100th post:
Happy October/Autumn : Aka the most wonderful time of the year!
Leaves are falling and everything is very brown-orange-ish which is kind of
nice :) Plus it's smelling-good memories mostly. This time of the year is
always linked to this feeling that it's been a good life so far!
When you look back-there are only a few moments that stand out and they are
totally worth it. I think this is what Life should be like-when you pause and
remember-you should just remember the few moments that truly made you feel
amazing and that remind you that happiness is what you make out of it. The
moments that stand out for me are probably the bus ride to my Chemistry
tuitions, the rainy Sunday mornings, the walk to Hung, the afternoons outside
the classrooms on the bench, the anticipations at the bus station, the cray
cray moments at our Math tuitions,the mess room,the bus ride with Pit &
Heer, bunking lectures to go get high at Milky Lane, the birthday surprise, the
pier, the wedding, the walk to Toof, Oxford circus, the late night stroll
around London, the long long long breaks spent in empty lecture rooms/the lab,
the train ride back home. If I were to get hit by a car-I am sure those are the
stuff that would flash infront of my eyes just before I close them.
These are probably just stupid things, but they just stand out, mostly
because those moments were spent with people I loved and are very very very
good memories.
So yeah, you don't need to achieve the impossible to feel accomplished in
your life-you just need to live it-with people who matter. It doesn't matter who stays and who leaves-what
really matters is what they left behind and how you felt when you were with
them.
Don't ever look back and miss people/days/moments-look back and be happy
you had the opportunity to live and to be happy. Look back and thank God that
you've had a great journey to date.
Plus here's a quote from last night's convo with Anii:
"Also, when you love someone-it's forever-you never stop loving them.
And when you do-you forgive and forget all the wrong they do-because that's
what love is all about. Finest example: Your parents. If you can't do that,
then you do not love that person. It's as simple as that!"
xoxo
ZOuBanana
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