Bling Blooh Blah :)

Alright.
I'm not sure if it's the New Year or all those essays due or Tom, [Oh Tom.], but I feel like posting a lot :)
Well, my posts do not really make sense nowadays,
But who cares? 
As long as I'm writing again :)
Writing is so sacred. And not writing for one year = trouble. I was troubled. Maybe depressive. Or unhappy.
I don't know.
While re reading my past posts, I found out how excited I used to be about going to Uni in London. And here I am :)
IN LONDON FFS!!!!!
And you know what? I am HAPPY. I am LIVING my dream.
AND YOU KNOW WHAT? This year will be the year of my life.
I have it all. On paper. The places I am going, the things I need to do at least once in my life, the crazy crazy adventures I'll go on.
I don't care what happens this year. I'm going to LIVE MY LIFE LIKE I'VE NEVER DONE IT BEFORE!
You should do it to :)

No matter where you are. WAKE UP!
LIVE.
What if you are not living your dream (like I am :D),
You'll live it tomorrow :)
I waited for three years, and now it's finally happening!!
Not letting go.
Don't care if I still do not have a Valentine this year =]
Or if I haven't kissed anyone in ages o.O
This year. I'm doing it all. 

Oh btw. I used to be so excited about snow in my past posts. WTH? Where's the snow man?
I'm still waiting. 
UK don't be crazy. Snow already >.<

YAY!
And you know what?
I'm not getting married to some random guys. I'm not getting married at all.
Still waiting for this guy. The one with the blue eyes, with the sexy moves, who can quote Shakespeare and what not, with the cutest damn expressions.
Yeah. Where do you get one of those? 

xoxo
ZOu (:

Dear People!

I've been going through my older posts [[instead of writing a paper due on Wednesday (A)]] and I realised how awesome life is and how amazing relationships are.
Sometimes I wake up and I feel like giving up on everyone,
But after re-reading my posts,
I'll wake up HAPPY every morning.
I'll wake up to make things better =]
And I realised,
If you loved a person once,
You are always going to love them,
Because you cannot love just for a while,
You love forever,
You just get used to those people not being around,
You just get used to those people not saying Iloveyou back,
And somewhere along the line, 
You stop saying Iloveyou :)

Reading my past posts make me so happy and I feel so wise o.O
I am not high anymore. Just in love with the World =]
Life is so beautiful.
We need to stop.Everyday.And realise how amazing this Life is. How beautiful the World is. How wonderful people are.
We need to love. We need to be happy.
We need to let go of pain.
We need to laugh and smile =]

[[BUT DON'T YOU LOVE TOM OKAY? HE IS MINE. I AM GOING TO HUNT HIM DOWN AND MAKE HIM MINE.HE MAKES ME HAPPY.]]

Don't worry about the pain Life gives you,
There's a reason pain exists.
In the end, it will all make sense.

And if it doesn't,
then it's probably not the end yet :)

Don't be in a hurry to find peace, happiness or love.
It will happen.
You just need to wait.
Sometimes, all we need to do is wait :)

Have patience. And smile.
iloveyoupeople ♡

and imissyou guys so much : Anii: Get a life and get your bum here. We need to get drunk and have awesome one-night stands :P
Sharee: Don't even get me started. 5 years we haven't been together for my birthday.5years.September.
Pit: I miss you man. ♡


blooh xoxo
ZOu ♡

High on London & misc.

Crazy crazy crazy nights.

The past few nights have been crazy and AWESOME! 
London ♥
Alright. I'm bipolar. Sometimes I hate the place and sometimes I love it.
Did you know that being bipolar is something completely different? Yeah, well. I'm a psychologist. -.-
I'm a Psychologist. This sounds so weird.
I wish I could say I'm a writer. Or I'm anything else. Psychologist.

Anyways,
I'm kind of happy nowadays. For no reasons.
No, I'm not in love. 
Love is not real.
Love hurts. 
I'm high.
Yeah. Sometimes I get sugar rush? Yeah. Because I ate so many chocolates and sweets. I go a little cray cray.
I love Tom. Okay. Tom is not a cat. And he is not a character in Damry's primary school essay.
Tom is ♥ I love Tom.
I'm high on Tom. 
If Tom was here, I'd do haraam things to him. 
Shut up.
Get a life.
I'm talking to myself.

Nearly FEBRUARY. MY BIRTHDAY.WAKE UP WORLD!!!!!
SEND ME GIFTS FROM ALL OVER THE WORLD.
SOMEBODY GIFT ME TOM!!!!
SOMEBODY WRAP TOM UP IN A BOX.
SOMEBODY. Is that a song? 
I can't believe I'm high.

I can't wait for September. People are coming here. And it's going to be LEGENDARY. Wait. Why have I not watched HIMYM in a long time? Is it not on? >.<

Basically, this is just a random post. Read me. Like. Read my past posts. They are pretty good.

Have fun.
So high.
xoxo
ZOu ♥

2014. Everything's gonna be awesome.

Happy 2014 World!
Can't believe I haven't been writing for over a year.
Time flies and somewhere along, I forgot how to write.
I just can't come up with awesome posts anymore.

2014 in London. THE dream. It's happening and somehow, everything's missing.
All the plans, all the checklists.
Everything is so lifeless.

Maybe I'm over-reacting.
*Everything is awesome* The Awesome Lego Song. Stuck in my head.
So many essays to write. So many tests to study for.
It's a busy busy busy year.

Okay, what am I even writing? I'm a failure. -.-

Last night I told myself : I'm giving up. Giving up on all the plans I made, because I feel like it's not working.
Today: My bff said "I'm giving up!"
Why?
Why are we giving up on things that we've both dreamt about?
Why should we give up on things we still believe in?
Why do we HAVE to give up?
When is it going to be our go?
When is it going to be the day when we wake up and we realise everything is working perfectly, nothing can go wrong now?
So many times, we've give up on things we held close to our hearts,
Every time it's the same song,
And maybe this is the way it's meant to be.
Maybe we just need to give up on everything so we get better things?
Not so sure anymore..

Happy 2014 people!
Right now: So in Love with this blue-eyed guy. He is not even real dude. I need to get a life.

xoxo
ZOu <3 p="">

London : The Cold City :P

It's been a while.
Almost one year.

And things have changed around.
Life got busier,
Dreams came true,
Some not so much,
And it's getting colder ♡
Believe it or not,
I am actually missing Mauritius' sun.
And I am missing summer.
For a person who's always been in love with Winter, missing Summer is like a big deal :/
Well, I just want it to snow and i'll be done.
London is like some cold stone hearted place.
If London was a person, it would suck. Seriously.

The only wonderful thing about London would be Kingston. Kingston is probably one of the most amazing place in the world,
If my mum [basically my family] lived here, I'd settle in Kingston.
The place is magical.
Other than Kingston,
Well SHOPPING! AARG :D I am never buying clothes in Mauritius or shoes or handbags or even under-wears for that matter.
Man, I don't think I'll have enough money to buy a ticket home by the time I have to go,
Shopping here is Nirvana.
It's more than Nirvana. It's unexplainable. If that's even a word. :) But yeah,
At this point, I'm just missing home, my room, and my people. And that's it.

xoxo
ZOu

Happy Holidays :)

Relationships, Life, Friends?

What am I going to write about, I thought.

I failed at almost each and every of these things over the past year.

And then I stopped and thought,

Hey, it's totally normal to fail at maintaining THE perfect relationship with someone you love,

It is completely normal to fail at each and every little thing life is made up of,

After all aren't we just humans?

Of course, being human would not excuse all the wrong we did,

And then again, isn't it by making the wrong choices that we end up learning our lessons?

The wrong choices are not always going to lead us to disastrous tomorrows,

Some of the wrong choices and moves are in fact, important for us to learn that not everything is a fairy tale, 

The wrong choices teach us how to achieve our goals by treading along the not-so-smooth paths,

The wrong choices make us question each and every of our dreams and goals,

The wrong choices are meant to re define who we are.

It is okay to be wrong,

It is okay to not be perfect,

It is okay to not always be the best at maintaining relationships,

It is okay to fail,

Only then, the fruit of success/happiness is going to taste best :)

ZOu.

Happy 2013 x

Don't you feel angry at life sometimes? That everything is turning more and more into a dark hollow? Where is the light they said would come after the darkness? Where is the morning they said would come after the night? Where is the sun after the rain?
I have been waiting for way too long for these shits to happen :)
I think I might just take a fucking lamp torch and turn it on. I can't take the darkness spreading around anymore, and I don't want to feel helpless because I can't see a shit in the dark :) I want to get the hell out of this tunnel, NOW. 
Where there is a will, there is a way, well, show me the way or i'll just push everyone around and make my own way -.-
Exactly- do feel angry at life from times to times, it help you see better and it gives you the will to do better, to work harder for happiness and to achieve what you want and cannot get.  Nothing is impossible, so get angry, and make things move. Don't sit around and wait for it to happen.  You have the power to change your path, you have the power to change your world- do it :)
And if nothing works, then do get angry :) Because this anger will make your craziest dreams come true and it will turn you into a new person. 
Don't wait around for the sun to rise, you have the power to shine within yourself :)
Don't walk endlessly along the tunnel, take a turn, create a new path, reach for your destiny :)
Don't wait till a new dawn to become who you want to be, change yourself NOW! :)
And always remember to turn on the lights :) Even in the darkest situations =] [[Dumbledore said so!]]

Happy Twenty Thirteen-Reach Out For Your Dreams And Make It Your Year xoxo