The Rain Shall Come to An End..

When everything seems to be broken,

When everything seems to hurt,

When it seems to rain forever,

Forget :)

Forget the world gave you so much pain.

Forget the world could not understand.

Forget the world made you cry all your tears.

And remember,

Remember every smile :)

Remember all the laughter :)

Remember the jokes :)

Remember the people who made a difference :)

Remember the moments which were wonderful :)

Remember the crazy nights and the insane days :)

Remember the people who made you forget your tears :)

Remember the people who despite making you cry, made you laugh once upon a time :)

Remember the songs :)

Remember the love :)

Remember the memories..♥

And SMILE ^^

Because no matter how hard, life  happens to be beautiful :)

No matter how bad, some people happen to be nice :)

No matter how rainy it is, the sun will surely shine again :)

Smile because, in the end, it's the only thing left to do.

Smile because, some people live to see you smile.

Smile because, if the one who needed to understand you couldn't, better people did and they shall never disappoint ♥

 Smile because, you have the right to be happy.

Smile because, you did not lose.

They lost.

Love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

xXxZOuxXx

'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun..

We shared a moment that will last till the end.

True.

But what if it's the end now?

What if it's time for everything to stop?

What if nothing more can be done?

Will this moment still last?

Will the memories still be good ones?

Will we still smile at those past moments?

Will we still listen to those songs?

James Blunt♥

Some questions shall never be answered.

Some moments are meant to be forgotten.

Some truths are bound to be bitter.

But it's time to face the truth♥ I will never be with you..

Some songs..are meant to be deleted :) x

Farah :)

Boomerang!

I am a Boomerang.

No, you don't want to know why. :)

Life is beautiful.

Yes, i change my mind about things every new hour. :)

Friends are the most wonderful things ever.

No, you can't know how it feels like, you do not have MY friends. :)

Guys suck.

Yes, it is a FACT. :)

I love guys.

No, i am not crazy.

I will forever be in love.

No, it's never the same guy.

I am hysterical.

No, you don't hate me. :)

I constantly need to hear you say you love me.

Yes, i love being the center of attention. :)

Best friends can never go out together.

Yes, it's a lie. :)

Pavan's Grand ma is blind.

Yes, this statement has nothing to do with the post. :)

I love driving.

No, i did not go on my test yet. :)

I love getting on Kheshinee's nerves.

No, i don't love her. :)

I wanna go to the sea.

Yes, it's cold. :)

Vandana's back.

Yes, i am happy.

I am a happy person.

No, it's not a lie. :)

I love my legs.

No, you can't touch. :P

This post is a real mess.

Yes, you still want to read it. :)

I want to get drunk.

Yes, i drink. :)

I love when Pavan fight with me.

No, i don't do it on purpose. :)

Secret Story is boring this time.

Yes, you agree. :)

I did not mention Ani in this post.

No, i am not fighting with her. :)

(Brb)

I am back.

No, you don't want to know where i went. :)

Pit's name ain't in this post.

Yes, i love Pit. :)

Pit is gay.

No, it's not a joke. :)

In five years, i'll be a Doctor.

Yes, i can't wait to be one. :)

Tomorrow i'll go shopping.

Yes, we all love shopping. :)

I am too spoiled.

Yes, this is why some people tend to hate me. :)

No matter how many times i fight with you, you'd still love me.

Yes, this is why you can never let go. :)

I hate sharing what's mine.

No, you don't know how much i hate you if you happen to be friends with my people. :)

I don't love pink.

No, i am not a tomboy. :)

I am a woman.

Yes, i love showing off some skin no matter how cold it is. :)

This post just reminded me of the "25 Random things about you" note on Facebook.

No, i don't write notes on FB anymore.

If you are my best friend, there are thousands of things i never told you.

No, i was not referring to my guy best friend.

I wished it snowed in Mauritius.

No, it will  never snow here. :)

Pit, if you are reading this, i just missed my train again.

Yes, i am such a bitch. :)

I am nice.

Yes, i AM! :)

Some day i'll change the world.

Yes, i WILL! :)

ZOu ♥

Magic!

YAY!

I want to go to Hogwarts :)

And i want to wear a cloak :)

NO! I am not crazy.

It happens. When it's one in the morning and you can't sleep and you are hating the fact that UOM exists.

It happens. When you are bored.

It happens. When you just watched the most boring movie ever.

It happens. When you just found out you had the whole Harry Potter Saga and you want to read them all over again.

It happens. When everybody else is sleeping.

It happens. When you are tired of this boring life.

It happens. When you live in a dream. ♥

In a world of Fantasy, he said it was.

Yay!

This world is much better than yours, at least.

Magic. Why don't we have it?

Why don't we have Hogwarts? And wands? And potions? 

Why don't we have Harry Potter?

[[No, i am not having fever again!]]

What would the world be like, if these things existed for real?

What if it existed? Like SERIOUSLY?

What if somewhere out there, they do have a place like Hogwarts? And they fight evil?

Not bad, eh?

I would love, for sure, to live there.

Somewhere you would not lack of real action every day.

Somewhere life was more interesting and mesmerizing.

Somewhere you could FLY!

Haha :) Nice dream, yeah?

It happens.

When you have a lot of imagination and you love reading books :)

It happens.

When you love writing and creating places, characters, stories.

It happens.

When you feel you have had enough of this real life.

It happens.

When you feel the need to escape.

It happens..♥

"In dreams, we enter a world that's entirely our own. "

-Albus Dumbledore-

-Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban-

Hell yeah, i am dreaming again.

And this time, i might make my dreams come true.

No, i won't build myself Hogwarts.

I'll do much better.

Till then,

Sayonara Readers!

xoxo

Nobody can write like me -.-"

LOVE STORY :

END OF YOU.

END OF US.

END OF STORY.

.x.

This is NOT STUPID!

I am stupid!

You are stupid ---> this world is stupid.

People do stupid things.

They sing stupid songs.

They act like stupid living things.

And they think about stupid things.

They love stupid people.

They believe in the most stupid things ever.

They have stupid feelings.

Their hearts are stupid.

This world is so stupid!

And, ofc, i am the most stupid girl out there.

I am writing stupid things.

I have stupid friends.

I love some one stupid.

I am in love ---> THIS IS STUPID!

I like the word stupid, don't ask me why.

My best friend is so stupid, she's listening to all the stupid things i am saying on msn.

I have the stupid power to do stupid things all the time.

My best friend does even more stupid things.

We are so stupid!

You must be thinking why the hell is she so bent on writing so many stupid things in this stupid post, right?

Well, that's not your problem and yes, i think you are stupid!

I am listening to the most stupid song ever!

Bin tere -.-" How stupid!

Tonight i have this stupid urge to call the most stupid person on earth and tell him the most stupid thing ever!

And you know what, tonight i am going to be the most stupid girl ever :)

Every time i wake up and think about not doing stupid things, i don't feel myself.

So, today i am going to do all the stupid things i love doing, even if you think it is REALLY STUPID♥

I so do not care about what you all think, i am stupid, and i want to be stupid :)

This post is very stupid ♥

I love this stupid post ♥

And i love all the stupid feelings i have :)

And i love all the stupid people in my life, (Ani, Vann, Nell, Tiii, Vann again, Van again again, SOun[even if you are bad and stupid],yaj,the whole LCC people)

I love the stupid thing i am..♥

NO, you don't know me, and don't try to :)

Stupid Stupid and again Stupid,

ZOu ♥

We were born alone..

Forever here...

At a cross-road, where you still ask yourself if you need to move ahead and finally make decisions and choose your ways or simply give up and back-off.
Every morning you wake up and tell yourself today is a new day,
But then, every morning deep inside, you know there is nothing new about this day.
We try so hard to make it better.
We try so hard to move on, and change.
But, eventually, the things we try to run away from, forget or deny, catch up with us, and we are back to square one.
Somebody said life was itself a trial,
Were we born to try then?
Try to forget?
Try to move on?
Try to live?

Don't people get tired of trying?
We are no superwomen/men. We are simple humans, and it does happen we cannot cope with some reality of life.
It does happen we cannot forget.
It does happen we are not strong enough to re build a whole new life.
It does happen we are fed up of hearing the same things, and it is beyond ourselves to move on and change.

Faking a life?
Does it really help?
Are we not simply deceiving ourselves?
Why do we need to fake a life/a smile?
Why can't we simply live? Be it a happy or painful life?
Why do we feel we constantly need to live for others? And be happy for others?
Why do we need to smile just to make them happy?
Why wouldn't you cry along for once?
Instead of saying "It's gonna be okay", why don't you say it won't and just for once, let us live a real life instead of a fake one, with fake hopes?

Sometimes all you need to do is accept,
Accept that maybe none of your words are going to work,
None of your efforts are going to help someone crying to smile again..
Sometimes all you need to do is leave it to Time..
And stop trying..

Maybe, not everybody is meant to be happy.
Maybe, you'll never understand her.
Maybe, she just does not need you anymore.
Maybe, it's time for you to back off.
Maybe, she wants you to go, just like the rest.

Maybe she has lost her faith,
Maybe she no more wants people in her life,
Maybe she wants to be free from believing,
Maybe she was hurt way too much this time,
Maybe she is too weak..

"There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment you must choose your direction. Will you fight to stay on the path while others tell you who you are? Or will you label yourself? Will you be honored by your choice? Or will you embrace your new path? Each morning you choose to move forward or to simply give up.    "

This time i choose to move forward, 
but without the rest...

It's not as if you were going to die without me (:

Farah ^^"  

   "Self knowledge is the stepping stone to self mastery." -The Monk Who Sold His Ferrari-

GO Holland!

i want an orange post :)
yes i am supporting Holland ^^"
no this ain't why i am posting in orange.
this colour is not even orange.
    i hate you♥

i need some times for myself.
i want to be alone and away.
could this be too much asking?
why do some people find it difficult to let you breathe and live your life?
can't they just stop being a pain, and worry about their own things?

Once upon a time, 
A stupid girl decided it was now her turn to live.
So, the stupid girl was not stupid actually.
(I need to start posting on my old blog again.i miss it.)
Holland needs to win the WC -.-"
The "Once upon a time" reminds me of an old post, ♥ I loved it.
I need to re start writing posts like the old ones.
Well, the stupid girl decided she did not want to talk to people.
Not for the moment, at least.
She was fed up of the people of her life and needed a break.
So, if you are part of her life and you are reading this, PLEASE, let her LIVE!
It's not that she was looking for a new identity.
She just needed to get away from people who constantly talk of things she wanted to forget and start a new life.
She did not need to turn the page, but change the whole story of her life.
And to do this, she needed to leave behind not only memories and people, but herself.
She needed to embrace a new her.
She needed to go away from the people of her life.


Dear people of my life,

I know you love me loads and i love you too, but i am tired of you all. Maybe you are thinking i am ungrateful or pathetic or whatever, but i need some times to figure myself out.
So, if it's not too much asking, let me live my life, even if it's without you.
Let me laugh, even if it's not with you.
Let me cry, even if it's not on your shoulders.
Let me find my way, alone.


When the right time comes, i shall come back to you.
I know you'll still be there, and if you're not, other people will be there for me.


Yours & Forever Yours,
Farah.

       

What you will..

..I so lack of inspiration these days..

I am tired and sick.  I need to get well like NOW! I hate walking around in my duvet. Yes, i am living in it these days,not under it.

I hate taking all those pills and yucky medicines to get well.

I hate having fever all night.

I hate living in my duvet.

I seriously want to go out, without wearing loads of clothes and staying in the car like forever when everybody else is having fun.

It sucks being ill.

At least right now, it DOES.

It's raining tonight.

Like every other night in winter.

Winter nights are most of the times rainy and cold.

And like every other winter nights, it brings back memories. 

And it makes me feel like picking a fight for no reasons with somebody.

Of course, there is no one i can fight with tonight.

I am bored!

BOwl messaged me last night---> since Saturday actually, she's being parano about her Granit.

Who's Granit? That's not your problem.

She's crazy.

Instead of enjoying her life, she's actually being hysterical about the fact that Granit might have fallen in love with me. Ridiculous. We don't even know each other. BOwl is a crazy thing, like me, and that is why i love her.

Some people are leaving to U.K, but who cares?

Some are leaving to Belgium, who cares again?

Some are just leaving. I don't care.

You can all leave.

It is rainy tonight.

I don't want Germany to win. I don't like Spain neither.

I want to hate football tonight.

And people.

YES, i hate people.

There is a point where we find ourselves forced to face some facts, even if we know we do not hold the power to accept the truth.

There comes a point where masks are removed, and people's real faces come out.

All we want to do in such situations, is not to believe, for it is easier than facing some awful truths.

But sometimes, the only option we are left with is, accepting.

Sometimes, people wear masks all along, we are only too blind to see it..

I need to sleep maybe.

I need to get well.

I need to watch football.

I hate football tonight, i forgot.

Goodnight, 

Farah ♥