Being passive is out-dated (:

DEAR YOU,

IT IS IMPORTANT THAT YOU REALISE THAT NOT EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS, WAS PLANNED BEFOREHAND.

SOME THINGS HAPPEN BECAUSE WE CHOOSE TO MAKE THEM HAPPEN THIS WAY.

SOME THINGS ARE SCREWED, BECAUSE WE CHOOSE TO BE ASS-HOLES AND SCREW IT UP.

SOME THINGS ARE NOT PRE-PLANNED, NOT EVERYTHING IS MEANT TO HAPPEN THE WAY IT DOES, SOME TIMES WE JUST RUIN THE WHOLE THING BECAUSE WE ARE CRAPPY PEOPLE.

Mein caps mein kyun likh rahi hoon? :@

Pause.

Hi.

So, as I was saying, blah blah blah.

"And when faced with mistakes, we re-invent our past, we re-invent ourselves."

When faced with mistakes, we do not have to blame fate,

When faced with mistakes, we do not have to blame the circumstances,

And when faced with mistakes, we do not need to run away, like most of you did, MOST OF THE TIME.

It feels good sometimes, when you hear the wrong-doers accept they have been wrong all along,

It feels good sometimes, when you see those who made you cry realise they were never right,

It feels good sometimes, to hear that you realise you were the one who fucked up my whole life. =]

So, don't hide behind your mistakes,

Don't hide behind fake names,

Don't hide behind the world,

Because if you have some dignity left, 

You should learn to say sorry,

Because you need to realise that you nearly broke something full of life and joy,

You should learn to ask for forgiveness,

Because it is important for you to open your BIG EYES and see what you have done, and what is left of what you've ruined.

They say everything that happens, happens for a reason.

I say, everything that happened was because you chose to let it happen this way,

I say everything that happened was because YOU were a selfish thing,

I say everything that happened was NOT meant to happen,

Because I deserved better than that. ^^

Dear People of my past,

There is a reason you are termed as "people of my past",

It is either because I chose to let you go,

Or because you kicked me out of your WOW life,

And when you are a person from the past, 

You should learn that your place is in the past,

Not here,

Stay in your limits,

You've done enough wrong as it is,

It is high time you get a life with the roses the world has gifted your ass.

YES, I am mean-er than I used to be,

BLAME FATE DUDE!

Sometimes I happen to show love in my posts,

PUH-LEASE,

Learn that I am in no case talking about YOU,

Whatever I write,

Whatever I share,

Is for the person who once said, "I'll still be there.."

You are the strangest person on earth,

No one comes back to see what wrong they have done, without repenting for it,

If you come around again, learn to say sorry.

I have to say this post is a very hateful one,

It is because you have the ability to turn the sweetest of things into THIS,

It is because you believe you are a saint, but in reality, you only know how to ruin everything,

You even ruined the happiest thing on earth, congratulations. =)

AND, learn that there are people around who proved be to saint-er than you,

Who brought back what you fucked up,

And, you should learn that even a little damage you do to this happy thing again,

Will cost you your ass (: YES, people can kill for me =)

Good Night (:

P.S.: Dear Damn, if you come around,

I am sorry I wrote such a beautiful post,

I know you are going to lecture me about being nice,

But sometimes it is important for doggies to realise where their places are,

I hope you understand,

Much Love,

ZOu.

Safar (:

Hello People,


I never thought I'd say this but yeah : I AM A GEEK.
Dude, I have never lead such a boring life.
I am practically sleeping in my notes.
I so can tell you how the LTM and the STM function.
I am freaking out actually.
I have grown fat like a fat girl.
I look like erm, A PUMPKIN. -.- 
SERIOUSLY.


I hate my hair.
I hate my face. DUDE I AM FAT.
I hate ME.
I HATE UNIVERSITY OF MAURITIUS. YEAH? GIVE ME FALTU :@
I HATE CSE1010 : WTF? "What is the internet?" "It's a place where you meet assholes :)"
I HATE UBS.
I HATE MAURITIUS.
I HATE PEOPLE.


I AM STRESSED. I AM STRESSED.
I NEED TO GET A LIFE.
I NEED TO STUDY.
I NEED TO WATCH A MOVIE.
I NEED TO CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY.
I NEED TO TAKE PICTURES.
I NEED TO LIVE.
I CANNOT STAND GOING THROUGH EXAMS. I CAN NOT.
-.-


WTF.
People,
Go to sleep.
I am sure your life is better than this.
I am a psychopath.
I am going to kill people.
I am going to whatever.


What is brain plasticity? :)
It means goodnight <3

I am going to Finland BTW. Aakhil said it's a great place. x)

Long-term MEMORIES (:

Mein to kissi ke ho ke, yeh bhi na jaani,
Rut hai yeh do pal ki,
Rehegi saada ♥


Sometimes we come across some people and we do not know they are going to be part of our lives for only a brief moment.
We take them for granted from the very first seconds,
And we believe they are going to be there forever,
Only because they brought about an enormous amount of happiness into our lives,


But then, 
Sometimes we are very wrong,
Because sometimes some people leave as quickly as they became part of our lives,
They become strangers again,
They become people we've "never" talked to, 
All over again.


We need to learn to appreciate every moment we spend with someone,
We never know when our paths are going to part,
We never know when these people might leave us or when we might decide to let go of them..

I know I should not care about you and wherever you are going,
But I do,
Because sometimes no matter how badly people hurt us,
No matter under which circumstances we are brought to hate certain persons,
It is also true that once,
We've loved those person a lot,
Once,
We've been loved [joota hi sahi (:] by those people,
Once,
We were part of their lives as much as they were part of ours,
Once,
We shared, perhaps, the best moments of our lives with them..♥


They say it is a thin line which separate the feelings of love and hate.
Psychologically speaking[YEAH :P], love-hate relationships are very common and these two feelings are the two sides of the same coin.
Then, if I have hated you from the bottom of my heart for the past eight months,
It is also true that I have been loving you deeply for the past two years. 


Then, 
It is normal to remember you sometimes,
It is normal to listen to songs and realise how much things have changed,
It is also very normal to sit and remember about every bitter wound you left behind you..


Rut hai yeh do pal ki,
Rehegi sadaa♥


Some memories happen to last forever [because they are stored in our long-term memory which needs to be yet understood by confused researchers, YES I am revising (:] ♥
Some memories still bring back smiles,
Some memories still make me wish,
Some memories still make me pray for you, wherever you are,


And yet,
Some memories will always bring tears,
Some memories will always make me want to kill you and every single fucktard who contributed to my sadness,
And some memories will always make me curse you..


It's April. 
Tou SEXplik :)
Good Night People ♥

Never Fade Away =D

One year is gone.


Since I first met you.
Since I got you back. [Note : Each and Every "YOU" is a different person :P]]


Since I was literally flying. 


One year ago, I was like the happiest girl on earth,
I had met wonderful people,
I had got my best friend back,
I had the person I loved by my side,
And I thought Life was finally being nice to me.


But I was wrong,
Today I AM THE HAPPIEST GIRL ON EARTH,
I still have my best friend,
I have more wonderful friends than I ever had,
And I have learnt that Life can be pretty beautiful even if you have few, but sincere friends,


Maybe I lost some people who One year ago were part of my Life, my Happiness and my EVERYTHING.
But I have learnt that those people who leave halfway do not deserve to be in our lives,
Those people who hurt us and leave,
Can never make us happy,
Those people who cannot forgive our mistakes,
Can never really understand us,
Those people who lie to us,
Can never be trusted again.

Life is not about crying over people who hurt us,
It's about enjoying every single second with those who are worth it.


Life is not about grieving over people who left,
It's about celebrating the moments we spent with the Angels of our lives.


Life is not about regretting the days we spent with those who are gone,
It's about looking forward to more great days with people who are true to us.


One year ago, I met strangers. [You might want to read THIS♥ It's a very special post]
One year ago, I thought my life changed.
One year ago, I was on cloud 9.


But since then,
I've learnt a lot of things,
I've changed a lot,
And I am glad One year ago I met those strangers and I patched up with my Super Ex-Girlfriend,
Else I would never have reached where I am today,
And where I am today is incredible.


I have a happy life,
I have friends,
Actually,  today I HAVE A LIFE,
And that's the whole difference. 


Happy One Year AniiPit♥
You make up my world,
I love you.


ZOu♥

When you still got the blues ♥

[Papers are awesome sources of inspiration.]

"..to all those lost souls who have forgotten to believe in the immensity of love." ~Lucas Scott [S5E18]

Tonight, I found myself helping someone, believe in herself again.
Certainly, many of us forget to believe in ourselves, love ourselves and have faith in the power we possess, at some points of our lives.
For some of us, it might be during those dark moments, while for others, still, it is during those bright days of our short lives.


We forget to appreciate our true selves.
We forget to have faith in our beliefs,
We forget to realise that we are as capable as any other person,
We forget, most importantly, to pursue our dreams..


Our dearest dreams,
Those we've once fought for,
Those we used to day-dream about,
Those which gave us the power to keep going, at some cross-roads of this awesome journey, life is.

Not only do we forget,
Sometimes we fail to realise that these dreams are the important ingredients,
A healthy life needs.


Your life might be a happy one,
But still,
Did you remember to love yourself today?


Your eyes might be breath-taking,
As usual,
Did you remember to compliment yourself this morning?


You might be living a successful life,
But today, when you woke up,
Did you remember that long-lost dream of yours? :)


That dream you used to have when you were only a mini you?
That dream which helped you reach where you are today?
That dream which made way for every other dreams you had?
That dream which you gave up one because it was too,
Crazy or Simple,
Expensive or Common,
Difficult or not good enough to meet the expectations of others?


Well, today is the day you should stop giving up on your dreams,
Today is the day you need to stand up for what you believe in. ^^


Today is another chance to fulfill that childish and fairy-tale-like dream of yours =]


And if today you are too busy, you can still try tomorrow.


But if you let tomorrow go,
Then the deepest wished you have,
Might remain unfulfilled..
Your life might,
Remain incomplete..
Your love might,
Remain imperfect.. ♥


Fulfill a tiny, yet dear dream of yours,
And life will taste good ^^


Fulfill the dreams of others,
And everything else will taste better♥ [But that's another story-the story of my life =P]

"..You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are." ~Alice in Wonderland.

Good Morning Readers,
Have a terrific day,
ZOu =P

When Stress takes over =]

April, thou shall not bring back memories this year.

April is so full of memories. [I almost forgot until I went through some old blog posts.]
Well this year,
I won't be crying through April,
I won't be lame and pathetic. 
It's been a while actually,
I realised how much I got over those memories,
How much I am no more affected by such memories,
How much I changed.


I am so over my pathetic and your shitty self.


Topic Change :)

Last Night and Tonight reminded me of those great days simply because it was cold.
Oh yeah, Winter is a wonderful but no painful reminder of the good old days,
Though we are not yet in Winter,
Every cold day reminds me of good things,
Every cold night smells like that awesome Thursday,
Every cold breeze blowing against my face, brings back memories of the past,


Brings back memories of the time every thing was easier,
Brings back memories of the time Life was less complicated,
Brings back memories of the brightest, yet darkest times,


This April however, is kinda totally CRAP. -.-
TESTS,ASSIGNMENTS,EXAMS,PRESENTATIONS. -.-
Yes,
I can hereby declare my coming memories as TOTAL BULLSH*T. =]


They say we are going to create new memories,
When you are a college student,
The memories linked to April,May and November are quite BAD --"
Especially those times when you planned awesome things and you FORGOT the TEST WEEK =]

BLOOH ^^
Good Night World =D
My April Sucks. Even if I am F.A.L.T.U-ing tomorrow.
xoxo
ZOu.

FML.SERIOUSLY. AND SMILE ^^

Today was a horrible day.


WHY?
Well, it's a very very very long story.

• I woke up LATE. [Blame DAMRY and listen to THIS =p]
• I missed my breakfast. 
• I went to UoM. [The worst place on earth ^^]
• I waited for hours to print sth because of a slut who did not deem it necessary to print her dissertation earlier -.-
• I went to the Lib. [This is the third worst place on earth.]
• I went to lecture and wasted my day because of a dumb person.
• I went to James.
• I went to the ET and sat on the staircases because of some bitter realisations.
• I stood in a bus on the way home.
• I missed F.A.L.T.U
• I slept on a couch.
• I missed some important points : MY HAIR, MY FACE, MY LIFE=A TOTAL MESS.
• I discovered some ugly facts about some ugly peeps.
• LIFE IS GOOD. -.-
• End of bulleting.

Well, my day was a bad one.

But I don't regret,

Because I realised there are worse things to complain about.

What we endure for one day, might be the daily routine for some people.

What we complain about, might be very petty in front of other people's sufferings.

What we want to give up on, might be the things others dream about.

Those very wise lines, however, in no case, lessen my hate for UOM.

Today was a terrible day,

Tomorrow is another day,

And if tomorrow is as terrible as today, 

The day after might be brighter,

Because there is always hope,

And as Dumbledore says, if only we remembered to turn on the lights in the dark,

Life would have been easier & happier. ♥

Have a beautiful day,

ZOu =)