It's raining in my heart ^^

This morning, when I woke up I was the happiest thing on earth.

It's holidays.

The holidays of my LIFE!

I was so excited, today, during my last paper, I wrote a post ^^ [Which ima post below ofc]

And then, when I came back home.

I saw sths. I heard sths. 

And I fell apart again.

I have been telling myself that no matter what, I'll get over you.

And each time, I realise I can't.

Every single lill thing hurts. So badly, I start falling into that dark hole again. Deeper and deeper.

TY so much for ruining everything ^^ You were right : ALL YOU COULD BRING WAS SADNESS.

I wish you were gone. I wish I never remember you again.

Because each and every thing about you, kills me.

Here's the post I wrote during my paper ^^ :

Tonight I'll let go.

I will smile and laugh till it hurts my ribs.

I will live life like it was the last night of my existence.

I will forget I have assignments and more papers coming next semester.

For once, I will get over school. 

Somebody rightly said : Saari Umr hum, mar mar ké jiliyé : Ek pal to ab humE jeené do..jeené do!♥

They say when sth genuine happens, you never forget it.

You happened, and I'll never forget you.

I will live,

Even if i died the day you left.

I will smile, 

But the tears will never be far.

I will be happy,

But my heart is gone.

And no matter how hard I try, I can't get over it.

Last Christmas I gave you my heart♫

But you never gave it back.

This Christmas,

I'll smile and be happy,

Because I know my heart is safe♥

Even if you left, 

My heart will always be with you.

You are the true thing which happened to me : The true love.

Forever & Always,

Remember :

"Whatever may happen, if the love is true, you'll end up together." ~Anii.R.

xoxo

[This so does not reflect how I feel atm.]

ZOu.