Life is worth it!

Writing a research proposal can't be that bad.
It's horrible.
I can't even start it,
I just need to relax and go to the beach maybe.
I haven't been to the beach in ages,
The sand,
The water,
And everything else.

I need holidays. I need to go around the world. I need to lose myself.
Isn't it amazing?
To get lost and be at your wit's end so you can find yourself again?
I love LIFE =]
Probably the most complicated thing ever,
But, oh, so beautiful!

I used to be so horrible to myself,
To Life,
To people,
And then, I found out what a miracle Life is,
We are so lucky,
We can get up everyday,
Breathe fresh air,
Have amazing food,
What do we need more?
People around us love us (:

Life isn't horrible,
Just bear with it,
It can hurt a little,
But it won't be in vain, will it?

Life isn't full of sorrows,
Just stay strong,
It can get a little gloomy,
But when the Sun rises again, ain't it the most beautiful thing on earth?

Life is all about good and bad, ups and downs, right and wrong,
Just get over the bad,downs and wrong things,
Just keep up with the good, make the ups the best memories ever and let the right rule (:

Don't ever ever stop smiling or believing,
Because no matter how DARK,
It will always be brighter later,
No matter how lost you are,
You are bound to find your way at the end,
Even the tragic hero does! :P

Life is worth all the pain (:
Believe me,
I love my Life =]

xoxo
Pink Nose :P

High On Life.

Only Lovers Left Alive.

I am high on LIFE!!!
SO SO SO HIGH!
I can't write my research proposal man.
Somebody PLEASE.write it for me.
I am just too high.

I love me.
I JUST GET HIGH RANDOMLY. DON'T EVEN NEED TO GET DRUNK.
Sometimes, sugar gets me high,
Sometimes, Sharee gets me high,
Sometimes, ANII and random guys on the train get me SO HIGH, I go kind of crazy :P
Sometimes, juice makes me high!
Sometimes, and most of the times, it's just Tom man!
I can't even describe how high this man gets me.

And, mostly, I am high on Life!
I love LIFE!
MY LIFE! 
MY PEOPLE!
Okay this is a load of crap.
Totally out of inspiration.
Can't think properly.
No sense.
Nonsense.
HIGH SENSE.haha.omg.
SHUT UP FARAH :@
GET A LIFE.

Yeah, so.
I'm having so much fun with Voldemort right now [code name]!
He is so effing awesome.
MAN! I have a crush on Voldemort!
This is scary. Who gets a crush on VOLDIE :S

Barney Stinson : PLEASE!
I love BARNEY.
But I also love Ted.
Alright, just getting off the subject again!

Just typing random craps. What?
I LOVE MY LIFE!!!!
SO MUCH :S

You are allowed to be happy =]

BE HAPPY! HAPPY "HAPPY" DAY!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAY!!!!
Okay.
I'm just going to calm down now.
I'm going off the hook man :S
I need to take control.
FFS. WHY ARE YOU SO HANDSOME AND PERFECT? WHY? JUST MARRY ME ALREADY >.<
BABIES. Awwww. Okay shut up?

xoxo
ZOu (:

Home is HERE and NOW!

They say that home is where the heart is :) (8)

Home =]
You would think home is this place where you grew up,
This place where mum and dad are,
This place where your best friends are,

But no,
Home is just wherever your heart is,
No matter where you are in the world,
If your heart is in that place,
If you are in love with that place,
This is where your home is =]

I used to hear people say, "There's no place like Home."
I am not "HOME" but I feel like I am,
I don't really miss home,
I am just happy,
I carry my heart with me,
And it's full of joy,
And here is where my heart is :)

It does not matter if mum & dad aren't here,
It does not matter if my friends aren't here,
Because I love this place and I want to create wonderful memories here,
I want to miss this place when I leave it,
I want to have the world's most beautiful friendship here,
I want to remember this place as my Home (:

Because your home is where your heart resides,
If your heart is not with you,
Then you aren't home,
And you aren't happy,
GO HOME!!!

I am in a happy happy happy, EFFING HAPPY PLACE!
I love it here,
This is my HOME =]
And this is where my HEART is =]
And I don't mind losing my HEART here =]
Because I know,
When I leave,
I will carry with me,
Wonderful, Wonderful things & memories (:

They say that home is where your heart is =]

Believe them,
Home is where the Heart is,
And anywhere could be Home as long as you believe!!!

Happy Hugging Day!
Give me a HUG!
[WHAT?]

xoxo
ZOu <3 p="">

Love Failed Us.

''These violent delights, have violent ends'' -W.S.

Romeo & Juliet.
I found this quote in one of my old-really old blog posts-from another blog.
I can't believe I used to love someone so so so so much.
So much,
That I could not "love" again,
That I could not say yes to anyone again,
That I could not believe again,

Violent End.
It did have such a violent end.
So violent,
That I felt like an elephant walked on me,
That I felt like my heart EXPLODED,
That I felt like hope was DEAD!

Violent Delights.
Can't even remember those.
As long as they lasted though, they were wonderful.

[Why is someone hitting the wall next door?]

Basically, this quote, and all the other Shakespeare-an quotes which seem to be flooding in my old posts, reminded me of how deeply I can love,
How I give everything when I love,
How beautiful love is,
But also,
How so painful and bitter love can be,
How love can destroy your whole life,
How love can change you,

But above all,
How beautifully amazing it is to be in love with someone,
I just can't wait to have this feeling again,
It makes me so happy,
I'll probably not love like before,
But still,
It will be the best feeling in the world,

It will be like eating chocolate while riding a unicorn on a rainbow bridge. 
WHAT?
Are you serious -.-

Make me a willow cabin at your gate.

Alright,
Love.Definitely.Not.The.Moment.

xoxo
ZOu.

BLOW!

HOME ALONE!!!!!

Chocolate Biscuit!!!!

Pretty much sums up my Sunny Sunday (:
Yes! It's Sunny in London! YAY!
No! It's not snowing yet. WHY?

People keep calling me on Skype.YAY!
There is this weirdo who keeps whatsapp-ing me and is still not singing to me.WHY?
YOU NEED TO SING FOR ME!!!!

I want babies. BABIES.
I mean. I love babies. Any baby.

GOOD MORNING APARTMENT! Ready to start the day!
1.2.3. I AM SO PUMPED UP!
YAAAAAY!
Alright, I am so obsessed with the Lego Movie right now. 
I might watch it for my birthday. Or maybe I should watch Only Lovers Left Alive.TOM.OMG.NO.It won't be out yet for my birthday.NOT SURE.IF.I.CAN.WATCH.TOM.KISS.OR.DO.THINGS.TO.SOME.ONE.ELSE.I.MIGHT.HAVE.A.HEART.ATTACK.AND.DIE.ON.MY.BIRTHDAY.YAY.

Everything is awesome.OMG.I.LOVE.THIS.SONG.
Pretty sure this guy is the happiest Lego on earth.
I wish I was a Lego. 
I wish I was a Minion. Like. I could work in Gru's lab. And go cray.cray. and sing the banana song.

September 2014.
#Cantwait!
The checklist keep increasing and getting crazier by day!
I am MAD. Mad that Ted & Robin won't end up together. I thought I made peace with the fact that Ted & the mother were cute together. BUT MAN! Ted & Robin is SO SO SO EPIC. It's like Stefan & Elena, Brooke & Lucas, Ross & Rachel, Cole & Phoebe, Chuck & Blair, Hanna & Caleb, did I miss a couple? 

She's the man. NEED TO WATCH IT TODAY. MISS IT SO MUCH.
Yeah, so, TED & ROBIN? So so so so so perfect.
Why are we even talking about that.
And kids, this is the story of how I NEVER met your dad!
I am so lame! YAY!

For my birthday, I need a minion. and a Tom. a MINION TOM.YAY!
Alright, pretty sure I'm having sugar rush again. TOO.MUCH.CHOCOLATE.IN.MY.BLOOD.SYSTEM!

Random Posts are the best. 
I love how I am random-writing again!
I love ME!
YAY!
YOU SHOULD ALL LOVE ME TOO!

UNICORNSSSS!
BABY CORNS!
YAY!

And I'm turning 23 in less than one month.23.Read this post. Do I sound like a 23-years-old? A 3 years old. YAAAAAAY!
James Blunt. <3 aaaaah="" font="">

xoxo
Pink Nose (:

The Purest Form Of Love, Said She ♡

I can't believe I am actually saying this but I am afraid to LOVE!

You know, reading previous crazy stories about us, 
The shits we could come up with,
The moments we created,
The lines that marked us forever,
Those were just the golden days?

I don't know,
Somehow, after living through everything,
I feel like this is history,
There is no going back,
We can never be the same,
We can never just sit in a public place and chill and LITERALLY crap-talk.
I feel like we lost the magic we had,
The bond we had,
The thing that made us one.

But what was it?
What in the world was it that made us so perfect and amazing together?
Why did we lose the power to "entertain ourselves" ? [[A.R, 2014]]
Was it just friendship?
Or was it something beyond any kind of love?
Or were we soul-mates?

Then, why?
How?
Is it possible to grow apart that much if we were soul mates?
I don't know.
So many questions.
So many things going on in my mind right now.

Did we change I asked?
This is what I got as a reply: "We grew a crust around us/So the dirty world cannot steal us nor hurt us/
Because we are awesome people./We love each other, without needing each other.. and this is the purest form of love!!!"

Such a beautiful and wonderful thing to say.
The purest form of love.
No, I am not afraid of that kind of love,
I am just afraid I won't be able to live up to it?
I am just afraid I'll lose everything.AGAIN.

You know what?
I have the best friend[s] in the world!
No matter where, or when.
If one of us decide to stop and look back,
We just become insanely in love again!
We just realise that we do not need to be with each other everyday,
Or talk everyday,
Or talk in months,
We can go back to loving each other the same whenever we feel like it.
And maybe, this is the purest form of love.

Love is not that man who cares for you or give up on everything for you,
No, this ain't love.
Love is calling someone after months and telling them,
"Do you remember that crazy day we had?" And out of the blue, we just become the bestest of friends again, talking, gossiping, sharing, loving!
What a strange relationship, isn't it?
Some days you just sit there,
Alone, thinking, no one cares.
But all it takes is just one message,
And you realise,
You are not alone,
You still have the world's purest form of love,
What do you need more?

Don't be afraid to go back to that love.
Don't be afraid to look back and be happy.
It is such an amazing power to look back and not cry.

I honestly, am so afraid of Love.
The kind of love you have for a man, or a person you grow close to.
But after remembering all the good times we've been through,
I can say.
I won't be afraid of Love now.
At least not of the purest form of love :)
Because it changes your world,
It changes who you are,
It makes you genuinely HAPPY!

There's a quote of mine: "Together nothing was ever right,/ Apart everything shall be wrong."
It's probably four years old?
I love how I could come up with such lines.
That was the kind of love I was afraid of,
I gave so much to that kind of love,

And here's the kind of love that lasts: JaanE kyun Dil Jaanta Hai :D Tu Hai to I'll be alright! :)

Give everything in love. Not the wrong one. The right one. The pure one. The real one.
It will never hurt. Never.

"Yours in the ranks of death" haha!

xoxo
Far-Ha! :D ♡

P.S. Can we all take a moment to appreciate the fact that T.H is the perfect man for me? Thanks. 

Random.Really.

Hello World! [[Again!]]
Okay, I just made up my mind,
This year I'm going to write. A LOT. [[Omg. This reminds of sth :$]]

As usual, hours before submitting a paper,
I feel like I should write here :)
Why?
No idea. I just feel like writing. 
Been ages I didn't complain about school o.O
I guess I am in a happy place =]

Everything seems so amazing tonight (:
Why?
No idea.
It just feels like there are unicorns pooping rainbow all over the place.
My God.
I need to get a life.
I need to get a life with Tom.
Seriously.
This man is just. I can't even.
I'm not sure there are men like him anymore.
If there are, PLEASE get your bum here.

Okay I need to get back to my paper.
xoxo
ZOu (: