The living Years.

I hate my life atm.
I have thousands of things to do plus I have tests and assignments which are SO not my priorities.


AH! I hate how I feel like blogging in the middle of complex revision about Social Behaviours and what not -.-


Last week I decided I hated my life and what I was doing,
I hated that I was going to be a Psy and that I was going to die single. [It is a joke,really, because I have a boyfriend -.- (YEAH ANII.YEAH.)]
And then I sat down and looked back on things,
I knew then that it was not the Life I chose,
I never chose to stay here and become THIS.
I chose to move forward and become some one else,
I chose to give up on numerous things and grow up,
I chose  to be somewhere else with other people,
I chose to be another person,
Not the one I am right now,


But of course Destiny can be a bitch! =]
I stayed back and became this girl who wakes up every morning and starts rummaging her closet to find the perfect clothes for a horrible day (:
I became this girl who smiles on her way to that class she HATES from the bottom of her heart =P
I became this girl who complains no more about how horrible that place can be and puts up with it and the GANA people you can meet there -.-


I became this girl who does not totally depicts the real ME,
I became this girl who I could never even think I could be,
I became this girl who people randomly remember because they are busy with their lives and she is left on her own to deal with this world!

Whoever I am,
Is not who I chose to be,
Is not who I was years back,
But sometimes, they say, Destiny knows best,
So, prolly, I became who I was supposed to become,
I just don't know it yet,
Or I just can't figure out why yet,
But someday I will,
Till then,


Have an amazing Summer =P [I already feel like we are going to have 500 days of Summer -.- I HATE Summer :) Days are too long, Nights too short, Can't have proper bangs-keep sweating, Need to wear clothes I hate, Hair keeps wanting to commit suicide : Basically, SUMMER is HELL! :)]

xoxo
ZOu♥

Octob♥r =]

Have an amazingly great October People of My Heart ♥


I have so many birthdays to take care of this month : YEAH! Entreps classes were no waste! I am reading my BP everyday [JOKE -.- This class was hell! I want to kill people when I remember it :S]


This Winmer [We are between winter and summer : and no, we do not have spring here!] is going to be crazy : I have to go to classes almost everyday, I have to go shop for people's birthday almost everyday and I have like thousands of assignments and tests! I TOTALLY LOVE MY LIFE =P 
Seriously ♥
I am addicted to a new song [NO! It's not chammak challo :S eww.] : you should prolly listen to IT =] [[I Know, I am a TVD freak :) I love Stefan :S (i am so unlike people who are usually obsessed with Damon, though I think he's drop dead sexy!)]]

I wrote a great post last night,
But I won't post it NOW!
Later =]


Have a good night people♥


I am a happy bitch!


xoxo
ZOu ♥

See You Soon!

7th Post :


Happy Birthday Google =] You are very young :O


Anyways, 
Today I am going to write my last post on my favourite dude =] 
While coming back home, I was thinking about pictures.
Pictures most of the time show the happy sides of us,
They show our happy moments,
But about those lonely hours?
Those tears?
No pictures are going to be present tomorrow to remind us of those times.

Remembering happy moments is a must,
But it is also very necessary dear Damn,
To remember the bad moments we have been through,
Because it is only then that you'll have the power to do anything you wish to,
It is only then that you will be able to overcome HELL when you'll be alone!


I hope that wherever you go,
You always smile and be happy =]
Because Life is short,
Make the most of it =]
Don't ever lose your time worrying about petty things/people,
Because they don't matter,
You are worth much more =]
When it gets hard,
When you feel like throwing away everything and coming back,
Remember not the good things,
Remember you were able to overcome worst moments in your life,
So that nothing can stop you!


Damn of my ♥,
Have a safe flight,
Don't you die in a crash!
And wherever you land,
Keep sharing what you shared with me,
Keep teaching people what you taught me,
Keep being there for others,
And you shall never be alone!


"Where there is a will, there is a way hill."
You are always going to face hurdles,
You are always going to have to make compromises,
But in the end,
It's all going to be worth it,
It's all going to be pretty,
It's all going to be better =]


Never lose hope!
Never stop believing,
Because when everything else fails,
Your hope and faith will be the only thing that will get you where you want to be,
When nothing works anymore,
Your love for life will save you,
When all will be wrong,
Only YOU would be able to make it right,


So believe in you♥


And don't ever forget,
Wherever you are it is your friends that make up your world =]
Never underestimate the power of friendship.♥


WE LOVE YOU HEAPS!!!! ♥


It's not goodbye,
Just "See You Soon" =]
You will be missed!


xoxo
Zou ♥

You can call us Bffs; But seriously, we are much more♥

I have been spending hours on google trying to find an appropriate quote for the appropriate fight I just had with my best friend.
It was not even a fight.
I don't know what it was.


It happens, I guess.
Sometimes we disagree on points?
Or maybe sometimes we are mean to each other because we had our little argument?
Basically we are very like Serena and Blair when it comes to fights,
But we do not fight as often as them,
We are very like them when it comes to making up too,


Maybe because like them,
We are two lost souls who find peace within each other,
We are two people who have suffered much in Friendship,
We are two friends who could never stay without each other,
But who can sometimes find it difficult to be together.

We do not fight much,
But we do fight,
And every time we fight,
In an attempt to make it okay again,
We probably say or do things that make it worst,
Why?
Probably because whenever we fight,
We fear losing each other,
We fear losing moments we vowed to hold on forever,
We fear losing..


Because you are my mirror and I am yours,
And if we happen to break apart,
Our lives would never be the same,


Can you live without looking at yourself in your mirror every morning?
No you cannot :)
We cannot live without each other,


Friendship is rather more complicated than Love,
Because it is a mixture of Love,Sisterhood & Enmity.
When we lose in Love,
We can always rise again,
But when we lose in friendship,
We know we have lost that one support that helps us rise.


We are like Brooke and Peyton,
We can kill each other,
But we would kill for each other ♥


Do you know why?
Because that's what Best Friends are all about =]
You'll never understand if you have never had one ♥


Zou ♥

BORED.

I am bored.
Every single person I usually spend my time talking to, is pretty busy today.


I am hungry. :)
I feel like going to bed and never waking up. Oh yes, I am so lazy now.
I feel like sleeping and waking up on a sunny day and eating, watching AWTR, sleeping again, waking up on a rainy day, watching OTH, eating chocolate, stuffing myself.
NO!
I am not going through a depression. 
I am LAZY. :)
I don't have to go to UOM for one whole WEEK.
This is one single reason why I love this place : IT'S A DUMB PLACE FOR DUMB IDIOTS. 
There is another reason I smile everyday when I reach this horrible place : PURPLE.
UOM is for retards. Hoho x)


I want to watch movies. I want to eat ice cream. BASICALLY,
I want to be like those dumb girls in romantic movies. -.-"


I love Criminology.
I don't like anything that's related to Researches.
Erik Erikson is DEAD. -.-"
NO, it's not "THE" Erikson.
Whatever.

Dear Readers,
Hello :)
How are you?
Have a nice day :)

Tonight I am going to sleep and I hope tomorrow when I wake up,
I have loads of messages and notifications. [NO IT'S NOT MY BIRTHDAY >.<]
I just feel like being loved.
I AM NOT LOVED. [I am a spoilt child. Deal with it.]


I don't like H PEOPLE.
They SUCK.


I am a chammak challo x)

Bye♥


[Totally useless post :) Feels amazing to type shits :D]


ZOu ♥

Hot Stuff happens to Hot People =]

Post Number 6 :

Today was a gana day =]

"Gana n gaté sa" ~ZOu.

Today was a sunny day,
I kept listening to amazing songs,
All the way till QB =]
I love taking the bus to QB,
It's always bound to remind me of happy days,


Today was a funny day,
Because we spent hours laughing =]
I love how you can make people laugh just by being BORING =]
It's always a happy day when you make boring faces =]


Today was a crazy day,
Because we found that a bookshop can be pretty fun,
I love how we can ACTUALLY have fun in a BOOKSHOP =]
It's always epic when you are there =]


Today was one of those amazing days,
Just because you made me laugh,
Just because you treated me hot chocolate,
Just because you were the usual bore ♥


I love how you are always making faces at people -.-" [SHAME :P]
I still have to buy/make you a BV card,
And I still have to take more than 600 pictures with you >.> [Because I DON'T KNOW WHO TOOK SO MANY PICTURES WITH YOU :@]
I still have to watch My Brother's Bride with you around =]


You are an amazing friend because you are hard to find ---> SO LAME :O We found this today on a card and I felt like whoever came up with such a line was DUMB and did not know I WAS ALIVE =]
Because YES,
I can come up with better lines like,


You are an amazing friend because you are one of the rare people who touched my heart ♥

ZOu x)

Quotes help!

Post Number 5 :


Here's just an amazing quote to help you and for you to sort out things,

"Transitions in life are usually marked by major events, birthdays, graduations, weddings; but the greater transition often come out of smaller moments, when we stop and look at who we are, because each time we see how far we have come, we also see how far we still have to go. In order to fully transform, we might need to free ourselves of everything we’ve been holding on to, to send us on our new path, the right one. But if at the end, you find the person you have become is not the person you want to be. You can always turn around and try again. " ~G.G 


What you are going to go through will be much more than a transition,
It will be a chance for you to create a new you,
Make the most of it =)
Today's post won't be long,


Just read the quote dude :)


xoxo
Zou ♥