Where our hearts reside (=

The cold and grey town.


What makes us love it so much?
Why do we found ourselves always coming back to that place?
What is it about this place that makes us feel love?


Tonight I learnt it was okay to be in love,
Even if we don't really have any "lover" (:


Tonight I learnt it was okay to miss someone [we have once known 8-) (This thing really gets on my nerves now -.- fucktard!)],
Even if we pretend we have nothing to do with those memories anymore.


Tonight I learnt that no place on earth can replace the cold and grey town. =]


In a cold and grey town,
We'll have a sunny day =]

Today I had a real sunny day in this rainy cold and grey town.
Today I felt like it was that good old town of our hearts,
Because today it was raining abundantly and the wind was blowing fiercely ^^


Nothing on earth can replace the feeling of happiness the rain in this town brings,
Nothing on earth can replace the memories this rain brings back,
No place on earth, certainly, can bring as much sunshine during a rainy day ♥


This cold and grey town is equivalent to a first kiss (= [YES! I know your first kiss is linked to this cold weather :P Biatch!]
This cold and grey town is equivalent to our first broken hearts. 
This cold and grey town is therefore a mixture of our most beautiful memories, as well as the worst one.


It is the place where everything happens for the best,
It is the place where we first met,
It is the place where we first parted,


This cold and grey town is not only a chapter of our lives,
It is half of our lives,
It contributed to our identity,
It contributed to our friendship,
It contributed to "our" love,
It contributed to everything we lived..


And no matter how rainy it always is,
This cold and grey town have the power,
To bring sunshine in our lives ♥


Good Night,
It is still raining in the cold and grey town,
And it's the best feeling in the world.
Winter is finally here!♥


ZOu (:

It will come back (:

"Things we lose have a way of coming back to us in the end...if not how we least expect them to." 

 - Luna Lovegood 




I came across this quote today and it made me realise how true it was.
We never really lose in life,
We always somehow make up for the losses in our lives,
And if we do lost something,
In the end, it finds it way back to our lives.


The same goes for the friendship we lost,
We never lose in friendship,
If we lost friends,
It is not a loss, instead this made us gain,
It made us gain in maturity, in experiences and maybe in many other ways.


If we lost in love,
It made us see through other people,
It made us realise not everything can happen like in fairy-tales,
It made us face reality,
It made us grow.

If we lost in fortune,
It made us work hard,
It made us feel how it is to be poor,
It made us change our perception towards the world.


Basically,
Whatever we lose is in some way a blessing in disguise.
And whenever we lose,
We must know that someday, somehow,
Our past is going to catch up with us =]
(Like mine's been showing up a bit too much lately -,-)


I have a paper tomorrow,
I am not stressed,
Maybe I have LOST it =)


Good day!

63072000 seconds left ♥

Hello :)


I want a Royal Wedding. [BWAHA.]
Damn Ree says I have 63072000 seconds left for my dream to come true.
Which dream? Haha. The fairy-tale-like one :)
Most probably, this dream might not come true. But there's still HOPE. :)
Supriti has been literally eating my ass [literal translation from creole] ever since she learnt about the love story of William and Kate, because she believe it is way too late for her to live such a dream since she is nearly 20 and she is still heartbroken and she still could not find some one to make her heart do kaboom! =P

Damn Ree is right =] In 63072000 seconds, I am going to make my dream COME TRUE.
I do not know how, but I will ^^
And hopefully, Supriti will find some one to make her dream too at that time.


This one post is dedicated to all of us, who have lost hope and believe nothing great is going to happen in the future since nothing really happened till now.


No matter what happened in the past,
And if nothing is happening today,
Remember that there is always something better for us in store,
Even if it takes years to happen,
Some day it will =]

                                          [Because the dress makes us dream hard]


I know, most of the time we are kind of totally fed up,
Since we have been waiting for something magical to happen all our lives,
But yeah, we did not go through all yet,
There is still so much for us to experience and believe me,
One day when we are least expecting it,
This thing we have been waiting so hard for,
Will finally come (=


But then, sometimes we already got what we wanted,
The only problem is that we could not recognise it,
I know, since it happened to me (:
We think we have not have our part of the cake,
But the truth is that, the cake was all ours,
We just could not realise it ^^


Hopefully, Supriti, in 63072000 seconds, your dream might come true =]
Since in 63072000 seconds, you won't be where you are today,
We will be living something totally different and out-of-this world :)
And, Damn if in 63072000 seconds you've found yourself a body [BWAHAHA.], you might stand a chance =P
Mere saath nahin :@ Loss, with anyone :P


Waiting impatiently for those 63072000 seconds be over,
ZOu ♥

Being passive is out-dated (:

DEAR YOU,

IT IS IMPORTANT THAT YOU REALISE THAT NOT EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS, WAS PLANNED BEFOREHAND.

SOME THINGS HAPPEN BECAUSE WE CHOOSE TO MAKE THEM HAPPEN THIS WAY.

SOME THINGS ARE SCREWED, BECAUSE WE CHOOSE TO BE ASS-HOLES AND SCREW IT UP.

SOME THINGS ARE NOT PRE-PLANNED, NOT EVERYTHING IS MEANT TO HAPPEN THE WAY IT DOES, SOME TIMES WE JUST RUIN THE WHOLE THING BECAUSE WE ARE CRAPPY PEOPLE.

Mein caps mein kyun likh rahi hoon? :@

Pause.

Hi.

So, as I was saying, blah blah blah.

"And when faced with mistakes, we re-invent our past, we re-invent ourselves."

When faced with mistakes, we do not have to blame fate,

When faced with mistakes, we do not have to blame the circumstances,

And when faced with mistakes, we do not need to run away, like most of you did, MOST OF THE TIME.

It feels good sometimes, when you hear the wrong-doers accept they have been wrong all along,

It feels good sometimes, when you see those who made you cry realise they were never right,

It feels good sometimes, to hear that you realise you were the one who fucked up my whole life. =]

So, don't hide behind your mistakes,

Don't hide behind fake names,

Don't hide behind the world,

Because if you have some dignity left, 

You should learn to say sorry,

Because you need to realise that you nearly broke something full of life and joy,

You should learn to ask for forgiveness,

Because it is important for you to open your BIG EYES and see what you have done, and what is left of what you've ruined.

They say everything that happens, happens for a reason.

I say, everything that happened was because you chose to let it happen this way,

I say everything that happened was because YOU were a selfish thing,

I say everything that happened was NOT meant to happen,

Because I deserved better than that. ^^

Dear People of my past,

There is a reason you are termed as "people of my past",

It is either because I chose to let you go,

Or because you kicked me out of your WOW life,

And when you are a person from the past, 

You should learn that your place is in the past,

Not here,

Stay in your limits,

You've done enough wrong as it is,

It is high time you get a life with the roses the world has gifted your ass.

YES, I am mean-er than I used to be,

BLAME FATE DUDE!

Sometimes I happen to show love in my posts,

PUH-LEASE,

Learn that I am in no case talking about YOU,

Whatever I write,

Whatever I share,

Is for the person who once said, "I'll still be there.."

You are the strangest person on earth,

No one comes back to see what wrong they have done, without repenting for it,

If you come around again, learn to say sorry.

I have to say this post is a very hateful one,

It is because you have the ability to turn the sweetest of things into THIS,

It is because you believe you are a saint, but in reality, you only know how to ruin everything,

You even ruined the happiest thing on earth, congratulations. =)

AND, learn that there are people around who proved be to saint-er than you,

Who brought back what you fucked up,

And, you should learn that even a little damage you do to this happy thing again,

Will cost you your ass (: YES, people can kill for me =)

Good Night (:

P.S.: Dear Damn, if you come around,

I am sorry I wrote such a beautiful post,

I know you are going to lecture me about being nice,

But sometimes it is important for doggies to realise where their places are,

I hope you understand,

Much Love,

ZOu.

Safar (:

Hello People,


I never thought I'd say this but yeah : I AM A GEEK.
Dude, I have never lead such a boring life.
I am practically sleeping in my notes.
I so can tell you how the LTM and the STM function.
I am freaking out actually.
I have grown fat like a fat girl.
I look like erm, A PUMPKIN. -.- 
SERIOUSLY.


I hate my hair.
I hate my face. DUDE I AM FAT.
I hate ME.
I HATE UNIVERSITY OF MAURITIUS. YEAH? GIVE ME FALTU :@
I HATE CSE1010 : WTF? "What is the internet?" "It's a place where you meet assholes :)"
I HATE UBS.
I HATE MAURITIUS.
I HATE PEOPLE.


I AM STRESSED. I AM STRESSED.
I NEED TO GET A LIFE.
I NEED TO STUDY.
I NEED TO WATCH A MOVIE.
I NEED TO CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY.
I NEED TO TAKE PICTURES.
I NEED TO LIVE.
I CANNOT STAND GOING THROUGH EXAMS. I CAN NOT.
-.-


WTF.
People,
Go to sleep.
I am sure your life is better than this.
I am a psychopath.
I am going to kill people.
I am going to whatever.


What is brain plasticity? :)
It means goodnight <3

I am going to Finland BTW. Aakhil said it's a great place. x)

Long-term MEMORIES (:

Mein to kissi ke ho ke, yeh bhi na jaani,
Rut hai yeh do pal ki,
Rehegi saada ♥


Sometimes we come across some people and we do not know they are going to be part of our lives for only a brief moment.
We take them for granted from the very first seconds,
And we believe they are going to be there forever,
Only because they brought about an enormous amount of happiness into our lives,


But then, 
Sometimes we are very wrong,
Because sometimes some people leave as quickly as they became part of our lives,
They become strangers again,
They become people we've "never" talked to, 
All over again.


We need to learn to appreciate every moment we spend with someone,
We never know when our paths are going to part,
We never know when these people might leave us or when we might decide to let go of them..

I know I should not care about you and wherever you are going,
But I do,
Because sometimes no matter how badly people hurt us,
No matter under which circumstances we are brought to hate certain persons,
It is also true that once,
We've loved those person a lot,
Once,
We've been loved [joota hi sahi (:] by those people,
Once,
We were part of their lives as much as they were part of ours,
Once,
We shared, perhaps, the best moments of our lives with them..♥


They say it is a thin line which separate the feelings of love and hate.
Psychologically speaking[YEAH :P], love-hate relationships are very common and these two feelings are the two sides of the same coin.
Then, if I have hated you from the bottom of my heart for the past eight months,
It is also true that I have been loving you deeply for the past two years. 


Then, 
It is normal to remember you sometimes,
It is normal to listen to songs and realise how much things have changed,
It is also very normal to sit and remember about every bitter wound you left behind you..


Rut hai yeh do pal ki,
Rehegi sadaa♥


Some memories happen to last forever [because they are stored in our long-term memory which needs to be yet understood by confused researchers, YES I am revising (:] ♥
Some memories still bring back smiles,
Some memories still make me wish,
Some memories still make me pray for you, wherever you are,


And yet,
Some memories will always bring tears,
Some memories will always make me want to kill you and every single fucktard who contributed to my sadness,
And some memories will always make me curse you..


It's April. 
Tou SEXplik :)
Good Night People ♥

Never Fade Away =D

One year is gone.


Since I first met you.
Since I got you back. [Note : Each and Every "YOU" is a different person :P]]


Since I was literally flying. 


One year ago, I was like the happiest girl on earth,
I had met wonderful people,
I had got my best friend back,
I had the person I loved by my side,
And I thought Life was finally being nice to me.


But I was wrong,
Today I AM THE HAPPIEST GIRL ON EARTH,
I still have my best friend,
I have more wonderful friends than I ever had,
And I have learnt that Life can be pretty beautiful even if you have few, but sincere friends,


Maybe I lost some people who One year ago were part of my Life, my Happiness and my EVERYTHING.
But I have learnt that those people who leave halfway do not deserve to be in our lives,
Those people who hurt us and leave,
Can never make us happy,
Those people who cannot forgive our mistakes,
Can never really understand us,
Those people who lie to us,
Can never be trusted again.

Life is not about crying over people who hurt us,
It's about enjoying every single second with those who are worth it.


Life is not about grieving over people who left,
It's about celebrating the moments we spent with the Angels of our lives.


Life is not about regretting the days we spent with those who are gone,
It's about looking forward to more great days with people who are true to us.


One year ago, I met strangers. [You might want to read THIS♥ It's a very special post]
One year ago, I thought my life changed.
One year ago, I was on cloud 9.


But since then,
I've learnt a lot of things,
I've changed a lot,
And I am glad One year ago I met those strangers and I patched up with my Super Ex-Girlfriend,
Else I would never have reached where I am today,
And where I am today is incredible.


I have a happy life,
I have friends,
Actually,  today I HAVE A LIFE,
And that's the whole difference. 


Happy One Year AniiPit♥
You make up my world,
I love you.


ZOu♥