love is in the air.

Yet broken hearts are still around.

Tonight,

People are laughing.

Yet no one can see the tears.

Tonight,

Life is bright.

Yet, it has never been so dark.

ZOu x

P.S. I Love You ♥

Someday we'll get those days back ♥

Someday we'll get those days back ♥

The happy ones. :)

The one when we would keep laughing and never stop. :)

Those days when our smiles were genuine and permanent. :)

Those days when there were only light and no darkness. :)

Those days when we were together. ^^

Those days when we would enjoy every single moment with each other. ^^

Those days when we would fight again and again and patch up again and again. ^^

Those days when we would cry through our laughter.^^

Those days when we were one.♥

Someday we'll get back the days we used to smile dumbly in the bus, for no reasons.

The days when we were singing like crazy, every hour, every moment.

The days when nothing would break us apart.

The days when we believed in each other.

The days when one would fall, the other would hold him.

The days when one would cry, the other would wipe his tears.

The days when Life would simply smile at us.

 

Some day we'll get those days back.

Those days when we would dance in the rain.

Those days when we were fed up of sleeping because reality was way better than our dreams.

Those days when we knew whatever we do, we were loved.

Those days when only our bond would matter.

Those days when life seemed Heaven on Earth.

 

Someday we'll get those days back ♥

And if we don't ever get those days back, remember, they were the most beautiful ones of our lives because we were one♥

 

If we don't, it would not matter, because we know we lived something no one else can understand.

If we don't, we wouldn't care, because we know we already had the best times of our lives.

If we don't, it woudn't kill us, because we already tasted happiness.♥

 

To you Anii : Because i miss those great times we had at LCC, those wow hours we spent in the school bus, those wonderful minutes we laughed in tuitions, those amazing seconds we spent singing on 123 [Mar-Jun '10] and those memorable moments we spent everytime we were together.♥

To you Pit : Because every single conversations we had on msn made my days, my nights, my life BETTER♥ Those beautiful days we spent together-wherever it was-those walks,those movies, those milkshakes♥ The songs we sang together, the pictures we took, the pictures we drew on msn-They might not come again, but they still cheer me up when i think of them.

To you, Heer : Because your laugh, your jokes, your craziness, your love, your care, YOU used to add spice to my life. Whatever may happen, someday we'll get these back.♥

To you Desh : Because you always know how to make me smile genuinely♥

To you BOwl : Because i will always miss the fun we used to have at SBM. The tea-times, the lunches, the shooters-moments, the high-moments, the "gato karré" moments, the Sundays-msn convos when we were still in bed, the lift episodes, the Pizza Hut days. Every single time we were together was real and happy.♥

To you Rocco : Because i miss your "seances de rien" LIKE HELL! You always have the right jokes, you always know what to say, how to say it. A Rocco a day, keeps tears away.♥

To you POIss : Because each and every moment we spent together : laughing, fighting, complaining, singing, talking real SHIT, walking like dumbs and saying nothing, fighting again, patching up, loving each other, caring for each other, pacifying each other, falling together, rising together : Whatever it was : Those were the days when even in the dark we knew there were rays of light. Those were the days we lived truly. Those were the days we'll never regret. And i miss it. "No matter where life takes us, nothing can break us apart" And someday we'll get those days back.  And if we don't---> REMEMBER :) Those were the most beautiful days of our lives, because we were ONE♥

 

They say our past always catch up with us. In this case, i wish it does.

 

Someday i'll be back to normal Anii.

Someday♥

Till then,

Sayonara ^^  

 

 

There is always HOPE ^^

Dear People,

I feel happy. ♥ YAAAAAAAAAAY! [Okay -.-]

And i sincerely hope you are happy too =)

Do not mind the wounds =)

Do not mind the pain =)

Do not mind the darkness =)

It's all part of Life. 

Smile through it =)

If you can't : CRY ^^

Do not forget. But live your life. 

You have every right to remember and to wish everything was like before : But still, enjoy what you have today. Who knows? Tomorrow you might cry over what you let go today.

So, let the memories away for awhile, and cherish what you have right now.

Even if it's very little happiness-it still IS happiness. And, you know you have it-you know you can feel it. 

"When it's real, you can't walk away.." -TVD-

Do not walk away.

But do not stay there either.

Build new memories for tomorrow, by making your way through your present.

Life is worth living.

When you have the right friends.

When you have a little faith.

When you have loved.

When you have been through the worst.

..Because Life is wonderful. And you know it ^^

[Biology >.> BYE!]

Good Night ♥

And smile ^^

ZOu x

P.S. Dear Anii, Ily ♥ I felt like saying it :S I'm sorry if i ain't talking to you. I am dealing with myself. I promised I was never going to bother people with my problems again. I miss you (:

"You make sad looks beautiful.." -OTH-

"Someday you'll leave and you'll never come back >.>" -ZOu-

Dear People,

 Life tastes good. Or better. Or whatever. 

It does not actually. I don't know what it tastes like. I'll tell you one day; when my life is over- when i have lived every single moment of my sometimes-wow-sometimes-eww-Life. ♥

I am tired [again-.-] of people telling me what's right or wrong =) I AM OLD ENOUGH to know what i should do or not. And if i feel like missing someone who broke my fucking heart, that's MY PROBLEM. Go to hell. TY :) Why am i always hearing craps like "Get over." or "Live your life." - WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK AM I DOING? 

I am very happy. In case YOU were too busy to notice =) 

Once in a while [I always do, actually -.-] I feel like missing him. That's my problem. Those are my tears-my memories-my dreams : LET ME LIVE the way I WANT :)

Stop butting in :) Even if you happen to be a very close friend. 

YAY!

And Yousrina should go kill herself. -.-" [You do not need to know who she is-if you already know-good for you :D]

It's been ages i haven't been MEAN :)

I FEEL LIKE BEING MEAN AGAIN! YAY!

If you cannot deal with me : Get a life ^^'

Some days ago, an angel was born. ♥

I realised that no matter how much they cry-babies always mesmerize us. 

I am always like OMG-*_* when i hold HER. YES! The baby is a HER : And for the first time in HISTORY, ZOu happened to fall in love with a baby-girl. Awww. ♥

[I think maybe i should write another post-concerning the baby-i'll do it later-when i'm done with my assignments and class-tests and depressions and EVERYTHING :)]

I am writing real crap posts these days! YAY!

I hate people :( 

GO AWAY >.>

Good Night People of my life :)

Good Night People I love [My life is crowded :) I love very few of em people in it ^^] ♥

Good Night People I hate ^^ I wished you die in your sleep tonight :)

Good Night Bitches who have nothing to do but eye the man of others : I felt like saying Good Bye to you too :O Get a male prostitute. TY!

Good Night Love of my life♥ I miss you big times. 

x

Village Bicycle ^^

Kehne Ko Saath Apane Ek Duniya Chalti Hai
Per Chhupke Is Dil Mein Tanhaayi Palti Hai..

True.

*I am feeling melancholic* 

*I miss Shakespeare*

*I miss English Literature*

There are some days when I forget your existence.

There are some days when I forget to miss you.

There are some days when I forget all the pain you caused to me.

And,then, there are days like today.

Days when, wherever I go-Every single thing reminds me of you.

Days when, you would not get out of my mind.

*Good Luck HSC people*

I feel like hating people.

I feel like hating my friends.

*It happens.*

I spent 3 hours in the library today.YAY!

I hate STATS >.> I WANT NAZIM >.> 

I am tired. =)

I hate Bitches ^^

I Love Blair Waldorf ♥

"Once a man has tasted caviar, it baffles me how he can settle for catfish!" ~B~

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I am not crying.

I do not cry anymore.

I miss you.

I miss you.

I miss you.

I am tired of seeing your brother every single day.

I hate your nose.

I miss you.

I wished you were here. 

OK BYE! -.-"

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Dear People,

I am just fine. Stop dramatising.

BYE!

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 I am a village bicycle. Apparently. YAY!

I miss you.

OH GOD! -.-" It's been ages I haven't been THAT pathetic.

I am falling in love with you. YAY!

Okay-I am writing crap. YAY! 

This song is killing me.

I miss last year.

Good Luck POiss. [If you ever read this -.-"]

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She tried to live, but she never forgot him, always thought about him, partied like crazy, and never fell in love again. He, on the other hand, forgot her, and never called her again. She never found someone's hands to fit quite as perfectly as his hand, and no one ever made her smile quite the way he did. No one could fill that hole in her heart, not even she could. And she rarely, if ever, even got a hello from him, so she just gave up, she knew she'd never see him again, and she just closed her eyes and wished him away. She made it like she didn't even know he existed but he was always in the back of her mind---always.

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I am in love with Tipti! YAY!

Tipti is Tipti! YAY!

STOP -.-" I am over-stressing : I have class tests :( KILL ME >.> 

Good Night :) 

I love you ^^"

♥

Teri yaad saath hai =)  

Distance..

A hug is the shortest distance between friends.♥

Distance means nothing when you know your heart will always be with the one who's gone.

Distance means very little for the ones who believe in each other.

Distance is the shortest bridge between true friends.

Distance : This post basically goes to all those who are abroad and whom i miss big times. And to Heer, who's going.

People always leave. True enough.

Sometimes they come back, sometimes they don't.

But what matters is the moments you spent with them.

The unforgettable times you had with them.

The funniest laughs you shared with them.

The deepest secrets you told them.

The most sincere promises you made to each other.

The strongest ties you bonded with them.

What matters the most is the friendship you share with them.

Friendship very often turns into Love.

When it does not, it turns into something better : Sisterhood/Brotherhood.

And this, becomes the most beautiful relationship ever.

True friends are those who despite the fights, still forgive each other.

True friends are those who despite the lies, still believe in each other.

True friends are those who despite the distance, are always there for each other.

We do not remember days, we remember moments.♥

No matter how many miles separate us ; we shall always be one.

"I know that goodbye means nothing at all.." =) 

Even if the world would come to an end, some friendships shall always last.

"Time isn't what makes a friendship last...It's love and devotion that keeps the tie between souls."  ♥

[This post is so full of quotes >.>]

People of my life, people of my heart : Come back soon! =)

And if we don't ever meet again, remember : The craziest friendship you ever shared was with ME! =)

ILY ♥