1/2 2011 (:

You touched my heart, 
You touched my soul (:


May is ending,
I am so not looking forward to June,
And we have already gone through half the year,
Nothing great's been happening!


Time flies,
Seriously,
And when the Time is gone,
We remember we have left so many things undone,
So many things unsaid,
So many things incomplete and behind us,


I get the impression that most of the time,
We run,
We run from the things which we are meant to complete,
We run from the truth we are meant to face,
At the end of the day,
We just keep running from everything,
And that's why we probably have the feeling of something missing in our lives sometimes,


Everyday I realise,
There are so many things I need to tell so many people,
But I just can't,
And I run away from these talks,


I realise,
How little I have forgotten of my past,
Be it the recent past or those dating from four to five years ago,
I constantly lie to myself,
When someday I woke up and some things came out of my mouth unexpectedly,
I realise I have so not forgotten all the things I went through,
All the things I have felt,
All the things I should have left behind for good.


One night I went to sleep,
I was 14, I was immature, I was dumb, 
Then, the next morning I wake up,
And I realise I am 20,
I have grown up and I have come a long way, 
But the nightmares of me being 14 and doing horrible mistakes still haunt me,


I realise there is no way going back and mending those,
I realise till the rest of my life,
I will remember every single detail about the past,
No matter how fast we get through it,
No matter how far it goes from our today,
Our past is just always scotched to us!


I wish I could write sth about you since I am terribly missing you today :/ But yeah, I just realised I don't even know how you look like right now, 
It's been practically one year I have not seen you,
And people say it's a small world -.-"


And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you♥


James is so on! =]


I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you. [=


Goodnight my lover (6) Leul :)
Goodnight people ^^


zOu (: 

Wherever you are in the world, the moon is never bigger than your thumb ♥

Pretty Little Voices! (:

Got a secret!
Can you keep it? ♫
La La Lalalala =] So I am totally addicted to PLL now.


My holidays are being pretty lame.

Dear People,


Tonight it's like one of those nights.
I am going to die because I sprayed Raid/Doom/Boom/Booh/Whatever across the room.


I am currently having a huge crush on tooth :$ 
Who's tooth? Get a life, I hope you never know! =]


Much Love,
Zou (:

It's a silent night.
All I can hear is the sound of my fingers touching the keys on my keyboard.
I wish I could hear a voice telling me it is going to be alright,
Not that I am going through a bad phase,
I just wish I could hear that voice and believe everything is going to be okay,
Not that everything is wrong,
I just feel like a lot of things are missing right now,
My Life has this void which needs to be filled up before any more wrong is done.
Sometimes, despite nothing going on,
You have the feeling something very wrong is going to happen,
Not that it is a pessimistic view,
But sometimes you have the sixth sense that something wrong is going to happen,
You just know it,
Because tonight is a silent night!


Even when you are on cloud 9,
The sun is smiling at you,
Sometimes you just need to hear the voice telling you everything will be just fine,
Because you never know what's on the next corner of the road,
And good things do not always last.


But yeah, if good things do not always last,
Neither do bad things!
So, tell yourself that everything is going to be alright,
Be the voice you want to hear,
And make your life better! ♥

Néné Reuz.

Truth, Bitter Truth!

It's been a boring week!


Holidays cannot be boring! >.>
Apparently I have serious phobias :) 
Life is beautiful!
I need to get a job because UoM is a bitch =]
My life is so perfect.


Last night an old friend of mine made me wonder whatever happened to us?

Relationships are always complicated.

How could we have been best friends,

If all along it was not sincere?

When we re-think of those days,

When we re-read those awesome convos,

It does make us wonder,

What were we?

Why did we end up hating each other so much?

How could we not forgive each other?

How could we hurt each other that much?

Is friendship a bipolar relationship?

Is is possible to love someone so much,

And from time to time hate them?

Or was it just mere hypocrisy?

Probably the most difficult question to answer,

Because if it was hypocrisy,

Then we've been hypocrites towards each other,

Why then?

Because you wanted us to pay for saving your life?

You see, if you I did not loved you,

It would not matter whether you died or not,

But for you?

It was always a feeling full of bitterness,

Could you not pay us back for saving you by simply loving us?

What did you achieve by behaving in such a way?

You once were our best friend,

And today,

You stand alone,

I know,

Because you have never had any true friends,

I have been there for you as long as I could,

But you always ended up hurting me,

Be it directly or indirectly,

Today,

It hurts to remember you were once so close to us,

It hurts even more because you could never consider us as your own,

Maybe you were too selfish,

Or maybe you just ain't human enough to feel anything!

But yeah, some people remain mysteries!

Actually each and every one of us are mysteries, and it takes very few and sincere people to discover who we truly are,

At the end of the day, we are either left with people who know us from top to bottom,

Or with people who pretend they know everything about us!

This is the story of our lives and we have to put up with it and keep going.

I need to get a life.

Good Night People!

For School Mag Purpose. Yes I am a terrible writer :)

2.0.0.9

The best year of the Upper '09 girls' lives.
Why? Basically the last year at LCC or any other high schools is always very special to us girls,
During our last year at LCC,
Every single event,
Every single day was memorable to most of us,
Probably because during our upper year,
We realise there is no turning back,
There is not going to be another chance to be where we were : LCC.

LCC : The place which shaped our identity,
           The place which gave us friends,
            The place which taught us that not only education mattered, there is more than just that in life.


2009 was marked by our usual events,
The cross, The Sports day, The Music Day, The Independence Day and so on.
But that year those events were more than just mere ones,
Every single event brought memories, brought hope, brought more friendship.


2009's rain practically made it impossible for us to hold our annual Cross Country,
But eventually it happened,
And it was as bright a day as ever,
With the annual but breath-taking end of day : I still remember every one singing at the top of their lungs,
Maybe like we never did before : "Kelele Kelele Ow ooh Ow ooh LCC!"

The same applied for our amazing Sports day which was animated by the Upper girls,
Amongst which Anishta Roochan who's been probably the most popular Student Council of her time!

The 2009 Fancy Fair remains probably the best day of LCC '09 :
With the rain, the sun, the stalls, the games, the people, the shows,
Everything about our Fancy Fair and the making of it was memorable,
It brought every LCC girl together as one,
And that's probably one of the events that highlights the spirit and sincerity of the LCC girls towards each other, and our beloved school!

We were also bestowed in 2009 with the presence of the Komiko crew which performed for all of us,
And brought some light and funny notes to our every day routine.

However what marked the Upper 2009 mostly was our Retraites and our last week at school,
Like every year, 
Every single teacher and the rector made it a must to make us feel LCC was our home,
The last week bonded each and every Upper 2009 to each other,
And that's what made the beauty of 2.0.0.9.

The End of year mass,
All the girls singing "You raise me up",
Finally ringed a bell that it was our last chance,
It's still fresh in every one's memory I guess,
The song, The tears, The flowers,
THE LCC FAMILY : Nothing can be equal to that feeling.

The days that ensued brought us together singing "Ce n'est qu'un au revoir" at the end of the Annual Bilan,
Which was probably the most intense moment of Upper '09,

Lastly,
Our End of Year Party :)
The disguises,
The teachers,
The whole school,
Made it one awesome year,
And probably the best year of our lives,

LCC '09 resembles most of the other years,
The only thing which was different,
Could be felt only by those who left that year,
The Upper 6 2009.


UNITED, WE STILL STAND =]

Biatch :)

It's not that I hate you.
Not the least actually.

It's just that you should get a life -.-
Seriously,
Can't you see?
You are one FAT bitch.


You've got enough people as it is,
To warm up your FAT ass.
Can't you stop running after the world?
Don't you get it dude/girl/whatever?
You are a BITCH.
And we are so fed up of you and your crappy attitude.


You always do this.
And we were all wrong when we thought you were different from the rest.
You are just one filthy thing,
You need to grow up :)
It will do you some good,
And maybe you won't have to run after everyone's man to get some attention ^^


It would not surprise us if you end up as one lonely ugly old thing. ^^
That IS exactly what you deserve.
Do us a favour, yeah? GET YOURSELF A DILDO or whatever sex toy.


Good Night,
I SINCERELY hope you die in your bitchy sleep.

"Everybody else didn’t realize we lived in that web of magic.."

"When a song stirs a memory, when motes of dust turning in a shaft of light takes your attention from the world, when you listen to a train passing on a track at night in the distance and wonder where it might be going, you step beyond who you are and where you are. For the briefest of instants, you have stepped into the magic realm. " ~OTH/Boy's Life.

 Inspiring quote. :)
Life is within itself a magical world,
We just need to believe in its powers to see this magic at work,
Every single thing we experience,
Living, Laughing, Loving,
Is part of the magic of the world.


Life is itself, the most amazing thing ever,
If we have a little faith,
A little creativity,
A little hope,
A tiny dream,
Everything becomes possible,
Just like magic! :)

Magic is magical because it makes us realise we can do whatever we want,
Then Life is magic,
Because Life is all about fulfilling our dreams,
All we need is power to believe in it,
All we need is the ability to look ahead,
Instead of looking back,
All we need is a little love :)


And the world will start feeling like magic!
Everything will be possible :)

Pink Nose :)

R.I.G.H.T

Chuck Bass [*_*] said : There is a difference between a great love and the right love.


Well yeah,
The great love can be the crazy one,
It can be the one which spice up your life,
It can be the one which makes you feel like you are bungee jumping,
It can be the one which takes away your sleep =]


But the great love is also the one which sometimes kills you,
It takes away from you, your smile,
It consumes you to such an extent that you forget who you are,
It pulls you into the dark,


The great love is the one that makes you forget about the rest,
And when the great love forgets its own path,
You realise you are alone against the world,


The great love is also the one which makes everything else possible,
The great love is the one you have been loving day and night,
And then, one day out of the blue,
You realise,
It was just not the right choice.


And there is the right love..
The one that makes you happy.


Well sometimes, the right love is better than the great love,
The great love is only for the strong,
The cowards, the weak, the impatient are just not made for the great love.♥


But one thing is sure and true,
The great love can conquer it all,
The great love stays forever..♥
You know it does, right? 

ZOu♥

Happy Holy-Months =]

"You can't just run back to the past because it's familiar.  Yes, it's tempting but it's a mistake."

                                                                                                                ~HIMYM♥


I just spent one whole day remembering Winter in Commerford Street.
The past. Yes.
Maybe it is the time to run away from the past now,
The time to come up with new days,
The time to stop remembering and pining for all those feelings,
May be it is time to put them all in a bottle,
And throw it at sea! =]

Most probably, it is difficult to refrain ourselves from turning back,
But still, it is most probably the best thing to do,
It is time to look ahead and aim for new things,
Aim for new days,
No matter how hard,
There comes the time when you must take a stand,
And stop running back to where everything is better,
And go to where nothing is right and make it right. ^^


It is very scary when we face our past sometimes, [Seupriti tere liye!]
It is probably the thing we dread the most when we go on new paths,
Because we know the worst or the best of our past is somewhere,
At a cross road waiting for us,
But the time has come to be brave Seup! =P
The time has come for you to face it all,
And give up on things you know can never work out,
The time has come for you to be strong,
And retain your tears from falling,
Because they are precious to someone else (:


And the time has come for you to stick to your promise,
I can't believe you are the same person who skyped me on New Year and told me,
"I MADE UP MY MIND. DO THE SAME."
Why, then are you back to square one?
You are not weak =P
You are tiny, and dynamites  come in small packages!
Live up to your [size?] =P




Now now, HOLIDAYS!
Happy Winter Holidays People =]
I am free from the worst place on earth for the next three months.
I am currently getting a life.♥
Have a nice night, whatever =]


Néné Reuz =P

 

S.M.E.L.L.I.N.G.♥

It's winter.

YES IT'S SMELLING.

If you're happy and you know it ---> CLAP YOUR HANDS! =]

I am not happy. 

I am not sad.

I am feeling IDK.

It must be the winter's effect.

Since I am quite unable to write great posts nowadays,

I was going to write a post on Seup,

Then it started raining,

And it started smelling good things,

The kind of things that remind you it is possible to be happy,

The kind of things that remind you the world is not that cruel after all,

The kind of things that remind you you've been lucky enough to feel love.♥

It started smelling things which have been etched in your memories,

It started smelling things that you can never forget,

It started smelling people.♥

The people who made a difference,

The people who made your life worth it,

The people who made you smile through your tears.

And now, the rain + the current song playing = THE MOST AMAZING FEELING IN THE WORLD.

It feels like I am back to one particular day,

It's cold,

It's raining,

And there is this song,

NOTHING beats this feeling.

And I am clapping my hands, because I am HAPPY.

YES =] 

Memories of the past do not always bring back tears,

Memories, if you know how to appreciate them,

Can make you the happiest things alive.

What if those don't ever come back?

WE LIVED THEM DUDE,

And that's the beauty of memories.♥

Nights like tonight are perfect to dream. (:

It's nearly midnight,

I am sleepy,

Good Night People of My Heart♥

You are being missed tonight =]

(U6 '09♥ : Because I just remembered an amazing memory of ours and I feel like being back on that bench with you and soaking up the sun in the cold winter and listening to those amazing songs♥)

(People of my past♥: Because I just remembered an amazing night, and I feel like being back to that particular night just to hear that particular thing I remembered.)

What if memories can only be remembered,

We should be thankful we do not suffer from Alzheimer [Al-Farah-Mer]♥

What if memories can only be remembered,

Atleast we were lucky enough to have lived them.♥

Néné Reuz :)

Happy 13th of May (:

Dear World,

I feel like posting today, and guess WHAT! Blogger is unavailable -.-”

FML,

I have been through one [and a half] horrible month, and it is so about to end!

My life has never been so boring,

I am glad I am over with my first year,

Two more years to go in this horrible place -.-”

But well, the good thing is that after those 2 years [which is going to end VERY SOON!], I’ll be heading towards an amazing place 

Pit’s just been saying “Tp al Ethiopie? :O” NO! But it so sounds like Ethiopie 

I don’t care if wherever I am going, I have to study more,

The only good thing will be that the place is amazingly beautiful,

There’ll be snow [IDC if it's COLD.],

There’ll be cuter guys,

There’ll be BETTER PEOPLE than those I have to see everyday HERE.

Two more years to go,

For some things to be more perfect.

I need to get a life!!!
I have been in my books so much lately that I actually forgot how to type,

It was like the worst exams experience I ever had!

I forgot to mention I was writing on wordpress and I don’t actually like wordpress. Never mind, this post will be copy-paste-ed to my blogspot soon!

The main purpose of this post was : HOLIDAYS ARE SOME DAYS FROM NOW, AND I FEEL LIKE YAY!

I so need them this year,

It will leave me with some time to dream[thing I could not do this year!].

Good Night people♥

Where our hearts reside (=

The cold and grey town.


What makes us love it so much?
Why do we found ourselves always coming back to that place?
What is it about this place that makes us feel love?


Tonight I learnt it was okay to be in love,
Even if we don't really have any "lover" (:


Tonight I learnt it was okay to miss someone [we have once known 8-) (This thing really gets on my nerves now -.- fucktard!)],
Even if we pretend we have nothing to do with those memories anymore.


Tonight I learnt that no place on earth can replace the cold and grey town. =]


In a cold and grey town,
We'll have a sunny day =]

Today I had a real sunny day in this rainy cold and grey town.
Today I felt like it was that good old town of our hearts,
Because today it was raining abundantly and the wind was blowing fiercely ^^


Nothing on earth can replace the feeling of happiness the rain in this town brings,
Nothing on earth can replace the memories this rain brings back,
No place on earth, certainly, can bring as much sunshine during a rainy day ♥


This cold and grey town is equivalent to a first kiss (= [YES! I know your first kiss is linked to this cold weather :P Biatch!]
This cold and grey town is equivalent to our first broken hearts. 
This cold and grey town is therefore a mixture of our most beautiful memories, as well as the worst one.


It is the place where everything happens for the best,
It is the place where we first met,
It is the place where we first parted,


This cold and grey town is not only a chapter of our lives,
It is half of our lives,
It contributed to our identity,
It contributed to our friendship,
It contributed to "our" love,
It contributed to everything we lived..


And no matter how rainy it always is,
This cold and grey town have the power,
To bring sunshine in our lives ♥


Good Night,
It is still raining in the cold and grey town,
And it's the best feeling in the world.
Winter is finally here!♥


ZOu (: