2011 : Adios :) 2012 : Welcome ♥

[[Nearly 200th Post]]


2011 : Bidding Good Bye to this awesome year will be pretty easy :) It was probably the best year till date. It brought the usual tears and downs but mostly a lot of smiles, laughter, good days, great memories, wonderful new people, and yes, a LOT of UPS :P


2011 was maybe one of the most special years for me :) It changed the whole ME into a new ME :)
And despite the many negative comments, I think I like the new me a lot more than the old me :P 
Anyhow, 2011 will be a very easy year to let go of, since I am desperately waiting for 2012 :) No, we are NOT dying in Twenty-Twelve people! GTH :P I believe 2012 will be much fun and as good as 2011 has been.


2011 was probably not as great for some of you : So, yeah, every new year is maybe like a New Hope rising inside of us and a new light at the end of the dark tunnel :) Hence, hoping that 2012 brings a lot of hope and light in your life if you have been unhappy this year. Remember, that Life is not always about what we want, it is often about what is the best for us. If you have not been happy this year, there's always next year and if it's the same story then try to find petty but meaningful happiness from the problems/hurdles you come across daily :)


2011 on the other side has probably been the best year for some :) It's a good thing but don't forget that Life is not ALWAYS that bright; you shall come across sorrows so toughen yourself up for the new year and keep smiling and remembering the best days you've had when Life throws lemons at you!


2011 is coming to an end ; never forget the beautiful moments you've lived this year, carry them with you forever, carry them wherever you go and keep them close to your heart because if something goes wrong, those very memories will be your support and the reason for your smile :)


2011 : Ending.
Let's embrace 2012 with much hope and dreams :) It will probably be one of your most cherished years, who knows? [[If we don't all die actually :P JOKE eh, 2012 is so not real :D]] 
Wishing you all much love and happiness for the coming year,
Hoping we can all find what we are looking for,
Hoping we can all put behind our painful pasts,
Hoping we can all move on, in the right path with the right people,
Hoping 2012 brings light,health and more :)

A Very Happy Twenty Twelve to you all :) And especially to the People of My Heart,
Those who stayed :)
Those who left :)
Those yet to come! ♥


Love,
A Very Happy and Bubbly ZOu♥


[[Dude : 489 words :D Nearly 500 eh >.>]]

Her Story x

They say someday someone will come and she will finally get over all her past heartaches,
But every year it's the same story,
No one ever comes and she keeps waiting in vain..


With every passing year,
She is starting to believe less and less,
And someday she will probably wake up and believe no more in L.O.V.E.
God maybe, feels she has had enough "love" for the rest of her life,
Or He probably thinks she already get the best things in Life :P

Oh Nadaan Parinde, Ghar Aaja..♥

[You have to listen to this song : ♥] 

She will soon be one of the lost Parindes and she shall lose her way till Home,
She will lose faith in everything,
And this time no one will be able to save her,
Not even herself,
Because at one point, it becomes impossible to believe there is still some good/love left in this World for her.


She is probably the forgotten apple,
She will probably be left on the top of the tree all her life,
She is just not one of those apples that can be picked,


She was probably made to be forgotten =]


And it is probably time for Bed :D
This was the story of her life : The Forgotten Apple :)

xoxo
ZOu♥

My Letter To Santa :D

Nearly Christmas :)
High time to write your letters to Santa if you didn't do it yet,people!

I WANT this >.<

Dear Santa,


This year was BLISS :) I will ignore the few horrible things I went through and just remember the awesome things I got :)
I had one of the most amazing birthdays ever :) 
And now I am living the best Holiday of my Life :)
What shall I ask for more? I am having loads of happy moments and that is quite enough :)
My best friend is near me :)
My other best friend cut her fingers because she is dumb and we are having no fights [we are a couple ikr!] :D
And Life is smiling at us ♥
I got so many amazing people around me and so many great moments to look back and smile that I am not sure if I should be asking for anything more :)
Bugger off :P


I will just ask for some more smiles and laughter :)
And maybe a Dhunki? -.- NO! I don't need Dhunki :P He is my forever crush and I am happy :D
But yeah, if Imran/Ranbir could just be available? (A) Okay-I am joking :D I got my dose with Ek mein aur Ekk Tu and Rockstar AND the Mauritian Dhunki :D


Well, a Teddy is always welcome on Christmas :) Don't you dare forget Santa or I'll make sure your elves are raped :D

Love,
ZOu [The gana way : Dhunkie] :D


I love how this year everything is brighter :)
And I love the people responsible for this PLUS I am loving myself MORE since I am responsible for my being a happy bitch!
Let us just forget the difficult phases since Christmas is supposed to be THE happy season of the Year :D


P.S. I love how google is all HOLY-days-y :D And How the Snow falls when you tell it to :P SNOW *_*


xoxo

Holy Highness :D

Some days away from Christmas :)
I am LOVING Holidays this year :)
And I am loving each and every thing about my life [Okay not each and every, but mostly loving it] :)
The only thing wrong is the weather? I am literally BLACK.
I hate getting a tan -.- 
I love being pretty :)
A tanned Zou ain't pretty -.-

Anyways, this post is to tell you to make the most of your holidays :)
Mine = HEAVENLY 
I don't even feel like wondering how miserable I will be once I get back to school :)


I am high almost everyday : High on every thing :)
Well, I am back to the cheerful me and this is A GOOD THING : not for me but for the people around me, they don't have to complain about my moody self and my sulking faces :) 


Blah : HOLY DAYS!
Enjoy yourselves,
I'll be back with some proper posts soon.
xoxo


ZOu♥


[P.S. Highness=My new CAM :)]

Rainy Days in the Cold and Grey Town :)

Today I woke up to one of the best feelings on earth :) I woke up to the sound of heavy rain falling and tapping against my window :)
It felt like I was back to school days the only good/different thing about it was that I did not have to wake up to actually get ready to go,
I could stay in bed and listen to the rain fall all morning ♥
It rained all day and I just sat on a couch watching the rain fall,
It was BLISS :)
Probably because I grew up in a rainy town and I went to school nearly drenched all my Life,
And having rainfall after ages made me a happy bitch today :)
The only thing missing was Home and Anii♥
Home, where the Heart is and where the Heart will remain :)
I missed sitting on that old bench of ours and watching the rain falling.
I missed hearing the noise it made when it fell against the roof.
I missed seeing people running down the street :)

I missed being in the heart of the cold and grey town today,
I missed being where I left my heart today,
I will probably miss this place all my Life and 
I will probably have the same feeling each time it will rain ♥


I love having rain at this time of the year because it reminds me of a pretty special End of Year when it would not stop raining and when I had the best times of my Life ♥


This post is to tell you how amazing it is to have the feeling of the rain falling on my face again,
And to wish you all a very Rainy December ♥

xoxo
ZOu♥


[P.S I am in an AMAZING mood-PLEASE don't start fucking up my mood people. I am sincerely fed up :) END.]

Rainy Afternoons :)

This morning I sat alone in a crowded place and I was instantly reminded of the school attic.  I felt like I was back to that attic on those rainy afternoons where we would anxiously wait for the bell to ring in the hope of catching the school bus despite the many staircases we have to run along and the many people we have to bump into.

I remember those rainy afternoons when we would sit in the attic waiting for the bell to ring and looking through the little windows and seeing nothing but the mist.  The attic used to be dark on afternoons like these, and if you would just sit there you would smell ; fresh paint mixed with the smell of old wood. 
The rain would fall noisily on the roof and we would hear the bell ringing on the other side of the street.


I remember those days when we would run in the rain and try to catch the school bus; we would run across the crowded corridors till we reached outside.
I love how it would keep raining all the way to Vacoas and how I would watch the rain fall against the glass of the bus. I love how I would start writing things on the glasses and be a happy me :)

I remember those afternoons in the attic when it was dark ♥
Those were probably the best memories I will carry all my Life :)
In moments like those, one could sit back and make Life-Changing Decisions because in moments like those you would leave the world behind you :) Everything would seem so easy and so perfect.


I still remember those afternoons in the attic and I can still smell the paint :)
I can still hear the rain falling :)
Everything is still the same,
The only difference is that I am not there anymore,
I am just miles away and I miss being the girl sitting under those roofs waiting for the bell to ring on rainy afternoons.♥


Have a Good Night Wonderful People,
Everything is so peaceful tonight,
xoxo


ZOu♥

A Mid-Night Post :)

We have all been through one of those days where we wake up and tell ourselves we have had enough of this life; either because we cannot bear the pain we constantly come across anymore or because we feel we have lived our Life to the fullest and we need to more of it. [Self-Actualisation actually]


And, most of the times, we wake up to such thoughts/feelings when we feel we have faced too much sorrows.   This makes us wonder why does the pain always outweigh the happy life? Why can't we count our miseries on our fingers? Is the fault ours? Are we the ones asking too much out of life or does this Life gives us too little?


A depressed me would say Life is unfair and a happy me would agree Life is wonderful the way it is but a neutral me just have this to say:


The truth is that Life gives us both the sorrows and the joys, only we are too weak to overcome the bad days; only we are too weak to pick our happiness from the scattered sorrows of our broken dreams. 
We are weak and that is the sole reason we exist; had we not been so, Eve would never have been tempted.
We are weak and this is the only reason our sorrows always seem to outweigh our happiness. No matter how strong we feel we are, fighting our way through this world, the truth is that we are mere humans and we were born weak.
We all break at some points.


And I am back to having either no inspiration or too much excitement about Christmas,
I can not write anymore because I have to go get ready for another awesome shopping day :)
This part of the post was not written at midnight because ofc.
I just wrote this and  I will probably be back here tonight to jot down some other posts because I feel like I need to write a lot before 2012 :)
You will probably all die next year :)
Not me :) I am a witch♥


Love,
ZOu♥ [I am very much magical, I can show you my Hogwarts acceptance letter anytime :P]