Sometimes people write the things they can't say ♥

Been sitting in front of my keyboard and my screen since ages,
I don't feel like I know how to write anymore,
Either I lost my muse,
Or I have always been a terrible/horrible writer,


I keep writing some 5 lines and then deleting everything,
Because it either makes no sense,
Or it is too depressing,
I feel so pathetic when I can not come up with awesome writings on my blog,
It's been ages I did not post anything meaningful.
I should probably just give up on writing,
Like I gave up on so many things I used to love,


Writing used to be the only thing through which I could express my deeper feelings,
My deeper thoughts,
My deeper pains,
And here I am,
Nothing on my mind,
Nothing to give to this blog of mine.

I realised it is probably people who made me feel this way,
Every time I write something I have to give explanations to people so they don't take it the wrong way,
Every time I write something about how horrible the people around me can be, every single person I am not even aiming at starts thinking I am talking about them,
And this brought me here.
I can not write anymore,
And if I happen to forget how to write beautiful things,
It will be all your fault,
People.


I feel naked when I can't produce wonderful combinations of words on my blog,
It's like I am someone without any goal in life,
Because writing is to some point all my life,
I love writing♥


Like Damn-Ree said,
Some people truly have the wrong influence on me,
I should just stop listening to what people say,
I should just stop wondering how people will feel about what I write,
Because at the end of the day,
All the things I say,
All the things I write,
Are to some extent nothing but the truth,
And if facing the truth is difficult for some,
Then,
I don't think I can help! :)

Happy Saturday People.
Hoping I can get back to writing soon.
xoxo


ZOu♥