Love-Hate-Hate-Love :D

Din dhal jaE :)

Hello World! =]

I'm dead tired.
Also I found out my childhood friend deleted me from facebook [[No sarcasm here]] :)
I'll never get over this :) I will die *all the actions a drama queen in a bollywood movie would do*

Anyways, this got me thinking, why the hell do we delete people from our lives for no reasons?
Why is it that we have to stop talking to people out of the blue?
Did you just decided, on the spot that you hated somebody?
Or are we just pure hypocrites?
Well, some of us definitely are!

Also, let's talk about the love-hate relationships,
It is so easy to hate someone we have loved, said so people!
I still couldn't figure this one out,
As I said before,
Once you've loved someone, there is no going back,
How can we hate someone when we've loved them so much,
When we've laughed and cried with them,
When we've shared a part of our lives with them,
I believe it is utterly impossible to hate someone you have loved,

You can pretend you hate them,
You can hate what they did to you,
You can hate their guts,
But you can never hate them,
You will always, always love them,
But then again,
Maybe I haven't met someone who gave me enough reasons to hate them yet?
Or maybe, it's just the way I look at things,

I do hate people,
A number of them,
But I have never loved any of them before,

Every people I've loved,
I still love them,
With the same passion, and the same flame,
I just stopped showing it,
I just got used to their absence,

NAY!
You can't hate when you have loved,
Love and hate is not the same thing,
Love and hate are not the two sides of the same coin,
They are so different,

Brasse-Bouillon said: "La haine est un levier plus puissant que l'amour."

Definitely,
You would kill someone because you hate them,
But you would die for someone you love!

AAH!
I need to go talk to my slutty bff!
This post is not finished! 

xoxo
ZOu :)

Mind the gap!

I am on a train to Waterloo.
The weather is so beautiful today, it's sunny with the appropriate amount of breeze,
It's the kind of romantic weather, and you would want to go on a picnic and just lie in the sun breathing Life :)
I love how when you travel by train you see the most breathtaking scenery.  I wish I could be on this train forever, and go through Kingston, Earlsfield, Raynes Park and Clapham Junction again and again :)
Sometimes it's moments like these,
They make you fall in love with Life and all it has to offer.
There is another thing about this journey,
It reminds me of another beautiful moment I wish I could live again and again.
A moment that will last forever.

The railway, the park, the scenery, the houses, the river. 
Why would anyone want to be somewhere else in the world?
I'd stay on this train all my life,
It takes you to another world, to another era,
And you just don't want to wake up from this dream. 
Some trains take us to specific destinations and some take us on a journey we just wish would never end!

#ilovelondon ♡

xoxo
Pink Nose ☆

Bleh!

Tujhe mein rab dikhta hai!

AAH! Desi side activated. For some very obvious reasons. LALA!

Happy Sun-Rain-Day World! :)

Being Lazy FTW! Let's all be lazy bums and sleep in all day! :)

Still in PJs :)
I hate Sunday, I don't want to go to school tomorrow! :(
Okay,
This ain't a post,
I am just ranting. It's all about the "I" :) 
JKT is not in a mood to flirt with my potential yellow umbrella. Man :(
How will this ever work out?
Yeah, Because JKT flirts for me,
I am too high for this shit!
I am not sure how I will work my way through his heart -.-
I will just wait for JKT to do that too,
And I am lame! YAY!

DUDE! SRK IS IN. Let's all go crazy over hit SRK songs, because it's Sunday, and we are bored, and we are in love.

OKAY BYE! [[TOO HIGH ON LIFE AND LOVE AND HIM AND HIM!]]

The Fever of First Love :)

“I am glad it cannot happen twice, the fever of first love. For it is a fever, and a burden, too, whatever the poets may say.” -DDM

I am re visiting my favourite book,
The book which made me fall in love with literature, and writing,
The book which made me fall in love with Shakespeare,
Even if it has nothing to do with Shakespeare,
AH!
There are so many beautiful quotes from this book,
I wish I could just pile them up all here!

Coming back to the above quote,
Ain't it true?
The fever of first love,
What on earth can be compared to this feeling of craziness, mixed with satisfaction and pure highness! 
No, we never feel that again,
No matter what great love we encounter in life,
Nothing can be compared to your first love,
That moment you realised,
This is it, I am in love and I want this to last forever!
Nothing on earth can be compared to this moment. Nothing.

And a burden it is,
For you will carry with you the memory of this feeling forever,
You will carry it without being able to touch it,
You will carry this moment in your heart, without being able to live it again,
And with the hope that you can experience something similar,
But nothing will be similar to this fever,
Nothing,
You only get it once and all your life you live with memories of it,

But then,
I already had my first love,
Yes, it was beautiful and I have never felt the same again,
Does this mean,
This fever is gone? Forever?
Because I don't want it gone,
I want to die of this fever!
I want to feel it again and again,
Every morning,
Every night,
I want to be completely and uncontrollably  in love with someone :)

And maybe I will be,
Because every new love is a first love,
If I fall in love again,
It won't be the same fever,
But a fever it will be,
Because when you fall in love, even for the nth time,
That moment is eternal,
It lasts forever,
And if you're lucky,
You live it everyday!

I know, I am kind of lovey-dovey today,
Don't blame me >.<
Blame HIM! That person making me happy on the other side of the world :$

Pink Nose x)

Yellow Umbrella!

Okay, I've been struggling to write a post about my missing Yellow Umbrella since last night,
And then this morning I woke up,
Happy and very much in love,
Why?
Do not ask,
I finally found someone who's the male version of me,
I found someone who might be my very own Yellow Umbrella,
I found someone who just matches the check list and I am high on him! 

A little bit too high I would say,
But who cares?
I get to fly on my bed and listen to the most romantic songs ever!
I get to be "in love" :)

You know what,
I had given up all hopes of ever finding someone who might check almost everything on the list,
And then, 
I found this one,
Who pretty much scores high,
And now, I feel like I should not give up on my list, at any cost,

Someone is bound to come,
One day,
And he will have to be my yellow umbrella,
He will check every single thing on the list and I will be happy,
I won't have to deal with the nonsense of people who are like winds [[Sorry JKT, I know you believe in the wind type]]

JKT this morning sent me this :

"Like wtf, he's your type, you guys could be heart-broken together, it will be IN-TENSE!"

And I didn't even care how lame this made the both of us sound,
I was just happy that there still are people around the world who are as dramatic as I am :)
And I will find my dramatic yellow umbrella one day and he will make me feel like a princess in distress!
This whole sentence just reminded me of a famous GG quote,

"You can't save a Damsel, if she loves her distress!"

This is totally me! I love me!
Drama-Queen FTW!

And as for the yellow umbrella,
Well,
I realised I don't care how unrealistic it is, I am still going to believe that one day I will meet him,
The one with all the answers to my stupid questions,
The one who's going to do the rain dance for me,
The one who's going to read me poetry and sing to me every night,
The one who's going to love me in spite of my crazy crazy crazy and unchargetakeable [[Pls note this word was invented by Rocco for such dramatic situations]]self!
The one who's going to be my missing puzzle :)

I am not insane!
I am just a dreamer! 
And sometimes, it's okay to believe in dreams,
Because, sometimes, they do come true!

Pink Nose :)

Blonde Moments!

Two And A Half Man. Arrg. Miss this show. [[I know it's not over, but, Charlie's not here anymore so shut up!]] [[My friends think I say Shut Up way too much. Shut up Friends!]]

"Did you hear, we might move to Mars."  Yes, we are. Totally. Which spot are you going to choose? 
I believe in aliens. Yes. The green creatures. They are alive somewhere, on another planet.
Are you serious? You might as well dye your hair blonde now. PLEASE. 

And a bunch of other seriously blonde comments. Today in lab.
I swear, we are way too sexy for this shit. We can't be logical. We are better off as a bunch of dumbos. 
Somehow, just stepping in that lab class make us dumb. FY STATS! And the answer to this was :

And I have no idea why the sharks are present in this picture. Nope. Don't get it. Way too dumb!

Every year it's the same song, this is the last time in my life I'll do maths. Yeah, keep talking. 
I'm pretty sure next year I'll be doing that crap again. -.-

Anyways, this was just my quick post to say hello world! we hate stats and logic is definitely not our cup of tea and we love tea. but yeah, also what the hell?

Chocolate. 
Have it, you know you want it.
WHAT? Shut up man, making me fat -.-
 [[Yeah, me and Elisha. Chocolate and tea and stats, definitely things we love and hate, we are bipolar!]]

Have an amazing night world,
Even if it's not night,
In some places,
Still,
I live in the future,
You live in the past,
JUST MAKE THE LINK OKAY! IF It's PAST NINE O'CLOCK in LONDON, and it's still FOUR in TORONTO. Then, that's the past IDIOT. Just go dye your hair blonde. -.-
But, I kind of live in the past too, since it's already the 21st in Mauritius. OH SHUT UP! This whole time-thing is confusing.
Don't confuse yourself, 
We've had way too many blonde moments today. Way too many.

Love you all,
PinkNose x)

TooMuchLove :)

Did I mention how loved I am?
Yeah, I did that,
Man, people are making emotional. I need to cry now. My Drama-Queen-ness is showing! I was just going through some posts I never posted, and I am glad I never did, they were just full of bitterness and blah! I am too happy for this shit, and people love me too much. I can't be depressed. Depression should not even be a choice. When you have the world loving and caring for you, you can not, at any point, mention sadness or loneliness. Because, shut up, that's why! 

You know, sometimes it's just right to stop and fly. LITERALLY FLY! Because you know your life is awesome and you know you are genuinely happy. It's your moment. Take it and feel the love, the life and the joy. Right now, I feel like I am TheEnglishTeacher, experiencing epiphany and I am ready for nirvana. Oh man, it's like I reached self-actualization.  Maybe, my Drama-Queen-ness is showing too much and you feel I am exaggerating. I am not! Shut up! My life is amazing. I have wonderful people around me, whether they are here or at the other end of the world; the people in my life are the best, and I am glad I have them.

So, if at any stupid point in my life I post some depressing posts about how I hate my  life and I feel lonely, just give me a high five-in the face-with a chair! Because I do not have the right to complain. I am over-loved. I cannot complain about loneliness or sorrows or whateverthehell! 

I don't know about the rest of the world, but I feel pretty spoiled. Maybe the rest of the world is lonely and love-less and friend-less. Their bad. Even if I am not quite sure if I deserve all this love, I am pretty selfish about it, I am going to keep these people to myself and not share them. And at this point, I don't even feel scared I might lose them. Nope. No chance. I have lost so many people over the years, and over the years these people never left and I know they won't, ever.  They are going to be there when I am on my deathbed and they are going to be laughing at me! :)

I am not going to say Thanks again, because this is getting annoying.I'll just be my usual love-slut and say I love you guys so so so so so much. You have no idea how happy and fulfilled you make me feel. I am at this point in my life where all I need is you guys and nothing else. Nothing, really!

Farah x