Mood : Happy! :)

Happiness is a mood,not a destination.

This quote is so true,

I am in a very happy mood and I feel like I am flying =]

Reason : None actually.

Or probably just the fact that I am on holidays and I do not have to go to classes everyday and put up with the usual drama(smiling,being nice to people I don't know,pretending everything is just so near to perfect.)!

And maybe just because I got to meet the people I love,

Who no matter where they are on the globe,

Still come back every year to make me smile big times!

One main reason for a happy mood would be : DECEMBER of course :)
YES! It IS a big deal,

December is a happy month,

With lots of merriness,

And it feels great to be actually merry this year,

It's been so many *holidays* I haven't been merry!

Happiness is a mood,not a destination.

We cannot always be happy,

Because Life is NOT about being HAPPY,

Sometimes it's about settling for what's better for us,

Sometimes it's about giving up on things,

Sometimes it's about laughing over happy moments,

And sometimes it's about crying over messed up situations.

Life is not about being happy,

Because no one is always happy,

I doubt anyone would actually see themselves as they are in the Mirror of Erised,

Because we all want more,

We all regret the past,

We all need to forsake what we like the most.

Happiness is a mood,not a destination.

Make the most of your happy mood,

Because it will help you go through your miseries and sorrows!

When you are in a happy mood,

LAUGH OUT LOUDLY,

Don't care about people,

Live your dreams,

Because Happiness does not come everyday,

Happiness does not last for hours,

It fades away quickly.

Have a VERY HAPPY HOLIDAY! 

ZOu♥

Happy 336th day of the year!

This post was originally written on the 01.12.11.


It's been raining for some times now,


I love when it rains,


Everywhere becomes gloomy and darkish,


It's the feeling of GOOD days creeping in!






I ended my paper 20minutes earlier,


20 minutes left for HOLIDAYS!

I can not wait any longer,


I know I deserve them this year>.<






It's been a good year,


With some quite horrible moments,


Now, don't we all have these?

No smile can be left without a teardrop,
No sorrow is complete without a silly smile,






Yes, have we all not been through amazing, yet awful days?


Of course, with each new day like these,


We learn to give up a little on our wildest dreams,


We learn to hope a little more for well deserved happiness,


We learn to forsake some friends,


We learn to be independent,






Because at the end of the day,
No one really matters,
It's about you,


And only YOU!


Have a good December with loads of snow,merriness,gifts,laughter and some tears to bid 2011 Ciao!


xoxo
ZOu ♥

You wanted me to tell you, here it is.

You know those 3 ams when you want to go and knock on her door so loudly she'll wake up and listen to each and every of your tears without asking what's wrong?


I am having a similar moment.


I feel like waking her up and crying.


Do you know those messages they actually get wrong?
Well, everyone is getting my message the wrong way,
Either they overlook it,
Or they misunderstand it,


YES! I am having A TERRIBLE TERRIBLE TERRIBLE TIME.
I hate my life so much these days,
All I do is wake up, go to classes, speak to NOBODY in particular, come back straight home, REVISING, have people misunderstanding me each and every minute,
Do you even know how it feels to HAVE NO ACTUAL - not a friend really, just someone to talk to?
Do you even know what it is to go to  classes and be like a NOBODY there?
Being ignored by almost everyone?
Do you even know how difficult it is to HAVE NO REAL FRIENDS during your college life?


THIS IS ALL ME.


Why?
No, I am NOT anti-social,
My friends left college after the first year,
And we were so good at ignoring the rest of the class,
I was left on my own when they left.
What am I supposed to do?
Be a hypocrite and talk to the people I used to laugh at?


What I do is I JUST STFU and suck it up,
Because even if I wanted no one would want to be my friend, really.
And this is like the worse shit ever.
Going to class and having no one to save you a place,
Going to class and talking to yourself-literally- because no one give a damn about what you think or how funny a thought you just had.
Going to class just to attend lectures which make no sense anymore.


And I don't need you to tell me,
"It's going to be okay",
BECAUSE IT WON'T :)
Neither do I need you to tell me,
"You think I AM happy",
Because YOU ACTUALLY ARE.


This is just too much people,
I am tired of dealing with every little misunderstandings,
You out of every single person alive should have understood,
But you can't,
And I don't reproach you,
The least you can do is NOT ADDING to my miseries,
I am a tired and lost soul,
I went through too much,


You can't imagine.




Good Night,
Maybe this blogpost will make sense and yes this blogpost is aimed at you and you too.
Don't come and ask me the meaning of it,
I just told you what was wrong.


xoxo

Nothing really.

People always think they are the only miserable things on earth,
What they do not know is that there are other people in a much more horrible state than them,


This brings us to friends!
Why do our lives revolve around friends when they are the only ones who do not take the time to understand us and believe in us?
Very few are those friends who understand each and every pain we go through,
And when you do not have such a friend,
It takes a hell lot of courage to stand by every painful situation you come across,


It is funny how with Time we realise those who should have understood all about us,
Those who should be there listening,
Actually give up on us simply because they start taking us for granted?
Or probably because they think we are used to our problems and we shall eventually find a solution to them one day or the other?

The truth is that they don't deem it right to spend so much time helping us get over things or leave behind our past,
The truth is that they only feel great about fulfilling their duty the first time,
The rest of your life- you deal with it,
They do not give a damn! :)


BLABLABLA : Same old story :)
Writing about our fake friends does not seem very legit anymore.


Happy November people! ♥

Yehi Par Kabhi Aap Hum Se Milé Thé♥

That ONE single thing we'll always miss : School!
No, we can never get over it,
We spent too many years together,
We spent too many years cherishing our uniform,
We spent too many years walking along those lanes,


And when we get the chance to go back there,
We feel like there is actually something missing in our lives,
This feeling that we lost something we loved more than anything,
This feeling that we know it's over.


Somebody rightly stated, "Your school days are going to be the best ones in your Life."

Our school days were and will always be SACRED to us :)
Our school days contain those memories we carry with us everywhere, every time, until the End.♥
Our school days made us who we are today, and the bond we still and will always share.
It gave us what others could never give,
It gave us a smile to comfort us for the rest of our lives,
It gave us a shoulder to cry on until our last breath,
It gave us a partner in crime for the craziest deeds till we can manage it,
It gave us someone to count on even in our darkest hours,
It gave us someone to believe in when all hope is dead,
It gave us someone to fight with when everything is wrong,
It gave us someone call even if it's 3 in the morning,
It gave us someone who'll be there when the rest of the world would give up on us,
It gave us someone who'll still be ours when we'll lose everything,
It gave us someone who'll help us run away and get married if we need to,
It gave us someone who'll remember us even if they have the world's weight on their shoulder,
It gave us someone with whom we know we'll grow old,


It gave us above all,
The Power to Love and the Power to look back and say,

"Those were the best days of our lives and we are lucky we are still together!♥"

"We look awful
my dress is ehm,her skirt is double ehem
our faces look nothing but TIRED. well,in short,we are horrible.

but it is still the loveliest picture.
Because this is the place where everything started.
We fell in love [alala]
this is the place where in the cold winters we warmed up our hearts-coffee and maths helped,of course.
this is the place where we laughed [a LOT]
we even cried [ah,even the start of a depressive phase]

some would recognise this alley. Yes. THIS is the place
♥
i love you Farah Naailah I.D [lol]

 " ~Anii.R

xoxo 

ZOu♥

The living Years.

I hate my life atm.
I have thousands of things to do plus I have tests and assignments which are SO not my priorities.


AH! I hate how I feel like blogging in the middle of complex revision about Social Behaviours and what not -.-


Last week I decided I hated my life and what I was doing,
I hated that I was going to be a Psy and that I was going to die single. [It is a joke,really, because I have a boyfriend -.- (YEAH ANII.YEAH.)]
And then I sat down and looked back on things,
I knew then that it was not the Life I chose,
I never chose to stay here and become THIS.
I chose to move forward and become some one else,
I chose to give up on numerous things and grow up,
I chose  to be somewhere else with other people,
I chose to be another person,
Not the one I am right now,


But of course Destiny can be a bitch! =]
I stayed back and became this girl who wakes up every morning and starts rummaging her closet to find the perfect clothes for a horrible day (:
I became this girl who smiles on her way to that class she HATES from the bottom of her heart =P
I became this girl who complains no more about how horrible that place can be and puts up with it and the GANA people you can meet there -.-


I became this girl who does not totally depicts the real ME,
I became this girl who I could never even think I could be,
I became this girl who people randomly remember because they are busy with their lives and she is left on her own to deal with this world!

Whoever I am,
Is not who I chose to be,
Is not who I was years back,
But sometimes, they say, Destiny knows best,
So, prolly, I became who I was supposed to become,
I just don't know it yet,
Or I just can't figure out why yet,
But someday I will,
Till then,


Have an amazing Summer =P [I already feel like we are going to have 500 days of Summer -.- I HATE Summer :) Days are too long, Nights too short, Can't have proper bangs-keep sweating, Need to wear clothes I hate, Hair keeps wanting to commit suicide : Basically, SUMMER is HELL! :)]

xoxo
ZOu♥

Octob♥r =]

Have an amazingly great October People of My Heart ♥


I have so many birthdays to take care of this month : YEAH! Entreps classes were no waste! I am reading my BP everyday [JOKE -.- This class was hell! I want to kill people when I remember it :S]


This Winmer [We are between winter and summer : and no, we do not have spring here!] is going to be crazy : I have to go to classes almost everyday, I have to go shop for people's birthday almost everyday and I have like thousands of assignments and tests! I TOTALLY LOVE MY LIFE =P 
Seriously ♥
I am addicted to a new song [NO! It's not chammak challo :S eww.] : you should prolly listen to IT =] [[I Know, I am a TVD freak :) I love Stefan :S (i am so unlike people who are usually obsessed with Damon, though I think he's drop dead sexy!)]]

I wrote a great post last night,
But I won't post it NOW!
Later =]


Have a good night people♥


I am a happy bitch!


xoxo
ZOu ♥