2010 : Fading Away (:

Since 2010 is about to end..♥


No, this year I won't list the good [very few] and bad things I encountered.
No, this year I won't wish for 2011 to be better.


Just as 2010 is about to end,
I wish to thank each and every friend of mine who stood by me this year, and helped me make it through.
I am forever grateful for the wonderful people I met this year and who helped in changing my life, in bringing happiness, a smile and added to my growing up.
I shall never forget the people who chose to part from me this year, for they shall always be remembered.


2010 might not have been the best of years,
But I shall not complain,
For this year, I learnt new things thanks to new people,
I fulfilled some dreams thanks to the people who've been here since Forever,
And I understood some obvious [not-so-obvious to me until this year] things thanks to the people who've always been by my side through the best and worst of times.


2010 might not have been the best of years,
But it brought to me some wonderful friends, and a wonderful niece.♥


2010 might not have been the best of years,
But it helped me achieve a dream of mine. (:


2010 might not have been the best of years,
But it taught me that some things do not always go our way. ^^


Here's bidding Good Bye to 2010,
No matter what,
The very few smiles and laughs you brought into my Life,
Shall be rejoiced Hamesha & Forever in my memories.♥

And here's wishing a Happy New Year to you People Of My Heart.♥
Even if 2011 is not filled with ONLY happiness,
I do hope it brings out some great moments and success to each one of you. =)


Since 2011 holds my name, let's hope it's a good year for me. ^^
[Eh : 2011=ZO|_|] 


Ho! Ho! Ho!


P.S. It ain't raining this year, but it's still smelling ♥ It will always smell of 2009 ^^
P.P.S. Ily People :)


xoxo
ZOu♥

X-mas '10 :)

Ho Ho Ho & Jingle Jingle =)


Merry Christmas People ♥


I wish it would snow in Mauritius tomorrow. And tonight.
Christmas reminds me of wonderful things.
And it makes me wanna fall in love all over again.


It is truly magical (:


Though I do not feel as excited as I was at the beginning of December, about Christmas,
I still am happy it's FINALLY Christmas.


No one's singing Ho Ho Ho this Year,
But Still,
Makes me realise,
Better people do exist.
And may be you can go to hell this Christmas :)


I will probably be back loving you Tomorrow.
But Tonight, I want to believe,
There's someone better out there who can make me smile.


Well, as long as I don't find him,
I am still stuck on you.
Blooh.




Whatever :)


Have a very high Christmas People.♥

She Will..

I Know where you hide : Alone in your car =]
Know what are the things that make you who  you are [=


I've had you sooo many times,
But somehow I want MORE ^^


Owww I SO MISS 2009 tonight.
I WILL ALWAYS MISS THAT F-ING YEAR.


Know why?
Because it was the best year ever. And, will always BE. 
Despite everything that happened after,
The best times of my Life are stuck in 2009.

I know I tend to get insecure,
Doesn't matter ANYMORE [=


And One Day When You Read My Diary,
Know That I Loved You.
A Real Lot.


I am very tired atm.
I am over-inspired BUT tired.
She Will Be Loved. Loving it tonight.


Good Night Man Of My Life.♥

Better than Heaven on Earth.♥

Some places are purely blissful.

Simply because when you go to such places,

You are reminded of the first times you became acqauinted with those places.

You remember the first times you laughed at those places.

You remember the first times you took pictures at those places.

And sometimes, you remember the people who used to accompany you to those places.

You remember the first time you met some people at those places.

You remember the happiness you used to experience at those places.

And when you go back to such places.

You realise nothing is the same again.

You feel a void.

You feel something is missing.

You feel nothing is right.

And you know, happiness is gone.

Real happiness is gone.

The feeling of sth missing will always be felt when you go back to those places.

Some places are purely blissful.

Because some places bring back memories of the happy days.

Because some places smell of the people you love.

Because some places are meant to be special.

And then, sometimes those places remind you that Life is not always fair.

Those places remind you that all dreams do not come true.

Those places remind you of dreams you lived.

Dreams which were lived once only.

And the memories of which shall last until Forever.♥

The place where we first met.

The place where we first laughed.

The place where we first fought.

Yehi woh jagah hai..

Yehi Par Kabhi, Aap Hum Se Milé Thé♥

Unfortunately I have no pictures of that place. 

But it remains my favourite place, Hamesha & Forever.

And today I went to some other places which reminded me of good days again.

And it reminded me of this :

Yehi par mera haath mein, haath lekar,

Kabhi naa bichharné ka vaada kiya tha..
Sadaa ke liyé ho gayé hum tumhaaré♥

Indeed, there are some places which bond you to people and memories, 

Forever.

Such are the places I went to, today.

Ily.

♥

ZOu (:

[P.S. Merry Christmas. Give me back my Heart this year and send me 

SNOW *_*]

When I grow Old (=

And one day when I'll grow old, it'll still be you I'll love.

You hurt me so bad.

You left me.

You said crap things.

I hate you. 

But I'll always love you.

When I said Forever, I meant even after I cease to breath.

When I said Forever, I meant till we find each other again.

When I said Forever, I meant till the end.

"Its not what divides us..but what bonds us that count ♥" ~ZOu [27.08.09]

And whatever, it was that binded us together, was strong.

Stronger than you think,

Because even after everything which turned out wrong,

We never let go.

Because even after you let go,

We never forgot.

Because even after you forgot,

I never stopped loving you.♥

One day when I grow old, you'll still be the one who makes me go crazy.

One day when I grow old, you'll still be the one who gives me butterflies.

One day when I grow old, you'll still be the one who makes me shy big times.

Because when day when I grow old, it'll still be YOU.

I love you. Now and Forever.

 [Nu espece pont ki pa n pont la ^^]

Every day, I tell myself I HATE YOU like one thousand times,

And at the end of the day, I know,

I can't hate you.

Because when I fell for you, it was Forever & Always.

Because when I fell for you, I knew it was finally sth real.

Because when I fell for you, I promised to myself it would be till the end.

Even if you forget everything we lived together.

Even if you forget each one of our songs.

Even if you forget every single thing about ME.

When I grow old,

It'll still be YOU.

Because nothing can destroy US.

Nothing can erase those memories.

Nothing can replace us.

And when I grow old, it will still be your name.

Because one day when I grow old, it'll still be you, I'll love.♥

Zou [♥]

Give Me Gulati :P

Ayo --"

Basically I have nth to write about. 

I was just very excited about Gulati and wanted his name to figure in one of my posts.

I am feeling very sleepy atm.

I am going to bed.

I Love Gulati.

I wish all guys were like him. 

I feel sorry for guys who are like him slmen.

Ayo.

I am in LOVE with him.

God, why don't you make guys like him? -.-"

Because it would be perfect if guys like him existed.

It would be perfect if the guy i love was like him. AH! -.-"

It would be blah.

I am going to bed.

Tonight's post : Gulati Gelato Sunita Ke Naam :$ Hai mein marjawa :$

Ayo I WANT GULATI :@

>.<

I am very frustrated right now.

Gulati :$ Waa! Kya naam hai :P

[Ayo li fer mw pens n dimun so 3eme nom 8-)]

Gulati *_*

AAAAAAAAAH! Okay aC d'orgasmes -.-"

Good Night People.

If you do not know who Gulati is : Go throw yourself.

Because Gulati is a prince charming. And he ROCKS.

Aaa!

Sheila ki Jawani needs to go get a life :D Munni KI JAI HO!

Ayo mwe koz kaka :D

Mp somey :/

Bye :)

Mp poiss si :/

Ayo. Yack.

Rose taey. -.-" 

Dimun kpv gana kumsa :) Hai Ram!

Talia Rose foutour.

Ayo.

Maa.

M dan somey. AAH!

Bonne Nuit.

Lezard ta. Ek zarb. -.-"

Fran tou.

--"

Kot saP sa bne la?

Ayo -.- Zet sa parla do >.<

Vaillante Ptass :)

Ayo m ler la neige.

Mayuri mama :) gro yayuri. hoho.

Ani kaka.

Rose. Ani. Rose. Ani. MLER ROSE DNE MW ROSE! 

Rose so cV zoli :( Ayo :( So linz prada,gucci,sipaki sipaki :( Ayo li met tiktak dan cV :( Ayo dne mw rose >.<

Mpu marier r rose :( mp al rod lavi r li :(

Aaa!

Rose ki jawani ♫ AAAH!

Dodo.

Gulati Gelato :(

I want you ♥

Ayo mp bhaag r tw mw :)

Nu fer n 3some r rose :) 

Lerla nu dir ani fer cki li ti dir li pu fer r rose :) 

Aler wi :)

Yayuri si :) To marier r rose tw. zot fer n bon pair.

AAA!

Hi.Hello.

Tipti.KieT sa? 

Pa siporte li. Lin aler.

Sayo.

Na.

Ra.

Good Night Gulati.♥

It's raining in my heart ^^

This morning, when I woke up I was the happiest thing on earth.

It's holidays.

The holidays of my LIFE!

I was so excited, today, during my last paper, I wrote a post ^^ [Which ima post below ofc]

And then, when I came back home.

I saw sths. I heard sths. 

And I fell apart again.

I have been telling myself that no matter what, I'll get over you.

And each time, I realise I can't.

Every single lill thing hurts. So badly, I start falling into that dark hole again. Deeper and deeper.

TY so much for ruining everything ^^ You were right : ALL YOU COULD BRING WAS SADNESS.

I wish you were gone. I wish I never remember you again.

Because each and every thing about you, kills me.

Here's the post I wrote during my paper ^^ :

Tonight I'll let go.

I will smile and laugh till it hurts my ribs.

I will live life like it was the last night of my existence.

I will forget I have assignments and more papers coming next semester.

For once, I will get over school. 

Somebody rightly said : Saari Umr hum, mar mar ké jiliyé : Ek pal to ab humE jeené do..jeené do!♥

They say when sth genuine happens, you never forget it.

You happened, and I'll never forget you.

I will live,

Even if i died the day you left.

I will smile, 

But the tears will never be far.

I will be happy,

But my heart is gone.

And no matter how hard I try, I can't get over it.

Last Christmas I gave you my heart♫

But you never gave it back.

This Christmas,

I'll smile and be happy,

Because I know my heart is safe♥

Even if you left, 

My heart will always be with you.

You are the true thing which happened to me : The true love.

Forever & Always,

Remember :

"Whatever may happen, if the love is true, you'll end up together." ~Anii.R.

xoxo

[This so does not reflect how I feel atm.]

ZOu.

I is a Taare Zameen Par ✭

OhOh ♥

Adhoore Tum ^^

Adhoore Hum ^^

Bin Tumhare =)

Because I feel like dancing since last night!

Last night was heaven-like =]

Going through all those childhood memories made me realise we grew up fast. VERY fast.

Looking back on those days, it seems like yesterday, when we were just kids and today we are already heading towards our 20s.

We no more shall be teenagers.

We are now grown ups but kids at hearts forever & always. ^^

I don't think we lived it totally.

Our childhood went by way too fast.

Time.

Time is going too fast.

If only Time could stop. And let us enjoy the best moment of our lives to the fullest.

It would have been perfect.

They say some moments last forever.

Maybe.

Only if we have time to remember those golden moments.

Only if we can take time out to sit and go back to those wonderful times of our lives.

Those great times.

When it was just about having fun and candies.

When it was just about getting toys.

When all we cared about was our own world.

When broken hearts did not exist.

When decision-making was not our choice.

When we were free tiny little bubbly chirping birds.

When no matter what we did, we were still loved.

When the world was as colourful as the rainbow.

When even if it rained, the sun smiled to us.

Blooh Bleuh Blaah (:

I just woke up.

Huhu x)

I want HOLY days.NOW.AAAAAAAAH! 

I want snow.

I am currently very jealous of people enjoying snowfall and posting pictures of their snowmen on fb.

I hate them. 

Understanding Society. NPK net sa module la.

Polygamy.

I am stressed. Or lethargic.

Or sad.

Or unsatisfied.

Or whatever.

Badi mushkil hai :(

Khoya mera dil hai :/

Koi ussE dhoondh ke laO zara ^^

I got a feeling :)

That THIS HOLIDAY is going to be THE holiday of my life.

Na jaanE kyun. :)

I am very excited.

I never have been so excited about holidays. December holidays wo bhi.

Huhu x)

Ayo. I want to sleep again.

And I wish I could kill the rose of the garden. Huhu x)

Blooh.

Lulu.♥

Lack of inspiration blablablabla.

Good Night.

Happy December :)

zOu.

My Life Is Tipti-full ^^

Because tomorrow I have exams!

And I felt my blog needed a new brand post!

Erm :)

Hello ^^

Life? : Sucks. Big times.

Friends? : Awesome. As usual.

Love? : Same Same.

UoM? : S-U-C-K-S. OMG!

WTH? [I do not say WTF anymore. Tipti says it ain't nice :)]

God.

We live in the past. Here. Guess why?

Oh you are dumb : MRU-AUSTRALIA :O See the link?

No?

Okay -.-" Get a life then. ^^

I am hungry.

Oh yeah. I forgot. I did sth big. BIG. Blame Tipti & Mayuri. God. --"

"Kozer :@ koz r li :@ ALER :@"

Hai Ram. -.-" Sorry. Hai Allah. [Tipti will be OMG-like if he sees this. -.-"]

I Love Anii. ♥

Did i say i had exams tomorrow? Yeah :) Ima fail ^^

Why? : Because STATS=MATHS=LOGIC=ME=BLONDE ^^

I don't know what to write -.-" [I don't know vat to do ♫ taubaa :O aagE kya karoon-Tipti for his honeymoon :$]

It's been ages I did not write. KYUN?

Tipti says I should not write-because I write crap things and i end up hurting myself.

Yeah : My life is now at the mercy of TIPTI :D
Yeh Tipti kaun hai? 

Koi hai ^^ Jo bahut pyaara hai ^^ Aur jissE mein bahut pyaar karti hoon.♥

Again : When you feel life has dumped you-Some one new comes and he changes your life into sth better ^^

Awww. Tipti.

Oh god. This post is very tipti-full :$

I don't know vat to do :P haha!

Stats :) YAY! 

iLove you♥ [YOU >.> :/ :( ayo :/ wth :(]

Mein soné jaarahi hoon.

Alvida people.

♥

Someday when i feel better, break ke baad, I shall write beautiful things again ^^

♥

Did you know that you-know-who is a photon of cake? Tipti said so :D awwwww :D 

And did you know when i say "Mpa siporte li :@" It means iLove him :( : Tipti said YAAAAAAAY!

Okay erm ^^
I need to stop.
Tipti mujhe maar dalengE ^^

Woh bahut naazuk hai :D hahahahahahahahaha! Omg :D 

Blah Blooh Bleuh Bleum :D

Zou.

Zou.

ZOU :D *humph

I wish I was 18 again.♥

I wish I was 18 again.♥

And Life would have been wonderful.

Everyday would have been filled with happiness.

Every hour would have been joyful.

Every second would have been filled with excitement.

Every moment would have been filled up with you.♥

I wish I was 18 again.♥

And everyone I Love would still be there.

Every people who loved me truly would be there.

Every people who cared about me would be there.

Every people I need would still be there.

Every people, and YOU, would still be there.♥

I wish I was 18 again.♥

And I would still be true to myself.

Every time I'd laugh.

Every time I'd smile.

Every time I'd sulk.

Every time I'd cry...Because of YOU.♥

I wish I was 18 again.♥

And everything would still be so easy.

Every exam.

Every problem.

Every friendship.

Every fight i had with YOU.♥

I wished I was 18 again.♥

Because when I was 18, I met Love.♥

Because when I was 18, I learnt how to smile.♥

Because when I was 18, I discovered the meaning of true friendship.♥

Because when I was 18, YOU came, and it was never the same again.♥

I wish I was 18 again.

And I'd still be able to wear my Loreto Uniform.

I would still be able to wait till the eve to revise for my tests.

I would still be able to fight with the world.

I would still be able to forget about the rest, because YOU were there.♥

I wished I was 18 again.

Because being 18 is beautiful.

Because being 18 is young.

Because being 18 is fun.

Because being 18 means being with YOU.♥

I wish I was 18 again.

And I'd wake up smiling, because the pain would only be a nightmare.♥

I wish I was 18 again.

And I'd go to sleep happily, because I knew I'd see you the next day.♥

I wish I was 18 again.

And, I'd Still be POiss' Zou.♥

x

Divali x)

..Because it's Divali and I need to write my assignment :)

Happy Divali people ♥

YES! I Hate Divali. This year. But I'll always LOVE Divali.

Because Divali reminds of the good days,

Of the great moments,

Of the genuine laughs,

Of the sincere tears,

Of the real ZOu.

Divali = CAKES.♥

Divali = You + Me.

Divali = Our Fights.

Divali = Light.♥

I miss the real me.

I miss the true me.

I miss the bubbly me.

I miss the one I was, when you were still around.

Every time I used to smile, it was for you.

Everytime I used to laugh, it was because of you.

Every time I used to be happy, it was because of you.

I still smile.

I still laugh.

But, I'll never be happy.

You used to say all that matter was my happiness, but you could never understand that the only reason I would be happy was because you were still there.

And now that you are gone, I can't be happy. I will never be happy.

It's Divali and I still didn't see any ray of light today.

It's Divali and my life is still dark.

Happy Divali People Of My Heart.♥

I Heart You Hamesha & Forever.

Jab tak sasoon ka saath hai =)

ZOu.x

Tonight is fake.

Tonight,

Everything seems perfect.

Yet nothing is.

Tonight,

Happy songs are playing.

Yet no one is.

Tonight,

Everybody has a smile scotched on their face.

Yet none is genuine.

Tonight,

Love is in the air.

Yet broken hearts are still around.

Tonight,

People are laughing.

Yet no one can see the tears.

Tonight,

Life is bright.

Yet, it has never been so dark.

ZOu x

P.S. I Love You ♥

Someday we'll get those days back ♥

Someday we'll get those days back ♥

The happy ones. :)

The one when we would keep laughing and never stop. :)

Those days when our smiles were genuine and permanent. :)

Those days when there were only light and no darkness. :)

Those days when we were together. ^^

Those days when we would enjoy every single moment with each other. ^^

Those days when we would fight again and again and patch up again and again. ^^

Those days when we would cry through our laughter.^^

Those days when we were one.♥

Someday we'll get back the days we used to smile dumbly in the bus, for no reasons.

The days when we were singing like crazy, every hour, every moment.

The days when nothing would break us apart.

The days when we believed in each other.

The days when one would fall, the other would hold him.

The days when one would cry, the other would wipe his tears.

The days when Life would simply smile at us.

 

Some day we'll get those days back.

Those days when we would dance in the rain.

Those days when we were fed up of sleeping because reality was way better than our dreams.

Those days when we knew whatever we do, we were loved.

Those days when only our bond would matter.

Those days when life seemed Heaven on Earth.

 

Someday we'll get those days back ♥

And if we don't ever get those days back, remember, they were the most beautiful ones of our lives because we were one♥

 

If we don't, it would not matter, because we know we lived something no one else can understand.

If we don't, we wouldn't care, because we know we already had the best times of our lives.

If we don't, it woudn't kill us, because we already tasted happiness.♥

 

To you Anii : Because i miss those great times we had at LCC, those wow hours we spent in the school bus, those wonderful minutes we laughed in tuitions, those amazing seconds we spent singing on 123 [Mar-Jun '10] and those memorable moments we spent everytime we were together.♥

To you Pit : Because every single conversations we had on msn made my days, my nights, my life BETTER♥ Those beautiful days we spent together-wherever it was-those walks,those movies, those milkshakes♥ The songs we sang together, the pictures we took, the pictures we drew on msn-They might not come again, but they still cheer me up when i think of them.

To you, Heer : Because your laugh, your jokes, your craziness, your love, your care, YOU used to add spice to my life. Whatever may happen, someday we'll get these back.♥

To you Desh : Because you always know how to make me smile genuinely♥

To you BOwl : Because i will always miss the fun we used to have at SBM. The tea-times, the lunches, the shooters-moments, the high-moments, the "gato karré" moments, the Sundays-msn convos when we were still in bed, the lift episodes, the Pizza Hut days. Every single time we were together was real and happy.♥

To you Rocco : Because i miss your "seances de rien" LIKE HELL! You always have the right jokes, you always know what to say, how to say it. A Rocco a day, keeps tears away.♥

To you POIss : Because each and every moment we spent together : laughing, fighting, complaining, singing, talking real SHIT, walking like dumbs and saying nothing, fighting again, patching up, loving each other, caring for each other, pacifying each other, falling together, rising together : Whatever it was : Those were the days when even in the dark we knew there were rays of light. Those were the days we lived truly. Those were the days we'll never regret. And i miss it. "No matter where life takes us, nothing can break us apart" And someday we'll get those days back.  And if we don't---> REMEMBER :) Those were the most beautiful days of our lives, because we were ONE♥

 

They say our past always catch up with us. In this case, i wish it does.

 

Someday i'll be back to normal Anii.

Someday♥

Till then,

Sayonara ^^