Happy 2013 x

Don't you feel angry at life sometimes? That everything is turning more and more into a dark hollow? Where is the light they said would come after the darkness? Where is the morning they said would come after the night? Where is the sun after the rain?
I have been waiting for way too long for these shits to happen :)
I think I might just take a fucking lamp torch and turn it on. I can't take the darkness spreading around anymore, and I don't want to feel helpless because I can't see a shit in the dark :) I want to get the hell out of this tunnel, NOW. 
Where there is a will, there is a way, well, show me the way or i'll just push everyone around and make my own way -.-
Exactly- do feel angry at life from times to times, it help you see better and it gives you the will to do better, to work harder for happiness and to achieve what you want and cannot get.  Nothing is impossible, so get angry, and make things move. Don't sit around and wait for it to happen.  You have the power to change your path, you have the power to change your world- do it :)
And if nothing works, then do get angry :) Because this anger will make your craziest dreams come true and it will turn you into a new person. 
Don't wait around for the sun to rise, you have the power to shine within yourself :)
Don't walk endlessly along the tunnel, take a turn, create a new path, reach for your destiny :)
Don't wait till a new dawn to become who you want to be, change yourself NOW! :)
And always remember to turn on the lights :) Even in the darkest situations =] [[Dumbledore said so!]]

Happy Twenty Thirteen-Reach Out For Your Dreams And Make It Your Year xoxo

HO HO HO! :D

December + Rain = <3 b="b">
Happy December World,
And here comes another end,
This year is gone-almost, 
And as usual there are many things we could not do, many things we wish we had not do, and many things we hoped for that never came around,
As saying goes, the sun shall rise again,
Hopefully 2013 will bring back what you lost this year, it will give you what you could not get this year and it will bring many more =)
My usual end-of-year posts look like the above :
Well, this year, I am not really inspired to wish people great things for the New Year or Christmas,
But still, I just watched the latest Parenthood Ep and it made me want Christmas-BADLY >.<

Christmas looks so magic on tv,
I wish I could have this kind of a christmas (:
Anyways,
Christmas is the time of the year where you get to believe in magic,
It is the time where you can believe in your dreams again,
If this year has been hard on you,
Then, for Christmas believe in a better day,
Believe in a better life,
Because every new day, the Sun will rise,
And someday, will be YOURS :)
Don't forget to smile on Christmas,
To believe in the impossible,
Because Christmas is that one day of the year you get to believe in this fat cheeky guy who wears red clothes and has a tad of white beard :)
Believe in miracles and 
above all,
Believe in yourself :)

xoxo
ZOu,
P.S. I know this is a messy post, but i am working on it.

BoohDecember :D

HAPPY DECEMBER PEOPLE! :)

Only 17 posts this year? :O Horrible horrible year it's been i guess,
But December is just another thing,
Just the sight of it made everything better,
I sound like i am in love with December -.-

It's a sunny sunny sunny December people,
Make the most of it and be happy blah blah blah,BS.

Klaroline [Klaus+Caroline] : Awes!

<3 b="b">
Bon aler bye, mne vin extra kaka at writing posts. 

Depressed Much.

November :)

I don't even feel like smiling here; summer is back and so are the most despicable insects ever. November also means a LOT of work : revision and revision again. 
And as far as I am concerned, right now, whether it is November or February, I don't care much. I feel like my Life has come to a full-stop: nothing much is going on there and I don't feel like making anything happen there either. I feel like I am just living for the sake of it. 
My blog manager told me I should start a new Life which is quite impossible,
I feel like everything I have been going through for the past months will follow me till my last breath,
Nothing will ever get better,
Some things can never ever get better even if I try because, well, you can't call back the dead.
So, yeah, there is a lot of things going on in my mind right now,
I am probably depressed or even suffering from some kind of disorders for that matter,
But I can't do much about it,
Because \I don't want to open up to anybody, not even the closest of them people,
Actually, I feel like there is no one close anymore,
I have shut down everyone who once, used to be close to me.
It's like I don't want things to ever get better.

Yes, this is such a negative post.
Bad thing for a Psychologist-in-the-making.

It is probably time I key off,
Too many depressing stuff in this post.
Can't get any proper writing either,
Hopeless I am becoming.

xoxo
ZOu 

Alone Without Loneliness! :D

And...
        
        I should start WRITING AGAIN! Seriously, what the hell is wrong with me. I hate coming on my blog and finding nothing interesting there. Have I turned into a very boring person lately? NO!
Or maybe :S I don't know, I am just very very very busy with 3 assignments, 2 tests, 1 BIG [[REALLY BIG]] Dissertation.  So yeah, this could account for me not writing in ages.

Actually no,
I just can't come up with awesome things or awesome writings since there has not been anything happening around lately,
I have no inspiration left,
I might have used my inspiration completely which could explain why I am writing so awfully nowadays, or not writing at all for that matter.

I just discovered one awesome TV Show [[and here it goes..again!]] : Parenthood.  I think it's one of the most amazing and lovely TV Show ever.  So now, I am just watching this all day instead of revising or working on my asses :)

I took a new initiative,
It's called "Being alone without being lonely" ---> Actually, this comes from [[I forgot his name]].
But yeah, this is quite awesome and true,
I don't find the need to actually talk to people anymore,
People bore me,
And I am so over their crappy attitudes and everything,
I find it much more peaceful to just be on a hello/hi kinda relationship with people,
It is a lot less of DRAMA and EVERY-DAY CRAP :)
My Life is just more stable and serious,
And I don't need to worry about other people's shits anymore since I am not surrounded by anyone but my family.

I might sound selfish, but believe me, this is such a good thing to be from time to time,
Not giving a damn,
Being just YOU, 
Being on your own and not having people dictating your Life,
It's just so amazing and stress-less.

Anyways :)

I can't wait for exams to be over,
December Holidays are going to be Legendary! ♥ 

xoxo
Zou :)

It was probably time to start writing again. I did not write since ages for very obvious and personal reasons but today as I was on my own and reflecting, I realised it was probably high time to get on with my life and everything I left behind.  Sure, it's hard to lose the people you love, it's harder when the cause of the loss is Death.  Everyday you wake up and you feel that person is still there, but as the day goes on you know you cannot hide away from the truth anymore, you cannot pretend that person is still THERE. You have to live with it all your life, so why not start NOW! 

It's very easy to smile again, they said. Well, it's very hard to try. 
Everyday shall now be "Trying to Smile Again Day" and probably in a very soon future smiling will be easy again! :)

Anyways, coming back to my blog : it looks dull. A LOT!
I should do something about it, after I am done with myself though :)
Year 3 is pretty good till now and the Dissertation thing does not seems too much of a horror movie yet,
So, things are turning out pretty well!

Again this new semester seems so different than the rest,
Some people left,
Some people came,
And some people forgot,
But it does not matter anymore,
When you have seen SO much in only two short months, you feel you can stand anything Life throws at you,
You are ready to fight it all and to get out victorious even if it looks scary.

If you are reading this and you do not understand a word of what I am writing,
Don't worry :)
I just needed to write and move on with my messy Life =]

On a brighter note,
I am becoming more and more nerdy this year and I feel great about it :)
I feel like I might even bag that Bloody First Class =D

And on a less brighter note,
I am wearing REAL braces now,
My teeth hurt a lot :) I can still smile without showing em teeth which is a good thing but I can hardly eat anything -.-

On an I-don't-know-what-note,
I am still pretty much single and not ready to mingle =D
I still hate people trying to flirt with me and I still hate guys staring at me :)
But yes, I am still pretty ^^

This post does not have a title yet -.- It's about so much thing I can not decide what to title it.

I will be writing again tomorrow or later today itself :D
I am loving this ♥

Have a great September!

xoxo
ZOu♥

Come Back =]

Hello Readers! :)

It's been ages, I know :)
I have been dealing with really awful life facts,
I went through hell during the last three months,
But I am back,
And I will be writing awesome things VERY SOON!

Keep Reading ♥


xoxo
ZOu =]