We were born alone..

Forever here...

At a cross-road, where you still ask yourself if you need to move ahead and finally make decisions and choose your ways or simply give up and back-off.
Every morning you wake up and tell yourself today is a new day,
But then, every morning deep inside, you know there is nothing new about this day.
We try so hard to make it better.
We try so hard to move on, and change.
But, eventually, the things we try to run away from, forget or deny, catch up with us, and we are back to square one.
Somebody said life was itself a trial,
Were we born to try then?
Try to forget?
Try to move on?
Try to live?

Don't people get tired of trying?
We are no superwomen/men. We are simple humans, and it does happen we cannot cope with some reality of life.
It does happen we cannot forget.
It does happen we are not strong enough to re build a whole new life.
It does happen we are fed up of hearing the same things, and it is beyond ourselves to move on and change.

Faking a life?
Does it really help?
Are we not simply deceiving ourselves?
Why do we need to fake a life/a smile?
Why can't we simply live? Be it a happy or painful life?
Why do we feel we constantly need to live for others? And be happy for others?
Why do we need to smile just to make them happy?
Why wouldn't you cry along for once?
Instead of saying "It's gonna be okay", why don't you say it won't and just for once, let us live a real life instead of a fake one, with fake hopes?

Sometimes all you need to do is accept,
Accept that maybe none of your words are going to work,
None of your efforts are going to help someone crying to smile again..
Sometimes all you need to do is leave it to Time..
And stop trying..

Maybe, not everybody is meant to be happy.
Maybe, you'll never understand her.
Maybe, she just does not need you anymore.
Maybe, it's time for you to back off.
Maybe, she wants you to go, just like the rest.

Maybe she has lost her faith,
Maybe she no more wants people in her life,
Maybe she wants to be free from believing,
Maybe she was hurt way too much this time,
Maybe she is too weak..

"There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment you must choose your direction. Will you fight to stay on the path while others tell you who you are? Or will you label yourself? Will you be honored by your choice? Or will you embrace your new path? Each morning you choose to move forward or to simply give up.    "

This time i choose to move forward, 
but without the rest...

It's not as if you were going to die without me (:

Farah ^^"  

   "Self knowledge is the stepping stone to self mastery." -The Monk Who Sold His Ferrari-