February rainbow =]

And here ends,
February.
My favourite month of the year. =]


And as fate wants it,
It ended with some drama,
Some regrets.


But still,
February 2011,
Shall always be remembered with a bright smile,
Colourful memories,
And amazing hopes,


This February,
I was able to make another trip around the sun =p (Arrogant Worms, well well :P)
I learnt out how lucky I was,
I was reminded how much I meant to people, and with that the feeling of being some one special,
I went through one major crisis,
I turned the page.


And yes, 
Some would say- CHANGE THE BOOK!
But I say,
This book is the story of my life,
And for a long time I was stuck on [STUCK ON YOU ♫ (H)] one chapter.
The apparently happiest chapter of my life,


And when I went through this chapter again,
This February,
With the help of someone God sent to me :)
I realised, I always remembered the good days,
The beautiful scenery,
This time,
When I went through it again,
I saw the dark pages,
The painful wounds,
And I decided it was time to go through new things,
To build up new memories,
To enjoy genuine happiness & love.


This February,
I became more strong,
This February,
I fell in love with Life.


This February,
I went through awesome ups and awful downs,
And I am still alive,
Totally happy,
And a better believer,
A still sincere lover,
A normal person : with flaws (:


This February,
Life taught me to be more patient,
Life taught me it was okay to lose faith,
Life taught me, every new day brings new beliefs,
Life taught me, true friends would go to any extent to see you smile,
Life taught me,


No matter how wrong things are,
No matter how dark times are,
No matter how bad the world is,


Things always turn out for the best,
Things always fall into place,
Goodness always triumphs. 

If nothing is going on as planned,
If you feel you are alone in the world,


Then you might be wrong,
Because everything is planned beforehand,
And you ARE loved,
Whether you know it or not ^^ [Aww-Jaane tu ya Jaane Na :P]


And to conclude,


"Just when you think it can't get any worse, it can.  And just when you think it can't get any better, it WILL!" 
                                                                            ~At First Sight : Nicholas Sparks.


Good Night and Happy March =P

She is being Loved.♥

And here I am again, in love with Life.♥
In love with the people around me.♥
In love with myself. =]


YES,
It's my birthday :) And I am finally 20 =P
I am over-excited. Nothing new.


Last year, I had some people who promised to make my 20 unforgettable.
And this year, some other, true people,
Lived up to those words.
They made my day the best ever.


Yayuri might say it was not perfect.
But for me,
It was the PERFECT birthday,
With the PERFECT people,
And the PERFECT cake,
Along with the PERFECT background music.


Yes, today was perfect.♥


Some things did go wrong. I screwed up my dress,
But instead of sulking over it, I made a new fashion out of it.
My hair was over-brushed : I danced like crazy and made it better.
It was hot. Very hot. And my make-up turned into a mess.
But it did not matter, because I was with the people I love the most,
And i did not really care how I looked,
All I know is that they were there, I was there, and it was the 17th of February.♥


Everything did not go as plan, 
But everything was magical.♥


The snow thing could not work,
But it was already snowing in my heart♥


People, you gave me the best gift ever,
You made me smile again.
And I love you for that.
♥


I Love Today.
I Love 17.02.11.
I Love you Anii,Yayurii,Feeyeu,Damry,Anissa,Saj and all the people who contributed to this wonderful day.


I know I will go to sleep with one bright smile on my face tonight,
And it's been ages it did not happen.
So, thank you.


I know I will wake up happy tomorrow,
Because I know I have true people in my life,
So thank you.


Thanks for being there,
And making everything easier,
Thanks for making me cry and smile at the same time,
Thanks for making me feel special,
Thanks for loving me,


You cannot imagine how much it means to me.
♥

xoxo
ZOu.

Twenty And Still..♥

February ♥


The only month I love and I hate.
I Love February because of my birthday.
I Hate February because of Valentines Day.


Anyways,
Dear People,
This year I'll turn 20. And I feel younger than ever. (:
I will no more be a teen and somehow I know this changes a whole lot of things.
Being 20 makes you realise you cannot always be an immature stubborn and spoilt brat.
Being 20 makes you realise you are now adult and you need to take a stand and accomplish concrete things in life.
It makes you realise it is high time to stop fooling around,
The time has come for you to achieve important things,
And get yourself one awesome future.


But 20 also mean,
It's time for more fun,
It's time for more parties,
It's time to LIVE.
Because once it's gone,
There won't be any turning back,
20 is part of those years you are still free to LIVE and to SCREW UP things.
20 is part of those years you need to enjoy to the FULLEST,
Because the memories which you shall live when you're 20,
Shall tomorrow be part of the story of "How I Met Your Father" :)
♥


"The problem with time, I've learned, whether it's those first two weeks I got to spend with you, or the final two months I got to spend with him, eventually time always runs out. " ~Dear John.

I was going to write something about Time and how it goes fast,
But instead,
Once Again,
I'll tell you the meaning of true friends,
Because apparently some people still do not get it :


I have been saying this like thousands of times,
When you are a real friend,
You never expect anything in return,
You are always ready to give,
Be it a shoulder to cry on or a smile,
Sometimes even a piece of your mind,
Whatever it is,
A true friend is ever-ready to GIVE.


And as I said loads of times before,
I have a had a lot of friends,
And very few of them were there when I needed them,
I believe true friends have the gift to know when nothing's right and everything's wrong,
And if sometimes they fail to find out your smile is a fake one,
Then still,
Your words shall give them the hint.
True Friends have a flair for such things.


How would I know? [You're probably asking yourself this Qn.]
Well, ask Anii.
I would have said Mayuri, or Shareeza,
But in this case, 
It applies the most to Anii.
Anii has been here ALWAYS.
And she always knows when my smile is a fake one,
When my words are full of pain,
When my tears are about to fall.


Maybe I was not always there for her, in return,
But she never complained,
Neither did she think I did not love her as much as she did,
Never did she reproach me,
Never did she hurt me,
She always gave me so much more than I gave her in return.


I tried to be like her.
Sometimes I succeeded,
Sometimes I failed,
And I realised it was not always easy to be a good friend.
So, I made mistakes,
I hurt people I loved,
I am not perfect. And I will never be.
But I always try to be a real friend,


And when people I cared about hurt me,
I tried to forgive because I remembered how Mayuri forgave me each time,


When I made mistakes,
I rectified em, because I remember how Pit did it, each time he made mistakes,


When I was not wrong,
I still took the blame, because I remember how Anii held herself responsible for things she never did to save relationships she cared about.


And when I am about to lose someone,
I become strong, because I remember how Kavish fought throughout the good and bad times of his life.


When I need to bear with the painful words the persons I love tell me,
I close my eyes and I remember Damn Ree because he taught me a hell of a lot things about Life.


I won't mention each of my friends,
Because not every one knows what I have been through,
Most of you know the crazy-happy-girl.
Very few are those who were there during my darkest hours.


And today,
I'll tell you what a true friend is,
Anii is one, because she's been there when I was falling,
Pit is one, because he helped me rise each time I fell,
Tii is one, because she was there to wipe my tears,
Kavish is one, because he made me smile when I most needed it,
Mayuri is one, because she stood by me during my most difficult times,
Vandana is one, because she gave me the power to believe again,


The rest are my close friends too.
And they know I love them,
They were just too far when I needed them,
And some were just too busy to care,
But still,
I never reproached them anything,
And I never will..


That was, for some people to understand some things,
Good Night People Of My Heart,
♥

People never change.

" The best thing about a picture is that it never changes. Even when the people in it do."

People do not change.

I believe they do not.

Now, that I have been through a real lot [Maybe not as much as some people.], I believe,

People always stay the same.

Through time.

Through circumstances.

You just happen to see their true self.

If you feel people change into the worse,

Then maybe it is only their real nature,

You just could not figure it out before.

And if you feel they change for the best,

Then maybe, it's the best of themselves.

Their real self, which was masked by the circumstances,

Or their painful past.

No matter what,

People never change.

They stay the same. 

The best thing about a picture?

It takes you back to the past.

It reminds you of every single memory,feeling,smell related to it.

It makes you live the past once again.

Tonight I watched one awesome movie,

And it took me back to my past,

Just like pictures sometimes do.

And the best part of it is that,

It didn't make me cry,

It made me laugh,

And it reminded me that people do not change.

People just stay the same.

Always.

They always remember the tiny things about you.

They always remember the words you used to say,

Even if it's been ages you didn't meet them.

They always remember the inside jokes you used to share.

But most importantly,

They always remember how to make you laugh and bring back happiness.♥

They always remember when is the right time to make you smile.

They always remember the right words, when you most need to hear them.

I've had a lot of friends since the last 17 years.

One of them is still here. She's been here for fifteen years. Always.

Others drifted away.

Some have been there for the past nine years and still,

They could never understand me.

One of them has been there since the last four years, 

No one knows me better than her.

And then, some just left.

Because they met other people,

And I became unimportant.

Then, there are some,

Who made me live the most amazing moments of my life,

Some whom I never considered real friends, 

But throughout time,

They proved they were what FRIENDS stood for.

Even if they were rarely there,

They always came back when I needed them the most.

They are the people who never changed. They always were my friends,

And I know they'll be my friends,

Till the end.

♥

You Know Who You Are People, And Ily♥

ZOu x

OTH is nostalgic And You are one of em memories.

And if you're lucky-the person you love decides to love you back =) -OTH-


There was a time when I was very much in love.
And there was a time when I was very depressed.
Nowadays, I do not feel any of those.


I am not in love.
I am not depressed.
I am no pathetic girl. ~D.D.


Well, nowadays, I just do not seem to give a damn.


Looking back, there was a time when I used to be a bubbly person.
Then, there was that time when I started hurting the people I cared the most about.
Nowadays, I am neutral.


I smile to the people who like me.
I laugh with the people who love me.
I feel sorry for the people who do not like me.
And, I really do not care about the people who hate me.

Some roads lead to nowhere.
Ours, was a road which lead to nowhere.
It was a road which took away my smile, my happy nature, my soul.


Tonight, I realised I was still unsure about who I am and where I belong.
I realised I lost too much and it will take more time than I thought, to get over every single thing I encountered on that road, which I shared with you.
Tonight, I know I can hold not circumstances, but my choices, and YOU responsible for everything.
Tonight, I know I am lost because of you.


Nowadays, I am no more me.
I am just some girl, who is trying to stick back the broken pieces of her life together,
I am just some girl, you broke,
And maybe I will never be the same again.


Anyways,
The point is,
Dear People,
Nowadays, Farah is no more a mean, stubborn bitch.
She is better, maybe.
Or worse.
Who cares?


It's time for bed.
Good Night.♥


[Corrected By Damn Ree *haa*]

Story of our lives.

Tonight seems beautiful,
But we all know it ain't.


We all know Tonight is not just another night,
So much might have changed,
So many things and people might be missing tonight.


But still, we are trying to make Tonight just as perfect as any other nights.


Tonight seems peaceful,
Yet we all know,
Deep inside there's a storm, a feeling eating us up.


We all know Tonight is just not the usual one,
Some of us might be putting aside grief,
Some of us might be sacrificing what we like,
Some of us might be putting up with pretenses,


And still, we are trying to make Tonight one great night.


Similarly,
Some of us might be living one fake life,
Some of us might be living a comprising life, 
Some of us might be living a terrible life,


But we never give up,
We are always trying to make up for the disappointments,
We are always trying to live up to the dreams,
We are always trying to settle with what we have,


Because sometimes,
Not everything is perfect,
Not everything is easy,


Not everyone is sincere,
Not everyone is real.


Sometimes,
We just have to play along,
And try be happy with the little we have,
Because it's meant to be this way.

It was written beforehand..♥
We can only hope for it to be better,
With no guarantee of it getting any better.


And if you are unhappy,
If you were deceived,
If you were torn apart,
If you were heart broken,


Learn that this is the true Life.
It's never going to be fairy-tale like.


Learn to live with your past,
It will be a part of your Life always.


Learn to smile,
Because tears won't ever change a thing.


Good Night people.
ZOu (:

Blues :)

Blah Blooh Bleuh :)


Hello People :) 


We all have a time when we miss old days, when we are nostalgic about some things, when we remember wonderful and bad times. 
We all have a time when we smell the great gone days of our life.


But, it ain't a reason to stop living and mourn onto such things.
It ain't a reason to cry and wonder how it would be if nothing went wrong.


On every new turn of our lives, we are going to do mistakes, things are going to work out the wrong way,
But, it ain't a reason to keep crying over it.
Instead, the best thing to do is get over it and smile.


Last year I learnt it was pretty bad to be let down by the people you care about,
I learnt how awful it is to get your heart broken,
I learnt how difficult it is to let go of the past.


But, I also learnt how good it feels to see how much people who do not always show it, love you,
I also learnt how beautiful it is to believe in the power of friendship and love,
I also learnt how to be strong and watch the person you love falling for other people.

                                                     [Flic-en-Flac : Sunset♥Me♥]


This year, I plan to hate my hair every day, even if I have one new awesome haircut :)
I plan to watch all of my TV Shows every day,
I plan to study hard [Not harder-I did that last semester-Enough!],
I plan to look more beautiful [Oh crap braces :)],
I plan to live a sugar-free and fast-food-free life,
I plan to be everything some bitches can never be : AWESOME!♥


Well, people,
This year I do not intend to fall in Love (:
I will just fall in Love with my life and get over nightmares ^^


Bonne RentrE :)
♥