Imaginary Love ♥

P.S: The title has nothing to do with this post,
The title was suggested by someone who thought I was going to write         a post about my secret crush who's obviously so much of an imaginary lover right now.




When you read old messages/msn convos,
You realise that sometimes you say things,
"Jokingly",
And they turn out to be true,


And when this realisation strikes you,
It feels like something very big ended,
It feels like something very bad happened,
It feels like you were the cause of your own misery,


And sometimes you feel like laughing,
Because Fate has put you in such a horrible situation,
That you lost practically everything you ever wished for,


And then sometimes,
There is one last and single tear that falls from your eye,
Why?
Because you realised that it was all meant to happen,
You knew it all along,
You just was never strong enough to accept it,
You saw it before it began, [Yes I stole this line from James♥]
You just never wanted to pay attention to it,


And you realise despite having gone a long way since those days/events,
You can never get over the feeling you felt at that particular moment,
You can never forget,
You can never forgive,


Even if you know you've left that life behind,
Some things/feelings you shall carry with you FOREVER.

I watched BAH[LOL](Bachna Ae Haseeno) today :
Raj FTW (H) ♥ 


I have to go in schools and counsel kids tomorrow :O Tough job =]
Good Night.♥