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April, thou shall not bring back memories this year.

April is so full of memories. [I almost forgot until I went through some old blog posts.]
Well this year,
I won't be crying through April,
I won't be lame and pathetic. 
It's been a while actually,
I realised how much I got over those memories,
How much I am no more affected by such memories,
How much I changed.


I am so over my pathetic and your shitty self.


Topic Change :)

Last Night and Tonight reminded me of those great days simply because it was cold.
Oh yeah, Winter is a wonderful but no painful reminder of the good old days,
Though we are not yet in Winter,
Every cold day reminds me of good things,
Every cold night smells like that awesome Thursday,
Every cold breeze blowing against my face, brings back memories of the past,


Brings back memories of the time every thing was easier,
Brings back memories of the time Life was less complicated,
Brings back memories of the brightest, yet darkest times,


This April however, is kinda totally CRAP. -.-
TESTS,ASSIGNMENTS,EXAMS,PRESENTATIONS. -.-
Yes,
I can hereby declare my coming memories as TOTAL BULLSH*T. =]


They say we are going to create new memories,
When you are a college student,
The memories linked to April,May and November are quite BAD --"
Especially those times when you planned awesome things and you FORGOT the TEST WEEK =]

BLOOH ^^
Good Night World =D
My April Sucks. Even if I am F.A.L.T.U-ing tomorrow.
xoxo
ZOu.

FML.SERIOUSLY. AND SMILE ^^

Today was a horrible day.


WHY?
Well, it's a very very very long story.

• I woke up LATE. [Blame DAMRY and listen to THIS =p]
• I missed my breakfast. 
• I went to UoM. [The worst place on earth ^^]
• I waited for hours to print sth because of a slut who did not deem it necessary to print her dissertation earlier -.-
• I went to the Lib. [This is the third worst place on earth.]
• I went to lecture and wasted my day because of a dumb person.
• I went to James.
• I went to the ET and sat on the staircases because of some bitter realisations.
• I stood in a bus on the way home.
• I missed F.A.L.T.U
• I slept on a couch.
• I missed some important points : MY HAIR, MY FACE, MY LIFE=A TOTAL MESS.
• I discovered some ugly facts about some ugly peeps.
• LIFE IS GOOD. -.-
• End of bulleting.

Well, my day was a bad one.

But I don't regret,

Because I realised there are worse things to complain about.

What we endure for one day, might be the daily routine for some people.

What we complain about, might be very petty in front of other people's sufferings.

What we want to give up on, might be the things others dream about.

Those very wise lines, however, in no case, lessen my hate for UOM.

Today was a terrible day,

Tomorrow is another day,

And if tomorrow is as terrible as today, 

The day after might be brighter,

Because there is always hope,

And as Dumbledore says, if only we remembered to turn on the lights in the dark,

Life would have been easier & happier. ♥

Have a beautiful day,

ZOu =)

Home Sweet Home =P

In your life you're going to go to some great places, and you're going to do some wonderful things. But no matter where you go or who you become, this place will always be with you. There is only one Tree Hill. And it's your home." ~K.R.

I was reminded of this quote today because one wonderful lady.
She found herself "HOME" after a long time, and spent the time she had getting drenched in that good old rain, home usually brings and walking down memory lane.
She made me ask myself, what HOME means to me?

And I realised,
Home is anywhere we find the people of our past who's loved us all along.
Home is the place where you know  every thing is safe.
Home is any place we find warmth and a feeling of belonging.  


Then Home would be your hometown,
The place you grew up,
The place where you find the people you grew up with,


Home is that place you spent seven long years at,
That place where not everything was always easy,
That place where you wish hard you could go back to.


Home is the place where you are right now,
If this place makes you happy,
If this place is where your friends are,
Then this place is Home too,


You just need to believe in it.


Home is the place where everything is better,
Then home is surely those lanes we went through on rainy days once upon a time,
Home is that place we used to go for coffee/milkshake/birthdays,
Home is the place where we used to sit and soak the sun for hours,
Home is those buses we used to spend hours in,
Home is everywhere we were together,


Since Home is anywhere family & friends are,
And if we can't go back Home ever again,
We'll make this new place Home together,
We'll create memories in this place which tomorrow we shall leave yet again,
For another Home.


Home is anywhere you feel happy.
And if you feel nowhere else can be as good as that particular place,
Then someday, somehow we'll go back there,
We'll return Home Hamesha & Forever. ♥


Good Night Woman,
Ily x)
ZOu ♥

The tide that left and never came back =]

I LOVE TODAY =]


Reason? 
Well, no particular one. It was one pretty awesome boring day.
But there's something about today that makes it beautiful.
It's smelling winter.♥


This morning, when I woke up,
I found myself going back in Time,
Back to my HSC days.
Back to my jolly days. 
Back to the time when everything seemed easy.
Back to the time when the people around would make everything seems fun.
Back to the time when we used to believe in each other.


And then, this afternoon, when I went out,
The winds made everything look like it was '09 again.
Everything seemed like that day we missed the school bus and ran after another one.
Everything seemed like that day we walked from Shoprite to QB.
Everything seemed like that day, we bunked tuition.


Winter is near. ^^
The memories keep coming,
And today everything reminded me of the days,
We were little teen girls,
When it was all about us,
When Life was pretty cool towards us.


Winter will always be nostalgic.
No matter what. ^^


xoxo
ZOu x)

I L O V E u♥

It's raining again =]
It's sunny though.


Life gives us too much for us to complain about trivial matters.
Rain is romantic =]
And if you're listening to Lehrein,
Rain makes you want to fall in love ♥

LOVE. 
Small word, immense power.
Did you ever feel like you lost all in love?
Did you ever feel like you were never going to love again?
Did you ever feel like love was crap?


I did.


Then, I realised,


Love is beyond what we think of it.
It has an amazing power, it can heal anything,
It can change a world.


We never lose in love,
We grow up,
We learn from the pain,
And we turn out to be better people.


Don't say you won't ever love,
Because Love resides in you,
It resides in each and every one of us.
Maybe you can't fall again now,
But someday,
Love will come by itself,
Knocking at your door,
And that day, you will be the happiest thing out there.♥


Love is not crap.
Sometimes, we are disappointed in love,
Maybe because it was just never meant to be,
But sometimes, 
Love is the most beautiful feeling ever,
If it was not meant to be,
Someday you will understand why,
And that day you will be a fully accomplished person,
Because that day,
You will find Love♥


Listen to this, and smile,
Love is wonderful,
Believe in it,
And have faith in yourself.♥


ZOu x

The Wind That Blew My Heart Away ♥

"Every song has a CODA, a final movement. Whether it fades out or crashes away. Every song ends. Is that any reason not to enjoy the music? The truth is, there is nothing to be afraid of. It's just life." ~Ellie [S3E13]

Lately, I found myself being afraid of death,
And all the sorrows it can possibly bring,
Then,
Whenever I feel scared about the cruel realities of life,
I just watch this awesome episode of OTH all over again.


OTH is not only about entertaining people,
It helps people become stronger,
It helps people grow up and beyond their capacities,
It helps people face life =]


It is not always going to be about moving on in life, achieving great things,
Making others proud of you,
Finding love,


Sometimes, it's more than that,
Sometimes, it's deeper than these,
Sometimes, it's just about living and making the most of what remains,


Because every breath you take,
Is one breath you lose. 
And you're never getting it back.


I am sleepy. Good Night World♥


ZOu =)

February rainbow =]

And here ends,
February.
My favourite month of the year. =]


And as fate wants it,
It ended with some drama,
Some regrets.


But still,
February 2011,
Shall always be remembered with a bright smile,
Colourful memories,
And amazing hopes,


This February,
I was able to make another trip around the sun =p (Arrogant Worms, well well :P)
I learnt out how lucky I was,
I was reminded how much I meant to people, and with that the feeling of being some one special,
I went through one major crisis,
I turned the page.


And yes, 
Some would say- CHANGE THE BOOK!
But I say,
This book is the story of my life,
And for a long time I was stuck on [STUCK ON YOU ♫ (H)] one chapter.
The apparently happiest chapter of my life,


And when I went through this chapter again,
This February,
With the help of someone God sent to me :)
I realised, I always remembered the good days,
The beautiful scenery,
This time,
When I went through it again,
I saw the dark pages,
The painful wounds,
And I decided it was time to go through new things,
To build up new memories,
To enjoy genuine happiness & love.


This February,
I became more strong,
This February,
I fell in love with Life.


This February,
I went through awesome ups and awful downs,
And I am still alive,
Totally happy,
And a better believer,
A still sincere lover,
A normal person : with flaws (:


This February,
Life taught me to be more patient,
Life taught me it was okay to lose faith,
Life taught me, every new day brings new beliefs,
Life taught me, true friends would go to any extent to see you smile,
Life taught me,


No matter how wrong things are,
No matter how dark times are,
No matter how bad the world is,


Things always turn out for the best,
Things always fall into place,
Goodness always triumphs. 

If nothing is going on as planned,
If you feel you are alone in the world,


Then you might be wrong,
Because everything is planned beforehand,
And you ARE loved,
Whether you know it or not ^^ [Aww-Jaane tu ya Jaane Na :P]


And to conclude,


"Just when you think it can't get any worse, it can.  And just when you think it can't get any better, it WILL!" 
                                                                            ~At First Sight : Nicholas Sparks.


Good Night and Happy March =P