Alone Without Loneliness! :D

And...
        
        I should start WRITING AGAIN! Seriously, what the hell is wrong with me. I hate coming on my blog and finding nothing interesting there. Have I turned into a very boring person lately? NO!
Or maybe :S I don't know, I am just very very very busy with 3 assignments, 2 tests, 1 BIG [[REALLY BIG]] Dissertation.  So yeah, this could account for me not writing in ages.

Actually no,
I just can't come up with awesome things or awesome writings since there has not been anything happening around lately,
I have no inspiration left,
I might have used my inspiration completely which could explain why I am writing so awfully nowadays, or not writing at all for that matter.

I just discovered one awesome TV Show [[and here it goes..again!]] : Parenthood.  I think it's one of the most amazing and lovely TV Show ever.  So now, I am just watching this all day instead of revising or working on my asses :)

I took a new initiative,
It's called "Being alone without being lonely" ---> Actually, this comes from [[I forgot his name]].
But yeah, this is quite awesome and true,
I don't find the need to actually talk to people anymore,
People bore me,
And I am so over their crappy attitudes and everything,
I find it much more peaceful to just be on a hello/hi kinda relationship with people,
It is a lot less of DRAMA and EVERY-DAY CRAP :)
My Life is just more stable and serious,
And I don't need to worry about other people's shits anymore since I am not surrounded by anyone but my family.

I might sound selfish, but believe me, this is such a good thing to be from time to time,
Not giving a damn,
Being just YOU, 
Being on your own and not having people dictating your Life,
It's just so amazing and stress-less.

Anyways :)

I can't wait for exams to be over,
December Holidays are going to be Legendary! ♥ 

xoxo
Zou :)

It was probably time to start writing again. I did not write since ages for very obvious and personal reasons but today as I was on my own and reflecting, I realised it was probably high time to get on with my life and everything I left behind.  Sure, it's hard to lose the people you love, it's harder when the cause of the loss is Death.  Everyday you wake up and you feel that person is still there, but as the day goes on you know you cannot hide away from the truth anymore, you cannot pretend that person is still THERE. You have to live with it all your life, so why not start NOW! 

It's very easy to smile again, they said. Well, it's very hard to try. 
Everyday shall now be "Trying to Smile Again Day" and probably in a very soon future smiling will be easy again! :)

Anyways, coming back to my blog : it looks dull. A LOT!
I should do something about it, after I am done with myself though :)
Year 3 is pretty good till now and the Dissertation thing does not seems too much of a horror movie yet,
So, things are turning out pretty well!

Again this new semester seems so different than the rest,
Some people left,
Some people came,
And some people forgot,
But it does not matter anymore,
When you have seen SO much in only two short months, you feel you can stand anything Life throws at you,
You are ready to fight it all and to get out victorious even if it looks scary.

If you are reading this and you do not understand a word of what I am writing,
Don't worry :)
I just needed to write and move on with my messy Life =]

On a brighter note,
I am becoming more and more nerdy this year and I feel great about it :)
I feel like I might even bag that Bloody First Class =D

And on a less brighter note,
I am wearing REAL braces now,
My teeth hurt a lot :) I can still smile without showing em teeth which is a good thing but I can hardly eat anything -.-

On an I-don't-know-what-note,
I am still pretty much single and not ready to mingle =D
I still hate people trying to flirt with me and I still hate guys staring at me :)
But yes, I am still pretty ^^

This post does not have a title yet -.- It's about so much thing I can not decide what to title it.

I will be writing again tomorrow or later today itself :D
I am loving this ♥

Have a great September!

xoxo
ZOu♥

Come Back =]

Hello Readers! :)

It's been ages, I know :)
I have been dealing with really awful life facts,
I went through hell during the last three months,
But I am back,
And I will be writing awesome things VERY SOON!

Keep Reading ♥


xoxo
ZOu =]

Sunny Wintery Sundays =]

There is something about this sunny wintery Sunday which makes thy heart melancholic.

It is the sound of the birds chirping in the afternoon,
The sound of the very few cars passing on the main road,
The sound of the light breeze through the half open window...

It is the anticipation of a sunnier Tomorrow,
The hope that tomorrow will bring about more joy,
It is the beginning of Winter and probably some dark days ahead,
It is a wish that this smile will remain still forever.

There is something about this sunny wintery Sunday,
It makes every single part of your body feel alive and it promises you a better Life!

Happy 1/2 April!
xoxo
ZOu♥

Don't Worry About People!

Somebody just told me,


"Don't worry about people, they will all die one day!"

Very mean quote, but very true.
We spend our lives worrying about what others might think of us,
We spend our lives worrying about how to get over broken relationships,
We spend our lives regretting the wrong choices we made,


And we don't realise this Life is so short,


We spend our lives worrying about important things,
Important things which compared to this Life,
In the end appear very petty,


We spend our lives taking others for granted,
Wondering if something go wrong,
We shall get over it together,


And we don't realise this Life is so short,


We can not predict the next moment,
Sometimes it feels we do not even have the right to dream about a tomorrow,
We can not even hope for the Sun to rise again,
Nothing lasts forever,


This Life is so short,
It can stop now,
You might be smiling at this very moment,
It takes only one word,
It takes only one action,
It takes only one breath for this smile to turn into a tear,

So, 
Live your life to the fullest,
And don't worry about people,
They will all die one day! :)


xoxo
ZOu♥

The Past Belongs to the Past.

Some moments you look back on and feel like it was ages ago,
When in reality it was only yesterday,
Yes, this is the magic of Life,
Everything keeps changing-constantly,
Nothing remains the same,
Not even the most sincere friendships,
Not even the most romantic love stories,


With time, it either mature or it fades away,
And it is a good thing,
Because with every changing moment, every changing person around you,
You become aware of your deepest dreams,
You become aware of your goals,
You become aware of who you are,


No matter how awesome yesterday was,
Today is more important,
Because Today will shape you and make you who you will be tomorrow,
The past should stay where it is,
Waking it up again might cause much damage to your well-settled life :)


So, every morning when you wake up,
Move forward,
Don't look back,
Get over the days which are gone,
Believe in the present day and make the most of it,
No matter how terrible and scary it seems,
Something good will always come out of it :)


Something that will change your tomorrow :)

No, this picture is not related to the post : I am currently having a crush on RK AGAIN. ♥

xoxo
Zou ♥

This is my World, This is my Life :)

I love LIVING in my very own little bubble :)
That does NOT mean that I am ignorant of what goes on around me,
Neither does it mean that I am a selfish little bitch :)

It only means that I live my LIFE the way I feel it should be lived,
I ignore some people for very obvious reasons,
I brag about my own self because I believe sometimes it is important to remind the world that you are not weak/unimportant.
I am not a SAINT, but I am not a hypocrite either,
I am just like everyone else,
Trying to fit in a very complicated world,
Call me what you want,
This will not change me,

I am officially TWENTY ONE :)
And I am a VERY happy woman,
I don't care what the world think,
I don't care if this world want me to change my way of thinking/living,
I don't care if I keep believing in *dumb* fantasies,
I don't care if this world think I am still immature,


I know very well how mature I am and how some of my dreams shall never be fulfilled,
But still,
Unlike some, I choose to keep believing in everything,
Simply because it helps me escape this world,
The power to believe in dreams is not given to everyone,
I have it and I will keep believing until my very last breath,
That does not mean I am not realistic,
It only means I am imaginative enough to colour my life brighter :)


One last thing :
Writing is my passion,
If you have a problem with my writing : Then get over it, because I will write. ALWAYS. 


With that,
Happy 21st Zou♥
I am very much obsessed with my Birthday :)

xoxo